The room was pitch black, and nothing could be seen. The man on the hospital bed rolled over and kept muttering,

"Don't go, don't go, don't go...... Not...... Don't leave me ......"

Crying and crying, Li Siqi suddenly woke up. The tears in the corners of her eyes hadn't dried yet, and she had nightmares again. During this time, Li Siqi always dreamed of many people, his father, and his good friends. One by one, they all left, never to be seen again.

Li Siqi also wondered why he couldn't replace them. She has had heart disease since she was a child, and the doctor said that she would not live long, but the people around her have left, and she is still sick.

Why didn't they leave, why did God take their lives. They are so young and kind, and they want to do what they want, but they have lost their precious lives.

His chest felt blocked, and Li Siqi thought about it to breathe. There's been so much going on lately that she doesn't have time to digest it. The cool breeze blows by the window, and the curtains sway with the wind.

From time to time the nurse's footsteps could be heard in the quiet room, and the figures in the corridor swayed. Li Siqi took a deep breath, feeling that the world was quiet at this moment, and nothing would happen to anyone.

Suddenly, her face began to hurt hotly, and she felt that hundreds of small insects were gnawing at her flesh and skin unscrupulously. Tightly grasping the railing by the window, Li Siqi slowly squatted down and buried his head in the corner. That's how she spends every night after her cosmetic surgery.

I just woke up from a nightmare, and I had to endure the torture on my face. The doctor said it was normal and that the skin was growing a new barrier, but it was painful. Li Siqi had to endure all this silently every night, secretly telling himself to persevere.

Having come to this point, she has no way back and no regrets. It was as if something was grabbing his skin, tearing a hole in his face, and then sprinkling salt on his bloody face.

Li Siqi sobbed quietly, she didn't dare to move too much, startling the patient next to her. Trying to lower her voice, her body began to tremble up and down, and every time at this time, she comforted herself that it was the last day. In fact, the last day never came, and I don't know how long it will be.

Back in bed, Li Siqi fell asleep in a daze, and there was a sound of steady breathing in the ward, and she finally got a moment of peace.

Next.

Hong Lei finished the night shift and brought breakfast to Li Siqi.

"Why is it so early today?" Li Siqi smiled sweetly, his voice a little hoarse. She had long since woken up and was in a daze in bed.

"There was nothing going on at the hospital, so I left work early. Let's have breakfast......" put the hot bun in his hand on the table, and carefully helped Li Siqi sit up.

As soon as Hong Lei came in, he found that Li Siqi's dark circles were particularly obvious. My eyes are also a little red and swollen, I guess I just cried. But seeing Li Siqi's current appearance, he didn't ask much.

"Wow, I've wanted to eat this bun for a long time, it's so delicious." Li Siqi's cheeks were bulging and he gave a thumbs up with satisfaction. In the past, after Sister Wu left, Li Siqi liked to go to this breakfast shop to buy things, and he was familiar with the boss.

Now that he is hospitalized, he has not been there again, Li Siqi still feels a little regretful, but he didn't expect Hong Lei to buy it by chance.

"Yes, then you will have a good mouth in the future." Hong Lei raised his eyes and looked at Li Siqi in surprise, it was too coincidental. I knew I would have gone here early to buy breakfast, and I hadn't heard of her before.

Hong Lei watched the person in front of him eat so happily, his expression froze, and he seemed to have something on his mind, "I'll go out for a while." ”

In the past few days, he found that Li Siqi was not normal, his eyes were swollen every morning, and he didn't know what was going on.

"Let's go......" Li Siqi urged Hong Lei, feeling that he should have something important, for fear of delaying his time. During this time, as soon as Hong Lei had time, he would come over to take care of her, Li Siqi was very moved in his heart, and he saw it in his eyes.

Originally, Li Siqi had already asked Hong Lei not to make a special trip, but he didn't listen to what he said several times, and he would still come over the next day. After a long time, Li Siqi didn't persuade anymore.

Hong Lei bypassed the corridor and went directly to the doctor's office.

"Knock knock......" The doctor opened the door, glanced at Hong Lei, and let him in.

During Li Siqi's plastic surgery, Hong Lei often came over, and the doctors knew him. Although I don't know the relationship between the two people, I can probably guess it.

"Sorry, didn't bother you, did you?" As soon as Hong Lei sat down, he went straight to the point and explained his intention. Everyone is a peer, time is precious, and he doesn't want to go around in circles.

"Why, is there something wrong with Mr. Hong?" The doctor poured a glass of water for Hong Lei and guessed his intention. Hong Lei often came to ask about Li Siqi, and the doctors were not surprised, and they all defaulted to Li Siqi's boyfriend.

Hong Lei took a sip of water, organized his language, and spoke unhurriedly, "I recently found that her dark circles are very heavy, and her eyes are red and swollen every day, is there a physical condition recently?" ”

Hong Lei stared at the doctor, his eyes were very nervous, he didn't agree with Li Siqi's surgery before because he was worried that one day, her body would definitely not be able to hold it. Now that he finds that Li Siqi is not quite right, Hong Lei regrets that he failed to stop her in the first place.

"This ......," the doctor listened carefully, and fell into deep thought.

"After the operation, Miss Li's face will have a period of recovery, and the skin will grow new tissues, and the face will be painful during this time, I think that's why she didn't rest......" The doctor analyzed it in detail according to Hong Lei's description and came up with the results.

According to Li Siqi's physical state, being able to endure this pain, the doctors were impressed by this girl and felt that she was very brave.

Hong Lei's pupils dilated, clutching the doctor's clothes tightly, and he was very emotional, "Then how can she stand it, is there a solution?" ”

Li Siqi's congenital heart disease, his body was already weak, and now he is pregnant, how can he stand it. Hong Lei was really worried, if he could, he was willing to help her bear it.

"Don't worry, this is a normal phenomenon, it will be like this after plastic surgery, and there is no solution at present......" The doctor understood Hong Lei's mood and quickly comforted him. Before plastic surgery, the doctor also told Li Siqi about it, but she insisted on surgery.

In order to become beautiful, you have to suffer a little, you need to pay a certain price, and there is nothing so easy.

Hong Lei was silent, his eyes were hiding incomprehensible emotions, his eyes were staring straight at the water glass, and his mood was complicated.

The doctor sighed, got up and found something on the table, and handed it to Hong Lei, "Look at this." ”