CH.6 The Truth (3)
"No, you don't."
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Hua Xiangrong raised her head, as if she wanted to let the tears of grievances rolling down flow more slowly: "You know what? In the first few months when I was relegated to work in the Kulan Grassland, I felt that it was a dark purgatory on earth, and I struggled every day in the two extremes of madness and calmness, madness and calmness, until I lost hope and all hopes, and then I recovered and compromised to become a walking corpse that could only do work, and just wanted to finish the work faster than others, so that I could get hot naan and rice porridge earlier, because I had the painful experience of not being able to get any food after arriving late, I was not afraid of death, but I was afraid of hunger, It was a terrible and torturous taste than death. Originally, I wanted to live quietly, but I ran into Guo Ziyan, a female madman, how could I ever offend her, but because her skin was fairer than her, a black woman like her, any woman would be whiter than her, just because of this, she couldn't get along with me, and ordered someone to press my hands into the horse manure heap, not to mention, and even to step on my face. Then I knew that there were these naturally wicked people in this world, and it was useless to cry or beg for mercy, so I didn't cry or begg, but prepared to bite my tongue and kill myself from humiliation. β
She complained bitterly, with a crying voice, empathy is very strong, although I was tied up and resentful, but I felt more sorry for her, although I have experienced countless swords and swords so far, life and death, but such a humiliating situation of being slaughtered has never been once.
I looked at Zhu Xieyu still looking indifferent, and I couldn't help but want to scold him for being a cold-blooded person with no empathy: When a big beauty who admires you wholeheartedly cries in front of you and breaks the hearts of those who hear the pear blossoms and rain, should you at least comfort her verbally? Something like, "Oops! I'm sorry, I wasn't by your side at that time, I couldn't help you out in time, and I couldn't protect you" Yunyun, so that the beauty can be relieved somewhat.
Hua Xiangrong continued: "Fortunately, you showed up at that time. β
I said in my heart: "I'll go, I didn't expect that there would really be such a hero to save the beauty!" But if you calculate it, this 'hero' should have been only a few years old at the time! β
"You were just a six-year-old kid at the time,...... You are a man of honor, and I am only an exiled and escaped prisoner, many years older than you, and I am connected to the fate of our share of honor and disgrace...... Partner, in front of you, I only regard myself as a slave, always do what you tell me to do, I think you can need me to be willing to let me accompany you is my greatest happiness, is to these years never dare to have half a point over. Until you met Su Qingying here, all the balance was broken, I don't know what kind of past you have with her, I only know that she is also many years older than you, but you are so obsessed with her and compromise with her, and even for her to become another person completely, once I couldn't help but hope that my appearance is similar to her, the strength is comparable to her, and the self who pays a hundred times more than her loves you is a hundred times more will not be able to get your favor one day. But...... But ......"
"But...... How? β
"However, she treated you like that night, no matter whether she had Acacia Gu on her body or not, but it was true that she accepted Luo Xin, and it was true that she refused to beat you, not to mention that it was difficult to solve her Acacia Gu, I thought that based on all kinds of things, you should be able to wake up and give up on her, but I didn't expect you to finally break into the Moon God Palace alone for her, and you didn't even want your own life, so you jumped into the Sidong without hesitation, and almost died in the belly of the mountain. Are youβare you going to do this for her? β
"I'm ...... for her Willing to die, you know? β
"Really? Since she is your unswerving choice to the death, what do you say about marrying Lan Xin now? β
ββ¦β¦ She has always been too much for me, and this time it was for me to destroy a mountain, and then rummaged through a mound of dirt, when everyone almost gave up, she still did not give up, a princess was injured, not to mention, usually ten fingers do not touch the spring water, this time ten nails are all wasted. Fortunately, she found me, but I was dying at that time, and she didn't want to give me the ambergris pill that the Holy Lord had given her to save her life, so as to temporarily save me from the danger of my life, and then hurried to Junshan Baicaotang to find Doctor Liu, and took care of me all the way. When I arrived at Baicaotang, it happened that Doctor Liu did not return from a trip, and the porter was in charge of his eccentric junior brother Xue Li, who refused to treat me, so the girl knelt outside the house in the rain and begged all night, and finally asked the person to move. After my body was raised, I immediately returned to Chang'an with her, and there was a riot in the court, which was for the destruction of the Moon God Mountain and the Miao people were not satisfied, and the twelve villages were all dispatched to put pressure on the lord of Nanzhao, so that he sent an envoy to ask for an explanation, which caused Long Yan to be angry, and the source of it was because I left my post without permission and trespassed on other people's forbidden places, and Cui You, the left minister, also took this opportunity to impeach the Holy Hearing Division, alluding to the ineffectiveness of the right minister Feng Buyao, and all the spearheads pointed at me. In fact, as long as the saint throws me out, all problems can be solved, and he didn't think so, but the girl made another move, while trapping me in the princess's mansion and not letting me out, while running to the top of the city tower and announcing loudly, saying that I am already her concubine, today I will see who dares to go to her mansion to get people, and also insinuated that the saint as the lord of the heavenly empire was coerced by a small barbarian country, if she really tied up her concubine to explain, then she, the princess, would not have the face to be any longer, so she jumped off the city, and it was a hundred. Not to be puffed up. β
"Huh! It's really like the style of this unruly princess! "I said in my heart, and I was ashamed of myself for no reason. Somehow, a proud person like me, always loves to show inferiority in front of this little girl, probably except for other factors, but this dedication to love and the courage to give up everything for the person I love is beyond my reach.
I think Hua Xiangrong has the same inferiority complex as me, she dares to love and pay more than me, but she doesn't have such persistence and bravery. We are worse than Lan Xin, everything Lan Xin does for Zhu Xieyu seems to be out of instinct: it should be like this, whether it is worth it or not without accounting, and whether the result can be bearable. Because love doesn't need a reason, I don't know what to do and go deep, I just love you, I don't ask for anything from you, why worry and fear?
My love is too passive, too fragile, too forward-looking: what if he lies to me? What about the age difference between me and him? What if he was a man with bad intentions?
Hua Xiangrong's love is too humble, too cautious, too calculating: I have done so much for you, don't you see? Since you know how good I am to you, why don't you give back at all?
"Huh!" Hua Xiangrong sneered twice and wiped her tears with relief, "This is the first time you are willing to say so much to me, but I didn't expect that what you said was all related to another woman." It seems that no matter where the situation goes, there is Su Qingying in front; In terms of kindness and dedication, there is Lan Xin behind. It's not my turn, I'm a complete loser. β
"Alas! The saint pampered her the most, of course, he was afraid that she would really jump off the city tower, and sent people to persuade her to come down, and on the other hand, it took a lot of gold and silver cloth to send her away, but the ministers could not behave too protectively in front of them, and they still had to punish the princess, and fined her for one year and three months, although she gladly accepted it, I couldn't bear it. β
"Can't bear it?" Hua Xiangrong sneered again, "You Zhu Xieyu still have this unbearable time?" β
Zhu Xieyu ignored it and continued: "Therefore, I asked the Holy Lord for his life, and also made a military order in the Holy Hearing Division, promising to solve the corpse theft case within ten days, so as to offset the merits and demerits and save Lan Xin from punishment. Today is the deadline. So ......"
Hua Xiangrong's eyes tightened: "So...... Is it time to make it public? Am I going to destroy my hard-earned foundation with your own hands because of your words? β
Zhu Xieyu couldn't bear to take her gaze: "You know, the existence of this inn was originally a pretense, in order to ...... When I came in, I found that this place was unusually deserted, and I thought that the customers who came to the place were all sent away by you! It seems that you have realized this. β
I listened to it in horror, what was made public, listening to their tone, whether the corpse robbery case was solved or not, and when it was solved, it was all under control.
Hua Xiangrong said: "Your centaur should be almost there!" β
Zhu Xiyu said: "Yes, I have reached the bottom of the mountain, and I can only order to go up the mountain." You won't have to stay here for me anymore after you activate the mechanism...... Let's go with Luo Xin! He is a child of the family, and he is sincere to you, you can follow him in the future to ensure that you have no worries about food and clothing, and you don't have to worry about it every day, so I can rest assured a lot......"
When Hua Xiangrong heard this, tears gushed out again, and she hurriedly turned her back to Zhu Xieyu: "If you want to disperse, why bother to sell your feelings again at this moment!" β
Zhu Xieyu did not speak again.
When Hua Xiangrong turned around, she could just see me inside through the crack in the cupboard, and the two of us looked at each other, she immediately turned around, crying and laughing: "I always thought that you were hard-hearted and cold-hearted, but this time you just found the nest of the Netherworld but didn't catch the main owner, is it really a case solved?" This nest is at the bottom of the Futu Inn, and Hua Xiangrong is the proprietress of the Futu Inn, no matter how you look at it, it looks like the main master, even if I get lucky, I may become a prisoner of the imperial court! β
"Most of the treasures in the cave have been transferred away before, and after the rest is exposed, all of them will be moved back to the treasury, and the Shengshang's side will naturally not be counted, and I will find someone to top the bag at the time of the Shengshang, and this case can be closed."
Hearing this, I have realized that Zhu Xieyu is really not the pure white boy in the dream.