In the dark room, Jia Nan stood with his back to the window.

The wind from the window blew through his black silk pajamas.

Jia Nan tilted his head, stared at the cloakroom and stood up, and Wen Jie, who hadn't turned back yet, looked at it again and again.

Although it was just a back, it made him feel a strange feeling, his heart was beating wildly, and his palms were unconsciously oozing sweat.

"I've seen you!"

Jia Nan said slowly: "I've been looking for you all the time, and I've fantasized about the situation when I met you countless times......

But I didn't expect to meet you in my own bedroom.

I...... I'm not dreaming! ”

Jia Nan's eyes shot an obsessive light, as if he was not facing a living person, but a priceless work of art.

He said as he pulled out a black box from under the bed.

The pure black box blends in with the dark room as soon as it is pulled out.

Wen Jie couldn't see what Jia Nan had taken from under the bed, and he didn't care.

Listening to Jia Nan's words just now, he obviously didn't know himself, so this is a timeline that has been restored to the past.

Before he met Jia Nan on the road.

Wen Jie stared at Jia Nan, who was tinkering beside the bed in the dark, and asked.

"July 1, 2017."

Jia Nan said and walked towards the bedside, and turned on the bedside lamp with a "snap".

The lampholder of the table lamp is safely placed on the bedside table.

Wen Jie recalled that he used the lamp to stun Jia Nan, and couldn't help but be dumbfounded.

Now that I think about it, it's really a practice of covering my ears and stealing the bell.

As the warm yellow light lit up, the furniture and objects in the darkness that could only see the outline, including Wenjie, were illuminated by the soft light very clearly.

Jia Nan's eyes lit up instantly, and he looked at Wen Jie obsessively.

It's the kind of throbbing that I have been searching for and finally seeing.

Wen Jie sneered in his heart: Some entanglements will follow you for half a lifetime, melt into your bones and blood, and deepen as your body grows.

Jia Nan is like this for him, and he is also like this for the butterfly rope buckle.

Jia Nan smiled next, laughing wildly, he looked so good when he laughed.

It's just that this madness is sad and helpless......

Smiling and smiling, Jia Nan's eyes overflowed with tears.

Like a helpless child, he grabbed a black lump of things from his suitcase.

Three or two on his black pajamas.

Wen Jie felt his head buzz and exploded!

That...... What is that thing?

What did Jia Nan put on?

Can you imagine what it's like for a man who is 1.8 meters tall to put a tight dress on top of his wide pajamas?

It's pretty funny and weird.

This scene happened on such a night, in two people who had a childhood and had a lot of spirit sharpened in the process of growing up?

Wen Jie watched his pajamas being tied like a zongzi, and the collar of his clothes was piled out of the neckline......

Can't laugh at all!

Not only can I not laugh, but I even have a kind of sadness that overflows from the bottom of my heart.

Jia Nan is not a transvestite, and it can be seen that he is a little resistant to this dress.

He didn't even want to look down at himself.

Jia Nan, who put on a black skirt, stroked the dried blood stains on the skirt.

One by one, his tears fell down the placket of the dress, on the hem of the dress......

It is like a mourning flower, blooming between the skirts.

"Why did you kill him? You've only seen him in a dress, you know? He wore the skirt all to protect me!

If it weren't for my brother's protection, I don't think I would be alive now.

How can you understand how terrifying it is for a child without a father to encounter a bully from a bad neighbor.

There was a single man in the village who forcibly killed our mother, and my brother killed the single man in a fit of rage.

The village chief didn't report the case, and helped to suppress it, but he always threatened us with this matter.

The half-grown children in the village bullied me and beat me all the time.

My brother protected me, so he beat him.

Over and over.

Until one time, when they saw the village chief coming out of my house, they laughed at us for being wild children.

They rushed to the house and pulled out their mother's skirt and forced their brother to put it on.

If you don't wear it, you will publicize this ugly thing.

They pressed his brother to the ground and forcibly put his skirt on him.

My brother was desperate and kept looking at me.

I saw destruction in his eyes.

If it weren't for me, he might have chosen to end his life.

And he didn't!

He's afraid he's dead, and I don't care! ”

Speaking of this, Jia Nan couldn't cry anymore.

He sat down on the ground and reached for the rusty kitchen knife in the black box.

His hands trembled slightly, but his eyes were full of determination, and the scenes of that day poured into his mind uncontrollably.

In 2007, that afternoon, 12 years ago, it was time for school to end.

When he found that his brother was not at home and his mother's black lace dress was missing, a sense of foreboding enveloped him.

He was worried that his brother was going to do something stupid.

Sure enough, on the road where the school and the village must pass, he heard a scream.

None other than Jason!

It must be that weed!

His brother took him to the grass to play peek-a-boo.

Little he ran to the weeds, crouched down, and peered through the gap between the stems.

He saw blood splattering from Jason's neck. stained the earth red.

Beside Jia Song, all he could see was a pair of black leather shoes and a small leg of black trousers.

He was frightened, and quickly stood up straight and ran to the cornfield opposite, squatting on the ground and not daring to move.

Tiny him, curled up in a ball, he felt dizzy.

I don't know if it was because I was exposed to the sun that day, or because I saw too much blood.

Jason's blood.

There was a rustling sound from the weeds opposite, and he estimated the time.

When they were almost at the intersection, he got out of the cornfield, using the cornfield as a cover, and kept a short distance from them.

……

Jia Nan put aside his thoughts for a while, he picked up the knife and walked towards Wenjie step by step.

"Originally, I was going to kill a man named Wang Fan tomorrow......"

Jia Nan said this and stopped. I put the kitchen knife in front of my mouth and blew.

Frowning and thinking for a moment, he said slowly: "Actually, there is no special reason, it's just that he is a bit like you."

Isn't it strange to know that he is not the murderer of his brother......

But I still couldn't help but kill him.

Now he doesn't have to die, because God has let you go.

What a big surprise! ”

Jia Nan's nerves are actually quite normal, but saying these words with a kitchen knife will make people feel very nervous.

Wen Jie also noticed the kitchen knife here.

No way!

Didn't that kitchen knife be thrown into the river by yourself?

What's the point of struggling with a kitchen knife or a black dress at this time?

He pondered for a moment and then spoke, "There is something you said that is not right...... I know what it's like to be without a father! ”