There was once a sincere love in front of me, I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it when I lost it.

I've heard this before, but at the time I didn't take it seriously.

However, time has taught me this.

- Zhu Rong, diary.

*

When he was young, he saved a girl and began a bond.

Zhu Rong didn't take Gu Jing to heart at first, and it wasn't until she was admitted to the university he studied with the same score as him that he began to look at Gu Jing squarely.

To be honest, Gu Jing's appearance is neutral, and he doesn't like it.

But who called her outstanding ability in computers, so outstanding that he couldn't bear to give up this help.

He knew that Gu Jing liked him, and he used this love with peace of mind to let Gu Jing work for him.

As a veteran of lingering flowers, he knew what to do to make Gu Jing want to stop him.

So, in order to hang Gu Jing, he would often ask her to dinner, greet her with warmth, and even carry her schoolbag like her boyfriend, caring for her in every detail.

Gu Jing also lived up to his expectations, and fell deeper and deeper into him.

When Gu Jing was arrested for failing to steal secrets, he was afraid that she would confess to him, so he wore the red rope she sent to visit him in prison.

Zhu Rong was gambling, betting that Gu Jing would resist all the culpability, and she really lived up to her expectations.

During Gu Jing's five years in prison, Zhu Rong married the daughter of a foreign chaebol, that person was Ai Yingli, and after getting a strong boost, he successfully controlled the entire Zhu family.

In five years, he has experienced a lot, but at the same time he has obtained everything he desires, and he no longer has to pretend in front of people.

He can finally be himself.

Although she married Ai Yingli, how can the house flowers have the fragrance of wild flowers? He still likes to play with women outside.

Xu is people are getting older, and Xu is in a high position to see through a lot.

Zhu Rong suddenly felt that this kind of life was very boring, and he began to miss Gu Jing in the dead of night.

Although she doesn't look as good as he wants, Zhu Rong can't deny that when she is with Gu Jing, that kind of happiness and relaxation is the most comfortable.

He gradually missed Gu Jing's goodness.

*

After spending a long time in his thoughts, Zhu Rong still remembered that when he met Gu Jing in the mall that day, he was really stunned.

In five years, Gu Jing has faded away from the immaturity of his student days, and has become more mature and steady.

She looked at him, and the eyes were so calm that there were no more ripples.

However, his heart began to stir a little.

Therefore, he sent a WeChat message to Gu Jing that night, and he waited for her to reply with nervousness, but he didn't.

He later posted it again, only to find out that he had deleted his friends.

Zhu Rong suddenly felt a panic in his heart, in his heart, Gu Jing loved him very much, and he would never do such a thing.

Things went beyond his expectations.

So, he sent someone to contact Gu Jing, but learned that she was going abroad.

Gu Jing seemed to deliberately hide the information in order not to let him know her whereabouts.

So, he did one thing, something he would never have done before.

He ran to the airport to find Gu Jing, and continued to search through surveillance to finally determine her specific location.

It was a plane to country Y, and he ran to find Gu Jing, however, the heavens played a joke on him.

He took a step slowly, and by the time he rushed there, Gu Jing had already left.

*

Later, he went to country Y, and after countless channels, he finally found Gu Jing for graduate study at a university.

The sun was shining that day, and he stood in front of Gu Jing and called her like he used to do: "Xiaojing, long time no see." ”

Gu Jing smiled and nodded, and there was no longer love in his eyes.

"Xiaojing, I ......"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Gu Jing: "Trouble let's go, you're blocking my boyfriend." ”

Zhu Rong's body stiffened, but he saw Gu Jing bypassing him and holding a man's arm and leaving.

She tilted her head and smiled lightly at the people around her, the love in her eyes was now given to others.

The sun spread all over the branches, and the golden light shattered the ground, but Zhu Rong was cold.

At that moment, he knew that he had completely lost Gu Jing and the person who loved him wholeheartedly.

He had finally lost her.