569. Become just your own state of mind
The person is still the same person, in fact, it has not changed, it has become just his own state of mind.
Tong Wu's mood has calmed down much at this time, and she doesn't have the feeling of hatred for Shi Boyan at the beginning, and as for love, there is even less of it.
After a relationship fades, I don't want to worry about anything anymore.
He didn't need to change for himself before, but now it's his change, and it doesn't make sense to her anymore.
Shi Boyan saw that she suddenly fell silent, and the expression on her face did not change,
It's even a little mild, and when you see him, you can't help but be sneering.
It's just such gentleness, but it makes Shi Boyan panic in his heart.
"There's no need to change it, it's already in the past between us, and it doesn't matter to me if you change it or not."
Shi Boyan's heart tightened, even if he was ready to be rejected by her, the loss and discomfort after being rejected still came as scheduled.
He opened his mouth several times, trying to say something cruel to maintain his self-esteem, or rather, to hide the panic that was constantly surging in his heart.
But after a few deliberations, he just suppressed his voice and said:
"I can't get by, my daughter-in-law."
The deep eyes locked Tong Wu's plain eyebrows, and said:
"Since there is an entanglement between us, as long as I don't let go, we can't get over it in this life."
His hand lightly fell on Tong Yu's shoulder, and he said with a cold face:
"And I, ever since I acquiesced in your presence with me at all times, I never thought that it would be easy for us to pass between us."
His words succeeded in making Tong Yu frown.
Tong asked him why bother?
This sudden affection does not make her feel flattered or surprised, but is more of an irony, and a deeper layer of confusion.
will make her finally come out of the shadow of her previous life, and now she can't help but examine her feelings in her previous life.
Because he was too accustomed to being emotionally thin in his previous life, he became accustomed to a ruthless man who could not even have biological children.
In this life, she stopped chasing him, just turned around like this, but in exchange for his deep affection.
So, what is the one she paid in her previous life.
It only takes one turn to get the affection that can be exchanged, why did she have to work hard in her previous life, put everything down to chase, but she still couldn't get anything.
Thinking about it like this, she felt that her previous life was even more ridiculous.
What she lost was not only the feelings she had put into those years, but the energy she had spent to maintain that relationship, she lost her heart and lost her life, not only her own, but also their children.
The child who gave her endless hope......
Thinking of this, her heart began to hurt involuntarily again.
A self-deprecation came out of Shi Boyan's mouth, and he continued:
"Sister-in-law, if you hate me and resent me, I won't let you go, let you hate me, and it's better than never having me in your heart in your life."
As these words fell, his eyes swelled with a touch of perseverance and non-denial.
Anyway, in a word, you're breaking my legs...... No, if you kill me, I won't let go.
Even if it's paralyzed, I'm going to collapse on your bed.
Hearing what he said, Tong Yu had no expression on her face.
As for the sentence "It's better to let you follow me than to have me without me in your heart", I didn't feel much or moved, I just felt a little sore.