Chapter 42: Miss Daughter
It didn't take long for the drawbacks of Hua Lone's forced study of science to be revealed.
She sometimes asks Zhang Wenli for advice, but Zhang Wenli may just learn well by herself, and she doesn't know how to use knowledge points to teach others.
I asked once or twice, but if I didn't understand, it would be difficult to delay people's time.
It's better at school, but when it's time to write homework at home alone, Hua Lin is often helpless and doesn't know where to write.
One day, Hua Lone's father came to check behind his back several times, and found that Hua Lin always stayed on a certain page, so he decided that Hua Lone's mind was wandering again, and he didn't have a good heart in studying.
Two generations are almost losing even basic trust, and they are about to rummage through the drawers to see if there is anything unrelated to learning.
After the search, nothing was found, and Dad walked away.
Leaving a slight speechless flower silence in the dim light.
Her figure is stored in the fitting mirror on the wardrobe next to the desk, and she truly interprets what is called a first few big effects, still dazed, holding the pen, at a loss.
This is a fitting mirror with incomplete and broken skin, and at this time it is glued with large pieces of transparent glue to play the role of fixing the position.
can be traced back to that night, because of the phone outage, my father beat Hua Lone's "work" and smashed it directly with Hua Lone's head, but fortunately there was no accident.
The glass lotus root was broken and did not fall, and the family had no intention of replacing it, so it was simply kept like this, like a long-sounding alarm bell, deterring Hua Lin not to make a mistake.
However, in Hua Lone's heart, she couldn't tell whether it was shock or irony, but it would still make her feel miserable and miserable.
The establishment of a person's character is naturally inseparable from the family environment, just like everyone will think that the flower is very good, leaving room for people everywhere.
In fact, "aggressiveness" is the confidence that Hua Lin does not have.
Why doesn't she want to be angular?
At this point, Hua Lin is very sensitive, she actually retains the memory of being spoiled by her father when she was a child, and the reality is often extremely contrasting.
On the weekend, Hua Lone's father's hometown came to ask Aunt Hua Lone to do something, and by the way, he sent chickens and ducks to each brother and sister's family, and it was Hua Lone's turn to have only one small chicken.
Fair and unfair, Mother Hua Lin knows it in her heart.
Other families are all characters with heads and faces, so it is natural to prepare first, and the in-laws have always been like this.
Now that I can get a chicken, it is still a chicken that I am usually reluctant to buy, and Hua Lone's mother is fully committed to improving her life.
When killing the chicken, Hua Lone's father carried a knife, ready to wipe the neck of the chicken and bleed, afraid that the chicken would be too fluttering, so he called for help from Hua Lone, who was at a loss for physics, mathematics and chemistry.
"Grab the chicken feet."
The chicken was an authentic free-range chicken in the township, with sharp claws and black dirt, and Hua Lin didn't dare to touch her scary live claws.
Daddy Hua Lin didn't have much patience, and yelled: "If you want to hold it, just hold it!" ”
The voice was so loud that it burst the eardrums, Hua Lin cowered and stretched out his hand, thinking that this was killing chickens, this little life was about to go to Huangquan, and he really couldn't bear it, and said timidly: "I'm a little afraid to see killing chickens, it's so pitiful." ”
Hua Lone's father snorted coldly, and soon wiped it on the chicken's neck, blood was like a column, the chicken claws struggled, Hua Lin was afraid to let go, but a sharp gaze swept over, and Hua Lin had to bite the chicken claws.
Finally, the dust settled.
Hua Lin let go of her hand, and when she turned around, she heard her father say, "Hmph, do you think you are some kind of young lady?" ”
When did she think she was a young lady?
With just these few words, there was a moment, like a trace of waking up a dreamer, and something in Hua Lone's heart was completely broken, more completely broken than the full-body fitting mirror on the wardrobe in the room.
She didn't look back, she just went to the balcony, washed her hands, and tears welled up and fell into the pool.
If even the role of a father has no pity for himself, how can Hua Lin be able to expect expectations of others?
We will find that in the growth dictionary of Hua Lone, one of the most frequently used words is "envy".
It is easy for her to envy this and that, even if it is just a small thing that others are accustomed to, and she is just envious of the love projected on others.
wiped away his snot and tears, and Hua Lin could only act as if nothing had happened, and silently returned to his room.
That chicken, whether it's soup or meat, I haven't tasted a bite.
Mom thought it was very strange, the nutrition products that came so hard were stained with flesh, why were they hypocritical again.
In fact, mothers can't control the children's mental journey, they are too busy to take care of themselves, and what they can do is very limited.
can only when I received my aunt's call to go to the house to receive "relief", when my aunt asked about the results of Hua Lonely, she replied with a sad face.
My aunt was very angry, she thought that these two adults didn't take good care of Hua Lone, this "tube" means that in the face of major decisions, there was no check for Hua Lone, at least this is clearly a person who studies liberal arts, and she insisted on going her own way, and as a result, she died in science.
If the aunt cared earlier, she could still forcibly persuade a few points.
The aunt privately found Mrs. Shi again, and asked Mrs. Shi to take more care of Hua Lone, and proposed to add a special position next to the podium in front of her, so that the teachers of various subjects could pay attention to Hua Lone, and also let Hua Lone quickly ask questions when she couldn't understand.
I don't know how many things my aunt moved from home to give to Mrs. Shi, and Mrs. Shi really did it.
But Hua Lin doesn't understand this thing.
It's just that suddenly, Mrs. He got her from the fifth row to the newly set up next to the podium, one on the left and one on the right, two special positions.
The classmates are also very strange, why is it flower loneliness?
At the very least, there is no myopia.
This position also has a special feature: there are no table mates.
In Hua Lone's view, isn't this a special seat in the junior high school class for naughty students who hurt others and themselves?
How disobedient are you to give yourself this kind of treatment?
Not really.
Since this seat is almost a special seat that can be seen as soon as you enter the front door of the classroom, people like Lu Yinuo who come to the next class to find friends are startled, ah, why is this person sitting here?
Zhang Xin was also very surprised when he saw it for the first time.
But after sitting for a few days, I answered the sentence, "It's so fragrant".
Indeed, as long as you listen attentively, no matter what subject, the teacher will talk about it and ask, "Do you understand?" ”
Hua Lin looked like "no", and the teacher couldn't bear to turn it over, so he would quickly talk about it more; After class, Hua Lin can also drag the corner of the teacher's clothes near the water, and it is really a good thing to be able to ask one more question.
Moreover, I guess that Su Ya must have also gone through the back door, and she actually sat in the first row at her height, which means that when the whole class moves places, she can still move behind Hua Lone.
Su Ya secretly told Hua Lin that her stool was a cut short of the others.
It turns out that this chair is also available.
When my aunt sent my sister to the clothes that were eliminated from the university, she came to ask Hua Lin about her current study, and Hua Lin said that she was now arranged to sit in the front of the classroom, and she was closer to the teacher, which was better than before.
In this batch of clothes, there is a very princess dreamy, excellent texture shirt, exquisitely designed everywhere, just slim, worn on Hua Lin In the words of her mother, I really don't know what family background she has behind her.
This is the best-looking dress she has ever seen in recent years, and it suits her heart.
The night before I was about to dress for school, the joy danced in my heart.
As soon as the morning dawned, I couldn't wait to change it, and the strength of pedaling to school was much lighter.
She seems to have found the vigor and confidence that she should have in the mood for love.
Su Ya had never seen Hua Lin so exquisite, and nodded frequently.
Cen Lin would touch the texture of the clothes and feel that the price was expensive, but she didn't directly ask her doubts.
When doing radio exercises, Hua Lone, who used to be just low-key and silent, unconsciously raised his head and straightened his chest, so he saw Liu Shitong from another class from a distance, and nodded at each other.
Zhang Xin is very concerned about Hua Lone, although she knows the inside story, but she has to admit that this dress is bright and vulgar, and it is quite beautiful to set off Hua Lone.
Hua Lonely, who is in a good mood, is very devoted to studying all day long, as if after being satisfied, he can put aside the troubles of worldly things and can study very devotedly.
Unexpectedly, that night, my aunt made a special call.
"Send me all the last few pieces of clothing you have taken. Including today's piece, don't wear it again. "Without any negotiation, this is an order.
Neither Hua Lin nor her mother understood what had suddenly happened.
The aunt explained in detail, so that Hua Lin understood why she suddenly moved her seat.
And it was precisely this seat that was too conspicuous, and the teacher contacted her aunt, not to say that the boys in the class were not listening to her lecture, but to keep their eyes on the girl in the front row.
Mrs. Shi thinks that this is the fault of Hua Lone's clothes, or don't sit in this position, and go to the back to love how to swagger so much; Either you just peel off this layer of skin, how to come here, the pursuit of beauty and good-looking, and seducing boys is the most taboo thing for Mrs. Shi.
Mrs. Shi also deliberately emphasized that some of the female classmates who are good friends with Hua Lin are in love with boys, but don't bring Hua Lone's thoughts into the gutter.
This remark is reasonable, what else can my aunt say?
What does a student do with such a good outfit?
Isn't the primary purpose of students just to learn?
You can't hurt her.
So the aunt immediately arranged for Hua Lian's mother to put away all the beautiful clothes and send them back immediately, and the aunt said that she would rather leave Hua Lin to go to college.
Can you give up the flowers?
She has only been a white swan for one day, and for only one day, she will fall back to that ugly duckling.
But she had no position to refuse the arrangement.
She didn't know what Mrs. Shi said, and the attention of the boys behind her was on her, how could she have such a big charm?
What is "don't dress too well"?
In this class, the school wears a lot of good brands that don't change every day, and they can't reach her head anyway, she has the beauty of only one time, is it so intolerable?
Hua Lin cried, and she remembered her father's words.
"Do you think you're some kind of daughter?"
She was unworthy.