195. The taste is bitter

"I used to wait for you, I was willing, I don't feel that you owe me, the taste of waiting, I have tasted it, I know what it tastes like, after all, we are husband and wife, and I don't need you to taste it again."

Speaking of this, she looked at him, shook her head, and said:

"No matter how long you wait, I won't change my mind, so why bother to suffer this?"

Why bother with this?

When Shi Boyan heard this, his eyes were a little uncontrollably astringent.

It's not because she says she won't change her mind, but because she says the taste is bitter.

As for how bitter it is, if she is so bitter that a willing person gives up, it must be so bitter that it can corrode the internal organs, right?

He looked at Tong Maid, and the more she was so calm and said these words to him with flat eyebrows, the more he knew that Tong Maid was getting farther and farther away from him.

That night, the panic that had overwhelmed him when she said she didn't want him anymore came back to her heart.

"Don't say that, Sister-in-law."

He lowered his eyebrows, covering the panic at the bottom of his eyes.

"Don't say that......"

His voice, suddenly hoarse, seemed to be trying to restrain a certain emotion, repeating the sentence in a low voice.

But at this time, Tong Yu, to Shi Boyan, was like an executioner who cut out his heart, and every word had to dig a hole in Shi Boyan's heart, making him bleed.

"Anyway, we haven't had a saber rattling before, so why can't we get together and disperse?"

Shi Boyan didn't speak for a long time, and Tong Yu didn't wait for him to respond, got out of bed and prepared to walk to the study.

Just walked a few steps, but there were a few low laughter from behind him, "It's not going to be easy to get together and disperse." ”

Her footsteps were suddenly stopped, "It's impossible to get together and disperse, Tong Sister-in-law, since we are tied together, we can only get together, not disperse." ”

The corners of Tong Wu's lips hooked, and she turned her head to look at him, "It's not going to be easy to disperse, that is, you want to tear your face?" ”

Shi Boyan didn't answer, and his slightly scarlet eyes became cold and aggressive.

The tight jawline seems to be trying to control some kind of emotion that is about to come out.

After Tong Yu said this, she turned around and walked towards the study again.

"Wait."

At the moment when Tong Yu pushed open the door of the study, Shi Boyan finally spoke up.

He lifted his feet and walked towards her, his eyes crawling with scarlet, and said in a dumb voice:

"You go to bed."

Tong Yu was stunned for half a second, followed by Shi Boyan, and saw Shi Boyan push open the door of the study, and in the moment she was stunned, the door closed.

Tong Yu stared at the door of the study for a long time in a daze, before turning around and lying down on the bed without saying a word.

After making a fuss for a while, even if it was a little late, Tong Yu lay on the bed and didn't feel sleepy.

As soon as she closed her eyes, it was Shi Boyan who said to her just now.

You used to wait for me, but now I'm waiting for you, okay?

Give me a little time and let me be a good husband.

I'll hang out with you for as long as you want.

……

In this way, it was repeated again and again in Tong Yu's mind.

These are all things she couldn't hope for in her previous life.

In this life, he was willing to give it, but she didn't want to ask for it anymore.

Give him the time to be a good husband, she gave him, let him accompany her on a trip, and she also looked forward to it, in the end, what did she get.

My heart was aching and swollen, and my eyes were getting more and more sore.

She raised her hand and blocked her eyes, but she didn't hide the moisture welling up between her fingers.