In order to accentuate the tone, I deliberately paused for two seconds at this point: "If you think about it, many years ago, the Japanese government began to mobilize peasants to immigrate to Northeast China, and although their appearance and habits remain the same, they can already speak Chinese with an authentic Northeast accent. Yes, that's it, for sure. ”

Shi Yizhi had been patiently listening to me finish a long paragraph excitedly, and then nodded seriously: "The organization attaches great importance to your opinion, and as soon as we received your note that day, we immediately organized manpower to closely monitor the bookstore, and this time we really discovered a lot of important information. However, at the moment we are not going to expose this group immediately, and I believe that in time and they will get a taste of more sweetness, there will be further action. The enemy is in the light, and I am in the dark, so I may be able to catch the big fish behind. ”

I nodded expressionlessly: "Oh, you don't need to tell me what you are going to do, I'm not your comrade anyway." ”

Shi Yizhi did not mind my cold attitude, but straightened his posture and told me in a serious tone: "I understand that you have good intentions and want us to be on guard against potential enemies. But your lack of discipline puts everyone in danger, and if your genius were found out to our adversaries, how many people would have to pay with their lives? ”

I defended myself: "I wrote this note in such a way that it was impossible for anyone to find out. Besides, handing over the list is a risky thing to do, and I'm just adding a little bit of insecurity to it, so that it doesn't feel like a big basket as you said. ”

I can guarantee that if it was Gu Zuoyan standing in front of me, he would have been in a state of anger at this time, but Shi Yizhi's good cultivation allowed him to maintain his consistent demeanor in a very nervous state: "There are some things that you don't know about when you first come into contact with underground work, and we don't want to blame you for it." But in the future, you still have a lot of important work to complete, and you must not do whatever you want like this time. You haven't seen the miserable situation of the underground party after it was exposed, and I'm sure if you knew about it, you wouldn't have the attitude you have now. Every action we take requires strict adherence to orders and no arbitrary actions, because only in this way can we ensure the safety of every member. He made a "please" gesture to me: "My car is parked in the back alley, if you don't mind, I'll talk to you on the way." ”

Along the way, he really talked a lot about underground work. These unheard stories completely upended my worldview and outlook on life, and at some point I couldn't help but wonder if human nature is inherently evil. These progressive youths with dissident political views are regarded by the government as enemies of the world. Later, we heard the argument that "if you go outside, you must first settle inside," in fact, it is because in the eyes of those in power, the underground party is more destructive than the Japanese. Without mentioning this section, I can't imagine that people can come up with so many cruel ways to deal with their own kind. Although later spy films showed some of them, more bloody plots were deliberately erased.

Turning the last street corner, Shi Yizhi just rightly ended this shocking narration. He sighed softly and asked me, "Still do you think that these little actions of yours are just innocuous things?" ”

He convinced me, and I looked out the window with a fixed and unfocused gaze, and replied sullenly, "I know it's wrong, can't I?" If there was any regret medicine in this world, I would have taken it a long time ago. But there's no going back on what you've done, and I promise you that there will never be a next time. ”

"Okay, but if you find any suspicious people or things, you can tell me at the joint. In this way, there is no need to risk exposure, and the infiltration and sabotage of Japanese spies can be eliminated. ”

When the car stopped in front of my house, our conversation came to an abrupt end. Shi Yizhi still got out of the car and opened the door for me with a graceful demeanor as when I first met. But at the moment when he approached me, he suddenly said something that puzzled me: "Don't blame me, he, like me, actually doesn't want you to make any mistakes." ”

I nodded: "You mean to say that in such a situation, it is too risky to send people in from outside, and it is easy to avoid the eyes of people from all walks of life by recruiting party members from the concession." I understand, I understand. I don't blame him, I chose it all myself. At that time, I didn't know why Shi Yizhi said this, and even I couldn't explain why a warm feeling rose from the dantian.

When I rang the doorbell, I saw a miserable white face. When she saw me, she was shocked and shouted, "Miss, you are back, you don't know, the house has become a mess." ”

This endless accusation brought up my already uneasy heart again: "What's the situation, what happened?" ”

Shui Qing's eyes turned red, and he was about to shed tears when he saw it: "Don't you know, two people who claimed to be Young Master Qizhi's classmates suddenly came today, and as soon as they saw the third wife, they said that Young Master Qizhi had died on the way back." According to the temper of the third lady, she must find out about this matter, and she will not let the old lady know about it easily. didn't expect to be heard by the second wife, and immediately shouted that the whole family knew. ”

She kicked her foot and said with some hatred: "Actually, who knows if they want to cheat money, since the old lady posted a missing person notice in the newspaper, people have come to say that they have news of Young Master Qizhi every day." But so far, no one has been able to prove that they are right. ”

I know that she has always had some affection for her second brother, and I can see that she is getting thinner and thinner these days. So he comforted her along with her words: "Naturally, this is the case, and so is grandpa, now that this world can easily get five hundred oceans, who is not impressed?" According to me, I shouldn't have posted this missing person notice at the time, and now there is a bunch of real and false, and I don't know who to believe. ”

Shui Qingyi stomped his foot to agree with my words: "Isn't it, but I only dare to talk to you about this kind of thing, otherwise I will have to suffer." However, the old lady really feels sorry for the young master Qizhi, and he was troubled by the second wife, and his old problem was committed again. ”

There was a "bang" in my head, and all the blood and energy rushed straight to the top of my head: "Does she want to tear down this house?" How's Grandpa, is he okay? ”