I don't know where this is, only the dim light, and the empty road is obviously empty, but there are staggering dense figures.

Hua Lin was fleeing in terror, she was in a strange alley, completely disoriented, stumbling, and the only sound of her rapid breath was in the silence.

As soon as she didn't let go around into a dark dead end, she turned back to the black shadow that was invisibly chasing herself, getting closer and closer, she trembled back until her back was against the wall and there was no way out, trembling with fright.

The huge black shadow that couldn't be seen knew that she couldn't dodge for a long time, so he pounced on her, trying to devour her in one bite, and this pounce scared Hua Lin awake.

I opened my eyes suddenly, but fortunately it was a dream.

It's not a pitch-black, familiar room that you can't see your fingers.

Hua Lin sat up, hugged the pillow, and bent her knees against the head of the bed, regaining a sense of security.

In the gloomy night, a demon's dream woke up, and the flowers were lonely for a while.

She knew where the dream came from.

It was the winter vacation of the first day of junior high school, and it was a certain day before Chinese New Year's Eve.

Mom and Dad were busy begging for a living during the day, so Hua Lone's mother asked his dad to spend the night cleaning up the dust in the living room storage cabinet, and although he was very reluctant, his dad kept thinking about it, but he still did it.

At that time, Hua Lin was doing her homework in the house, writing and writing, because it was winter vacation, she didn't care about the restrictions on the need to go to class the next day, and blamed her for being lazy, without any psychological burden, and without saying hello, she went to bed and lay down in the quilt by herself.

On this trip, he was discovered by Hua Lone's father, and it was when he was busy going around washing and washing Shabu that he was irritable in his heart, he lifted the quilt and picked up Hua Lone, and in the end he still couldn't hold back and did something to Hua Lone.

It is estimated that the neighbors downstairs must be able to hear it, and Hua Lin is jumping up and down in the house, unable to avoid the stick.

In the dark, she almost jumped over the 7 stairs, ran out of the building, ran into the middle of the road, and didn't care whether there was a car at the intersection, but desperately escaped to her aunt's house.

Her dad was chasing after her, the wind was howling in her ears, and the roadside vendors were shouting "little girl, little girl..."

She tried her best to escape, but her mind was very clear, and she couldn't believe why she was still in the warm bed one second, and the next second she was wearing winter slippers and pajamas, and fled on the street in embarrassment.

Because he was afraid of being caught halfway, he might end up even worse, and Hua Lin also ran in an S shape with a special heart.

It's ironic, my aunt's house is actually across the street from my aunt's house, and I only take care of my aunt on weekdays, but when it comes to this "time of life and death", Hua Lin can't care a lot, what if his dad gets mixed up and doesn't give his aunt face, he knows that his dad is still afraid of his relatives over there after all.

ran into the community of my aunt's house, and my father was about to catch up.

Hua Lin was so panicked that she had to shout in the dark night, "Auntie, help, help!" ”

Some of the lights were lit by this shout, and Hua Lin had no face, she stared at the window on the first floor of the target floor.

Not to mention that lions and tigers only use a few percent of their strength when hunting, and antelopes that are preyed on will use all their strength to escape, Hua Lin is an antelope at the moment, and she shook off her father's hand and slipped it very much.

My aunt's family heard it and "saved" her.

Perhaps, after such a series of running, the brute force and depression in his father's body have also been released, and the person has slowly sobered up, feeling that a little thing is not enough to reach this point; Or maybe in front of my sister, people are a lot more docile, and they keep saying that they won't fight, they won't fight.

Before, my aunt heard that Hua Lin was beaten, of course she knew this younger brother and knew it. It's just that I never expected to hit a girl's house late at night, wearing thin clothes and wool slippers to run for help.

Compared with her aunt, my aunt is more unfamiliar with Hua Lone's heart.

She won't protect Hua Lin like her aunt.

There is categorically my aunt's own reasons for this.

Hua Lin didn't understand these things when she was a child.

Although the grandparents were very good to the two children, the uncle and the aunt, in that era, in the process of the aunt's marriage, there was a gap with the parents.

The daughter who marries out doesn't care about anything in her mother's family, which is also a normal state of mind, and her aunt's family has three children to worry about.

Plus it's still that reason, who wants to provoke "poor relatives"?

It's just that I don't care about weekdays, this is in front of me, and I am also a mother, and my aunt also has compassion, scolded her brother fiercely, and went home with Hua Lonely.

This incident did not essentially change the fate of Hua Lin being taught by her father.

However, Hua Lin remembers it very clearly.

That year, New Year's greetings, she went to her aunt's house happily, played with her aunt's three children, played and played, while the adults were not around, the children learned to make fun of her as she shouted for help in the community that night.

It doesn't have much malice, but it can also evoke the scars in Hua Lone's heart.

So this scene became a lingering nightmare.

From time to time, it repeats itself in the shadows.

It may be that the state has been too tense recently, whether it is herself and her father, father and mother, there are all kinds of disputes and quarrels, so this nightmare has come again.

She has grown up, no matter how afraid she is, it is impossible to shout, let alone go to her parents to be coquettish and seek love, and many of the miserable pictures that come to mind are enough to set off her poor and tragic character.

is still the old saying, when it comes to poverty, Zhang Wenli is also poor, but Zhang Wenli said that her parents are still very protective of them, and she needs her grades to fight for the opportunity for girls to study in front of her grandparents; Her hard work lies in her physical strength, and she needs to do farm work and study time, sometimes she can't take care of it;

In terms of poverty, there is also Fang Yuan, but she is so proud, it can be seen that the family also takes great care of her;

Her father always likes to use "poverty" to hate Hua Lone, thinking that Hua Lone's heart is full of money, and Hua Lone just thinks extravagantly, if the family can still have a certain amount of wealth in childhood, will it not be so?

In addition to being poor, she thought of Shu Yu again, and the breakdown of family members did not delay her from gaining love;

and Yang Yi, under the loss of both parents, it is also the princess's chance. Not only does the aunt's family take care of them as their own, but there is also a loyal dog fat man, who takes care of them unconditionally and in an all-round way.

It turns out that there are so many Cinderellas, and there are few who can meet "knights".

Girls who lack love in their families will easily fall into the imagination and expectations of the opposite sex when they grow up?

All the slightly pretentious self-pity from Airy, Hua Lonely thinks about those things that come and go.

She really wants someone to protect herself, understand herself, tolerate herself, and be her own support.

She is so easy to be fooled, just because of the former netizen, the random sentence "so-and-so place and a certain time" made her fall into it, longing for someone to fall in love with her at first sight;

At that time, Zhang Xin asked her to make a few phone calls to enter the chat room to support Zhang Xin's mother's work, and the people in her life chatted well, so that she could hide herself well, and she could make up a fake identity, so that she could get other people's fake praise and show love, for her, how addictive.

In the past, Ge Taisheng said that she wanted to think about the west, but I don't know what to say, she has long been thrown out of the circle by them, and she is no longer one of them, no wonder Bai Xingyi dislikes her for not having the brilliance in her childhood memories at all, maybe they almost didn't directly describe her as a low level.

Also, when her father beat and scolded her, he used the most words to slander her mentally, which was nothing more than questioning her character.

She knows that she is cowardly, she is not Liu Shitong, she has the ruthlessness and determination to break the net, and she wanders in society.

She can only be like now, a transparent supporting role, envious of everything about others.

Speaking of which, there are so many different people around Hua Lone, but without her own style, she can't really huddle together for warmth.

After fantasizing, Hua Lin felt bored, after all, she still had to rely on herself, she had no savior, and the only way out was to "go to university, or leave".

It's not just about leaving this home, it's about leaving the street corners of this city.

The dark night gave Hua Lonely a transparent eye and saw through his current life.