Zhang Xin suddenly transferred to another school halfway.

Hua Lin thought that she would finish this semester before leaving.

Even Zhang Xin himself thinks so.

didn't know what Zhang Xin's parents were for, they were too anxious, so they pushed her out of the house.

When Hua Lin noticed it, it was because Mrs. Shi came from the duty room to send her a letter, and the express delivery was not so smooth at that time, and the letters were slow.

Sender: Zhang Xin.

Su Ya and Cen Lin, who were originally fighting, didn't understand, wasn't this person upstairs?

Hua Lonely looked up at the liberal arts class suspiciously, and secretly wondered if she was no longer in the classroom?

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Dear Baby Blossom,

Zhan Xinjia.

Were you surprised to see the letter?

You don't have PHS, and you can't access the Internet, so I don't dare to call your home casually, so I can only write to your class.

Can you receive it?

I guess so.

I hope that the teacher will be merciful and give you the letter.

I really miss you.

I have absolutely no idea why I came to this hellish place.

Strange classmates, strange dormitories, unfamiliar teachers.

I'm so lonely without you by my side.

The people in this place, both boys and girls, are like dirt buns, I don't look down on earth buns, it's not derogatory, it's just can you understand, I can't resonate with what they say, because most of them only know how to read and endorse, so I seem even more out of place here.

I can't stand the pressure at all.

You know, they wear their school uniforms every day, and then I dress a little bit fancy, which is very eye-catching, in fact, I tell you, I don't want to be so eye-catching here, but how can I be like them every day?

I feel that I am not liked by them, and I am still a little ...... Push out.

Am I really going to be here until my senior year of high school?

I don't believe it, could it be a dream?

It was an absolute nightmare.

How on earth will I wake up from this dream?

Flowey, I want to cry.

I want to go back.

I want to ride with you to and from school.

I want to go with you to eat spicy tang and fried skewers outside.

I want to go back and sleep in my own big bed.

I would like to go back to our beautiful school and go for a walk in the wetland park...

Flowey, I really want to go home.

Signature: Zhang Xin

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She folded the letter, clenched it in her hand, her eyes were calm, and at this time, as far as her eyes could see, she saw Wang Lei talking to others like a gorilla, and she was angry with him for no reason, "Big fool." ”

Then, she knew that the proud Zhang Xin would not be willing to let Su Ya and Zhang Xin know that she was in a weak mood now, so she just calmly and simply explained the matter about Zhang Xin's transfer, without saying the text of the letter.

Privately, she opened the letter and read it over and over again.

She couldn't read the psychology behind the words.

Looking at the beautiful letter paper and Zhang Xin's handwriting, which was mixed with a few tears, you can know that she must have written and written, and she couldn't help crying.

Hua Lin felt like she had been pinched by someone, and she was so sour that she couldn't do it.

Xi Murong wrote a poem.

“

thereupon

The night is coming

Knocking on my November window

Wake up to the scent of the South

Wake up from a dream of coming home

Brussels is brilliantly lit up

I was lonely in the crowd

The crowd voted me for loneliness

The drizzle is not my tears

Outside the window, the trees are dashing

”

Loneliness is like a mirror, reflecting two different figures in a foreign land, echoing the same state of mind in different time and space.

Hua Lonely was depressed, she didn't know how she could help, and she didn't even know how to let Zhang Xin know that she had received a letter in a distant place.

Because, very real problem.

Hua Lin has no pocket money.

Maybe it was because of a trance, Hua Lin didn't notice that she exposed the letter to the outside and was discovered by Cheng Xian.

Cheng Xian was bad, and pulled the letter from the open page as soon as he could.

"Is this a love letter to me?" He blurted out.

Where did Hua Lin have the heart to pay attention to this kind of joke, and hurriedly grabbed it.

"Wait, I'll see."

Cheng Xian stopped Hua Lone's big movement with a gesture, he quickly browsed up and down, and immediately returned it to her.

"I'm sorry, I accidentally read it."

"Do you think you were careless?"

Hua Lin lowered her voice, and she didn't want any big movements in the class to attract attention.

"Come here, come here."

Cheng Xian hooked his fingers, Hua Lin leaned his back on his desk, the two of them were very close to each other, talking softly, and Zhang Wenli on the side was also accustomed to this, because most of the time they seemed to be getting along well.

"Who is this letter to whom? Who, what's the name? Cheng Xian squinted.

Hua Lin glared.

"Oh, Zhang Xin."

"Are you underwhelmed?"

"No, no, no... Where did she go? ”

"Transferred."

"It seems a little pitiful."

Hua Lin sighed, and she said embarrassedly, "I know, I... I want to reply to her now, but I don't have the money to buy stamps..."

"Stamps? Aren't stamps just a dollar or two? ”

If other male classmates said this, then Hua Lin might want to find a hole in the ground and get into it, so poor that it smoked.

However, it seems that in front of Cheng Xian, Hua Lin will be very calm, I don't know when she will be able to tell the truth to Cheng Xian, and she will also start to be herself, revealing her true emotions.

"I don't have any money, and my parents don't give me pocket money, one or two dollars doesn't seem like a lot, but it's hard for me, understand?"

Zhang Wenli glanced back at Hua Lone, and her eyes didn't seem to believe it.

Hua Lin could guess Wen Li's psychology at that time.

In Zhang Wenli's eyes, Hua Lin always plays with Zhang Xin, Su Ya, Cen Lin, these people, in fact, they are not equal, when it comes to spending money, others are spending money for Hua Lian, but Zhang Wenli does not have this kind of friend and does not know the truth, she thinks that the people in those circles are almost the same.

Since her freshman year of high school, Zhang Wenli has been forced to be a poor student who is justified in her name, and she never thinks that there is still the same existence as herself in the class.

Hearing Hua Lin so straightforward, Zhang Wenli had a feeling of looking at the same kind.

For such a gaze, Hua Lin didn't care anymore.

She gave Zhang Wenli an affirmative look.

Zhang Wenli went back to reading again.

Cheng Xian asked, "Do you really want to reply?" ”

"Then you say, what else can I do but reply? I have known Zhang Xin for a long time, when I was in junior high school, she was in our school, I didn't remember her before, but she always remembered me. Between the words, Hua Lin seemed to see the glory of the year, and the way she chatted for the first time recalled to people, "I was not as inconspicuous as you see me now." ”

As soon as he heard the latter sentence, Cheng Xian laughed out loud.

But it didn't affect Hua Lone's mood.

She continued to revel in her memories: "I was in my old school, and that was also a figure with a head and a face, right? Zhang Xin remembers me, but it's normal. It's a pity that when I came here, I was down, and I had a gap. Especially, you also know who is in the next class, I said casually, it led to a negative impact, I used to say who I liked at school, that person was happy, here... Forget it, this stubble is skipped. Zhang Xin took the initiative to approach me, she is a rich girl, she doesn't dislike me for being poor, she doesn't dress well, she has no money, she can't keep up with her consumption, and she actually gave me a lot of things. ”

Cheng Xian was listening carefully.

"Zhang Xin is a well-protected princess, but such a princess, in my opinion, has always taken the initiative to take care of me. What do you say I am? How can he be deserved? Isn't it? You also read what she wrote, don't you feel distressed? ”

"Well,..., I don't think it's such an exaggeration, right?"

Hua Lin suddenly felt like a chicken and a duck talking, "Can't you empathize?" ”

"No, no, what do you want to do, you say, I support you."

"I just wanted to write back to her."

"But there's no money to buy stamps, do you?"

"Hmm."

"Looking for Wang Lei." Cheng Xian said easily.

"What are you looking for him?"

"Doesn't Wang Lei like her?"

Hua Lin reacted a little, "I found that you are a little shameless, do you want me to use Wang Lei's feelings to pay me for stamps?" ”

"How is this exploitation? Wang Lei must have hoped that she would be happy. ”

Looking at Cheng Xian's serious appearance, it is recommended to mention it, why is it not a taste, how could she take the initiative to take advantage of Wang Lei's feelings.

"What a bad idea. Get lost. ”

Hua Lin turned around, thinking that it was superfluous to talk to him.

was grabbed by Cheng Xian's clothes.

"What for?"

"Forget it, I'll just say it casually. If you don't want to look for it, forget it. ”

“…”

"Otherwise, I'll help you."

"Help?"

"Help you buy stamps." Cheng Xian looked at Hua Lonely, sincere enough.

Hua was stunned, this temptation is a bit big.

She wanted to nod her head immediately, but she didn't think it was good.

"Do you want to?" Cheng Xian asked.

Hua Lin didn't answer, but her eyes showed deep longing.

This desire was completely seen by Cheng Xian, so Cheng Xian couldn't help but want to laugh.

"Do you want it or not?"

"What are your intentions?" Half a day of silence out a sentence.

Cheng Xian took out the book and patted the table, "Don't pull it down." ”

"Then you..."Hua Lin spoke, and saw Zhang Ting swaying through the window, so she followed her gaze again, forgetting what to say.

"Who are you seeing?"

"A very handsome man."

“？” Cheng Xian was confused.

"That's another story, alas, you won't understand."

At this time, Cheng Xian felt that he was about to get angry.

Think about yourself so sincerely, but what is this stupid girl thinking, whether to help her buy stamps herself, obviously I don't want it very much, and I don't give an exact answer, I'm really going to be angry.

Hua Lian looked at Cheng Xian again, and was still a little moved in her heart.

It's just that there are some things, she can't cross the line casually, and the most important thing is that even if Cheng Xian lends it to her, she can't afford to pay it back.

She folded Zhang Xin's letter.

Put it in the compartment of the school bag.

After reading too much, all the content was written in her head, and she didn't have to read it anymore to be able to recite it.

At night, writing homework, she remembered it again, looked at the clock on the wall, and at 8:30, she unconsciously wandered.

I don't know if the current Zhang Xin, in the boarding school over there, is like Zhang Ting, who follows the evening self-study at school;

Can she get used to eating in the cafeteria outside?

Can I do my own laundry?

Can you calm your loneliness?

Hua Lin turned out the letter paper that Zhang Xin had given her before, and she felt that she wanted to write some words, some words of encouragement to Zhang Xin.

Write it out first, as for the stamps, if you have the chance, go and secretly take your mother's coin purse to buy groceries? One or two pieces should be nothing...

But when I thought of stealing money, Hua Lonely came to my senses, no, no, no...

Well, let's write first.

Flower Silence Thoughts.

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My dear Zhang Xin,

Seeing the words as they are, the letter has been received.

Seeing the words in your letter, it is easy to read the feelings in your heart, at this time, I am here, I want to hug you.

You left in a hurry, and I'm sure you weren't fully prepared for it.

But it happened anyway, and I wonder if there is no choice but to face it.

In fact, I don't know how to comfort me, no matter how much encouragement I have, it will be overshadowed.

Because you're still alone in the end.

My Xin, the eternal princess in my heart, I believe that in this world, loneliness itself is a norm, an eternity; It's just the occasional bustle that makes us forget to pay attention to the loneliness in the crowd.

Don't be afraid, I will be with you spiritually.

Then again, I still want you to be strong.

Happiness is to be found by yourself.

You can try to find a classmate you can talk to, or...,

I don't know anything about it, so what advice can I give you?

If you can, talk to your mom and dad about the possibility of coming back.

I also want you to come back, instead of enduring loneliness over there.

Come on, Xin.

You can write me anything, and I'd love to be your tree hole.

It's just possible that there is no way to reply to you in time.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry about that as well.

It feels like you've been taking care of me all along, but I'm so incompetent.

Let's not think about so many negative things.

It's obviously encouragement, but it also shows sadness.

I'm afraid you'll cry again.

Hopefully, the haze day will clear sooner.

Signature: Your flowers.

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"What are you doing?" Dad's majestic scolding came from behind.

It was really frightening to death, it turned out that this letter was written too engagedly, and Hua Li, who was melancholy for a while, didn't pay attention to the movement in the living room at all, and didn't notice the footsteps, and her door was suddenly opened.

The worst thing is that the letter to Zhang Xin is still spread out on the table, and Hua Lone's heart is pounding, for fear that his father will find out about her small actions, and the consequences will be unimaginable.

"Hurry up and study, don't think about it."

Her father threw away such a sentence again and withdrew.

Then there was a loud bang, and the door to the room was slammed shut.

His dad had always done everything with great force, and so did beating her.

But this time it was too lucky, so lucky, so lucky.

The three souls and six spirits are almost gone, and finally come back to their senses, and there is a kind of joy for the rest of their lives.

Next, Hua Lin hurriedly folded the reply and put it in her schoolbag.

Take out your textbook and continue to read it.

From the depths of my heart came the torture of the soul:

Why are we all so involuntarily?

Will this be a lifelong event?