Chapter 18: The Taste of Friendship Is Too Sweet
I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I opened my eyes, I found that I was lying on the ground with a pillow and an extra quilt on my body. Turning over and lying on the bed in frustration, can I still fall asleep in this situation? It's so embarrassing and regretful!
I was annoyed that the faint smell of rice faintly aroused my cravings. I got up and sorted out my image, and went downstairs carefully. Zhang Xi was not in the living room, turned around and went to the kitchen, and sure enough, the man who cooked was the most handsome! My little heart was pounding again.
Zhang Xi turned around, and my eyes wandered away.
He smiled slightly and raised his eyebrows unilaterally: "Awake." ”
I've been fascinated by him! I'm still worried if I'm going to die because my heart is beating too fast.
"Open your mouth!" A deep voice accompanied by a spoonful of fragrant egg fried rice was delivered to my mouth.
"Ahem! Cough! "Zhang Xi feeds me breakfast! That's beyond the boundaries of friends!
"What are you doing? Dine! "Zhang Xi, is this a spoiling voice? Or am I having auditory hallucinations?
I sat down at the table in a trance. After eating, you must make it clear to him, you can't do this to me. If I continue like this, I will become someone I despise myself.
Eat with your head down, trying to avoid his gaze.
At some point, Zhang Xi was already standing behind me.
"What?" I looked back a little overwhelmed.
"Don't move!" Zhang Xi took a comb to comb my hair.
"What are you doing here?" I turned around and went to get the comb. but touched Zhang Xi's hand. Quickly withdraw your hand. Helplessly clasped the table. If he says he likes me, or is certain of a relationship, I will accept his kindness to me with peace of mind, but! Is this what a friend should do? Am I mistaken about him? Is he really a scumbag? Want to turn me into a spare tire, or a third party?
Although I like him, I like him almost crazy, but there are some bottom lines that can't be crossed. I mustered up the courage to say to him, "That, Zhang Xi, do you think your friend will do this?" ”
"Is your head filled with cement or concrete?" Zhang Xi knocked on my head and said.
I am! Hammer my chest to soothe my heart!
"Don't do that!" Zhang Xi grabbed my wrist and gently and dotingly stopped me from beating my chest.
I broke free of his comfort, jumped up from my chair and stood a meter away from him.
A little excited, he said, "You pay attention to your words and deeds!" You're out of the reach of your friends! If we want to be friends, we'll keep a distance of one meter! ”
"Don't want to be friends anymore?" Zhang Xi leaned forward, grabbed my chin with his right index finger and said provocatively.
I took a step back and took a deep breath and said, "Then break up!"
Angry, I turned around and walked out of the house: "I'm going to work!"
I walked out of the house stiffly, and just closed the door before I reacted, I wasn't ready for anything, how to go out?
"Boom! Boom! Boom! "Knock on the door.
Zhang Xi opened the door and picked me up with one hand: "Do you miss me so soon?"
"Neurotic!" I shouted and pushed Zhang Xi away and quickly ran upstairs! I seriously suspect that Zhang Xi is schizophrenic! Who do I like?
Odd! Why isn't Zhang Xi downstairs?
Get out of the villa.
Zhang Xi had already driven the car to the door and stood in the co-pilot.
"Do you have anything to look out for?" I asked Zhang Xi, who was stained with a beard, "Dating women privately, are you afraid of being discovered by Luan Qing?" ”
What am I saying of myself? It's really poisoned by this man.
"Fool! Seeing is not necessarily believing. Zhang Xi raised his hand to touch my head, but I was quick and raised my hand to block it.
Zhang Xi put down his hand a little lost and said, "Get in the car." "Open the passenger door and signal me to get into the car. I didn't want to sit in the passenger seat, so I went around to the back seat and sat down.
Zhang Xi seemed to be a different person outside, becoming deep and vigilant, and talking very little. Full-time full-time driver drove me around this strange town. When I stopped, I took a photo, and Zhang Xi would sit quietly in the car and wait. When he saw that I was far away, he asked me to go back, and urged me after a long time. In fact, deep down, I really wish I could stay with him for a while longer. Even if it's a friend's relationship, it's only in my sight. But I feel that I can't figure him out, I can't guess his mind.
The car came to the top of the mountain along the winding mountain road, and when I came to the high place, I felt like I was overlooking everything, and my mood felt a lot empty.
Zhang Xi, who was standing next to him, felt that this scene was familiar. It's just that the sketchpad at that time became the camera it is now.
"Song Juan!" Zhang Xi suddenly called my name.
"Huh?" Turning his head to look at him, he actually kept looking at him, "What?" ”
"Roses, do you like it?" Zhang Xi looked at the mountain in the distance and asked me.
"Huh.? Rose? How do you know about roses? ”
"Of course I know what I sent." Zhang Xi tilted his head and said crookedly.
"You sent it? Why? I asked.
"Because I'm angry." Zhang Xi said.
"Angry? Why are you angry?" I asked, puzzled.
"Why are you angry? You ask me? When you don't want to fall in love, I accompany you to be ambiguous, accompany you to have a crush, and accompany you to unrequited love. If you want to fall in love, you can go on a blind date everywhere? Where do you end me? Zhang Xi suddenly turned his head and looked at me with a serious look in his eyes.
"What ambiguity? What crush? What unrequited love? I was confused by what he said.
I thought about it for a moment and seemed to understand something.
"Oh! I understand! You know, you know that. You know I have a crush on you. Since you know I like you, why do you do this to me. I said in hindsight, "Ah, I understand that you don't like me, but you enjoy the superiority of being liked, that's why you're so ambiguous with me?" You're with Luan Qing. My blind date makes you feel that you have no sense of superiority, you send roses, you come to the airport to pick me up, you let me accompany you.... Or did you play with me a long time ago? "I felt that my liking for him turned into disgust.
"What kind of psychology do you have? It's just a scumbag eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, stepping on two boats" I don't know where I got the courage to say these words, maybe it's really sad.
"What's going on in your head? I don't like Luan Qing, she's not my girlfriend. Can't you see that? The person I like has always been you. Zhang Xi frowned and said a little excitedly, "I just want to force you to say that you like me, who knew you were so stubborn, if you don't say it, you won't say it, if I get closer to the girl, you will go on a blind date." ”
"You like me? When did you like me? "I couldn't believe my ears.
"I've always liked you! I approached you, intentionally or unintentionally, didn't you notice? Zhang Xi shook his head helplessly.
"Then why didn't you say it before, why do you say it now?" I said with my fingers clasped and my face on my face.
"I'm panicking, I'm afraid of losing you." Zhang Xi looked into my eyes and said sincerely, "I thought that if I planted the seeds of love in your heart, your conservative character would always like me." It wasn't until you went on a blind date that I saw myself clearly, how afraid I was of losing you, how afraid of the person you married was not me, how afraid of you being unhappy. I can't accept that you're getting too close to anything else. ”
I felt that the sky was pink, the clouds were red, the air was sweet, and the misunderstanding of him turned into foam, but I still didn't want to let him go like this.
"I don't understand what you're talking about?" I pretended to be angry and said with a blank face.
"It starts with the first time I saw you. It was my third year of junior high school, and I went back to China with my mother to run errands, and I passed by the stadium to see the students in China. In the crowd, you just got into my eyes, you are the least athlete of all the athletes. At that time, you were participating in the high jump, but you broke your foot on the first jump. You made me laugh, I thought you would give up, but you insisted on jumping until the coach shouted to stop you. At that time, I just thought you were very special. Zhang Xi recalled. If the first encounter is fate, then the second encounter is fate. In high school, he was forced to return to his home country to study. I was hell-bent on getting the school to expel me so I could continue to live abroad. I changed the entry time of your school, and I wanted to kidnap a girl to do something, but I didn't expect to meet you. The seeds of love were planted in this way. I'm not the type of person who likes unrequited love. I'm trying to make you like me. I never thought that your thinking was simply ancient, conservative and stubborn. I understand how you felt at the time, but I had to go abroad. I want you to know what I'm thinking, and I'm worried that you'll reject me if you know it. Whoever makes me like you can only be spoiled according to your character. But sooner or later you'll be mine. ”
"You're so confident!" I pouted and tilted my head to look into the distance.
"So I'm pampering you too much?" Zhang Xi stopped me and hugged me.
"You—" Before I could say anything, my lips were pushed back against my lips! At this moment, the hour hand stopped swinging, the air forgot to circulate, and the throbbing heartbeat at this moment, the boiling blood, recorded the real touch.
I was ashamed to find a crack in the ground to get into. My first kiss! I lowered my head and buried my head in my knees, not daring to look at him. Biting his lip and feeling overwhelmed.
"Don't doubt my feelings for you in the future, and don't test me with other men!" Zhang Xi squatted in front of me and hugged me and said, "You want to fall in love, and the object of love can only be me." ”
"Then what's going on with Tanya Tang and Luan Qing?" I looked up at him and lowered my head.
"Tang Jianya?" Zhang Xi paused for a while and said, "Now you should go to country M to wander." ”
"Wandering?" I asked, covering my face and looking up.
"Hmm!" Zhang Xi said.
"What do you mean? I can't understand what you're saying. I said with a bite on my finger.
"I asked her to go to country M and had her passport stolen. So, she's wandering! Zhang Xi looked into my eyes and said.
I covered my face to avoid his gaze.
"It's better for the sake of him helping me, or she will be sold." Zhang Xi said.
What helps? What sold? I don't understand. Knowing that he likes me, it doesn't matter anymore.
"What's going on with Luan Qing?" I asked, bowing my head.
"She! There are some accounts to be settled," Zhang Xi frowned and looked into the distance.
"I didn't want to confess to you so early, I'm afraid that you will marry you when I'm done with the things at hand." Zhang Xi said with some sadness.
Zhang Xi looked into the distance and said, "I'm afraid that you will be injured, but I can't bear my selfishness." I'll come back and marry you when I settle this matter, soon, trust me.
"Marry me? Marry me? Who said I was going to marry you. I shyly turned my head to the side.
"Okay, it's not too early, I'll take you to the airport." Zhang Xi took my hand down the mountain.
"Is my job done?" I asked in a whisper.
"Originally, it was also the beginning." Zhang Xi took the camera and took out the memory card.
"Then how will I go back and pay for it?" I say.
"Just give him these pictures." Zhang Xi said and changed the memory card and put it in the camera.
On the way to the airport, Zhang Xi kept holding my hand, and I always felt that everything was so unreal. But the feeling is so clear.
I was still immersed in a little happiness, and the car had arrived at the airport.
"I watched you go in and send a message before boarding. I'm here waiting for the plane to take off. Zhang Xi let go of my hand and said.
"What the hell are you up to? So mysterious? I said reluctantly.
Zhang Xi lowered his head and said sadly: "Very important thing. ”
"Go back for a good New Year, eat well, rest well, and I'll go back to you soon." Let's go," Zhang Xi squeezed out a micronovel.
I reluctantly said goodbye to him and boarded the plane back to Q City.