In the past, I hid and tucked it, secretly covered it, like a thief from stealing, and like a solitary aftertaste, always restrained from being unwilling to talk to others;

It wasn't until I really planned to tell Su Ya a good story about the ignorance between herself and Bai Xingyi in her yellowed childhood, that Hua Lin found that it seemed that these flowers that grew in the secret garden of her heart were born and fell one by one, and were consumed one by one, without nutrients, they had already withered, withered, and turned into spring mud, with only an invisible gas, and Hua Lin couldn't accurately depict a certain event.

Just, it doesn't feel like a strange moment.

If you really want to remember, unforgettable, perhaps:

Is it the phrase "I just want to be the star that pleases you?" ”

It's the sentence "I like you, not her?" ”

It's the phrase "Don't forget me." ”

Or is it the phrase "Happy New Year" written on the card, at the end?

…

Where do we start and what things can be used to prove that we have been in the sea and are in each other's eyes during the immature emotional period?

I want to say it but I can't remember it, so I became a trouble when my throat was choked and I couldn't make a sound.

In the end, when it comes to description, it can probably only be expressed that she and Bai Xingyi are old acquaintances, but they don't have the dignity that old friends should have.

Oh, it turns out that those self-righteous thrilling lingering and melancholy thousands of turns are so insignificant that they can't stand to be remembered.

If the other party cherishes it, if it gives a face, everything is dreamy and beautiful;

If the other party disdains, if he doesn't admit it, it's just a mirror and a woman who pities herself.

Although Hua Lin could only be expressed in three words, and then fell into a state of confusion, Su Ya, a bystander, probably understood.

The endless feelings are all in the mind.

"When I was a child, who wanted to marry whomever and whom, when I was older, I didn't recognize it, it wasn't so true."

Su Ya didn't mean to look down on Hua Lin for taking trivial things as precious emotional memories when she said this, she just stated a reality.

Why don't you know about flower loneliness?

But Hua Lin himself is a very emotional and more sincere person.

She didn't necessarily like Bai Xingyi more, but she was sad that this person didn't even give her a chance to get acquainted with her again, and put her in a very low position.

Is she really that unmentionable?

If so, why does she have so many good friends, who can be taken care of by Zhang Xin and accompanied by Su Ya?

Even the meaning of "no contact" can only be heard from a third party, Ge Taisheng.

Many emotions are intertwined, many are unwilling, atmosphere, doubts, inferiority, and complicated.

The burden of emotions makes Hua Lonely at a loss.

Su Ya looked at Hua Lone's melancholy little eyes, she felt that this little sister hadn't smiled for a long time.

She remembered that when she was first assigned to the science class, she only knew Liang Che and Cen Lin. When she saw Hua Lin for the first time, Hua Lin was laughing with other classmates, this girl with small eyes smiled very healing, gentle and gentle, clean, she was quite willing to get close to Hua Lone.

Hua Lin is more sentimental and is a person who especially needs emotional sustenance.

Because there are always different orders in her heart.

She chose science, she had to be orderly, order was to prevent her from being sent away by her teacher, and she wanted to help up the other side of herself, which was obviously wrong;

She likes Liang Che, she can give herself an anchor point, make learning physics a matter of course, and work hard in a fanatic;

She wants to reclaim a seat, to do one thing for the sake of this competition;

She was misunderstood to like Lu Yinuo at first, but later it evolved into the fact that she couldn't accept herself and was not accepted by the other party, which was exactly the same as the current position of Bai Xingyi, and her inner order couldn't accept that she was treated unfairly without any justification.

…

She was still very unconfident, cowardly, she didn't know that she smiled beautifully.

Su Ya thought that she should continue to quickly find a new sustenance for Hua Lone.

Hua Lin is still sighing.

"You know what? I especially miss my junior high school classmates, who gave me make-up lessons, played with me, more or less starry and moony, and I also remembered a boy who wiped the blackboard for 3 years, which is really interesting.

At that time, we were all pure, you know? We always attach great importance to key high schools, thinking that it is a holy place for reading, and everyone tries hard to take the exam because they can't come in advance.

However, I found that it seemed to be beautified.

I don't think there's anything great about the key high school, except for the beautiful school building and the large production area, you see, my grades are still so poor, and Cen Lin is not good, and when it comes to the exam, he also copies all kinds of things. Are we not good, or are schools not good? …”

The question was too profound for Su Ya to answer.

Su Ya has always been in junior high school at this school, and she doesn't understand how other ordinary junior high school people at that time mythologized key high schools.

The flower loneliness in her eyes is constantly chattering and confiding.

endlessly, she could only interrupt and say: "Can you not recall the past, you might as well think about our class's own party on New Year's Day?" What show do we have in the rape show? ”

Yes, day after day, New Year's Day, it's a new year.

The school requires each class to organize a tea party, which requires an informal show.

Hua Lone's attention was successfully diverted, and she asked Su Ya, "What do you want to perform?" ”

"Sing! Or a sketch. ”

Hua Lonely is silent, is he going to follow Su Ya to take the comedian route?

Of course, the discussion of this session needs to be joined by Cen Lin.

The simplest and undoubted part, they first decided to sing;

If a suitable script can be found on the Internet, Cen Lin said that he does not resist the so-called sketch.

They are very open and active people.

I also enjoy the feeling of being watched when I perform a show.

In this case, when it comes to singing, there is a singing practice session, and after class, the three of them have to gather again to discuss whether to go to Cen Lin's house or Su Ya's house.

In this recess, Cen Lin and Hua Lin were waiting outside first, and the fat man was complaining to Cen Lin that he was pursuing Yang Yi but couldn't, and he didn't know how to impress;

When Hua Lin saw Su Ya go out the back door, she was facing Bai Xingyi, and Hua Lin clearly saw Su Ya change her face when she said that she had changed her face, and she was unceremonious to Bai Xingyi, looking jealous and hateful.

But, strictly speaking, where is there any evil and hatred?

Waiting for her to come over, Hua Lin greeted her, avoided Cen Lin, and whispered, "What are you doing, you two don't have any friction." ”

Su Ya snorted with a "snort", which was regarded as a response to Hua Lone.

When the fat man saw that the rape flowers were all there, he walked away very interestingly, leaving space for the three of her.

At that time, the most popular trio was "S.H.E", a song "Super Star" was popular all over the country, and it was played in almost every store on the road, even if there was no condition to listen to the tape, he could hum it unconsciously.

There was almost no discussion among the three of them, and they unanimously signed up to sing this atmospheric title song.

In the chorus, Cen Lin and Su Ya sang, and their breath was more stable;

The treble passage is better given to the timbre, and the flower silence that can lift the breath up.

They still made an appointment to go to Cen Lin's house to practice at noon.

Maybe this song is too simple, every time I don't sing a few words and chat in Cen Lin's pink bedroom.

The content of their chat, Hua Lone's sense of participation is not strong.

For example, travel.

They all have the opportunity to go out with their parents and see the customs of different cities.

Even if it's talking about "taking the train", Hua Lin can't intervene.

She had only seen a section of the road paved with rails on the elevated highway when she was a child, and perhaps a long train would whine by, like a black earth dragon.

"I'm a person who gets motion sickness when I get in a car, will the train get dizzy?" Hua Lin asked curiously.

Cen Lin hurriedly replied: "No, no, there will be no feeling of dizziness on the train, you can rest assured." I haven't seen anyone get dizzy on the train. ”

Hua Lin couldn't imagine that picture.

But she can imagine that one day in the future, when she is admitted to university, she can take the train openly and go to a distant place, leave her home, leave the city, will there be a new beginning?

Faintly, looking forward to it.

A new inner order seems to have taken shape again.