267 No regrets

Xiao Nan just took a nap because he was sleepy from the cold, and suddenly realized that the place where he was sitting was not a chair, but a bed.

When he opened his eyes, everything he saw was familiar.

Because, this is his own residence in his "memory"!

The apartment he bought specifically and is close to the university!

This sense of familiarity is what it feels like to be at home.

It's not Professor Xiao's memory, it's the home that really belongs to him, and every detail is full of his personal habits!

He didn't expect to be back here, and what he didn't expect was that when he looked down at his legs, he realized that he was wearing the shirt and trousers that he remembered to wear to class, and his legs were ......

It turned out to be intact!

He's not crippled anymore!

His legs are good!

He hadn't experienced that horrible car accident on his way on a business trip!

Is Fu Xi finally willing to make him a sound person?!

Xiao Nan stood up happily, and for the first time, he really felt the feeling of walking with his feet, rather than walking with crutches and prosthetics.

There was still a manuscript of his dissertation on his desk that he had worked all night on, and the room was still in a mess, and everything seemed to have returned to its former peaceful times.

Don't......

Everything he went through was just a long dream?

Is he still the university professor who lives a quiet life every day?

He fell on the bed all of a sudden, feeling the most familiar bedding in his memory, his own bed, his own pillow, and he was liberated.

What Fuxi, what Xiao family, it's just a dream.

It must be that I am too tired to write papers overnight to have such strange dreams.

He rolled firmly on the bed, then jumped up and opened the window, breathing in the fresh winter air.

He is just an ordinary person, not a Fuxi creature whose memory has been copied, he doesn't have to embark on the road of salvation that people can't bear spiritually, he just needs to live a normal life in peace.

He leaned on the windowsill with his arms crossed, looking at the succulents he was familiar with, he was like a normal person, he had his own little habits, little fun, little dreams, and lived diligently.

Isn't that enough?

Isn't it enough?

What Wanyue, what Miao Feng, etc., etc., are just a crazy dream.

That's all.

He breathed deeply, he used to feel that his ordinary life was too constrained, there were endless interpersonal relationships, and he had to deal with his aunt's family, but now he felt that everything was fine.

He wants to rediscover his life.

Be a real mortal.

He picked up the pen on his desk and carefully put the cap on it.

Everything is a dream.

He really came home.

He turned around and cleaned up the papers on the table, and his memories of the time trip before the time trip gradually became clearer, he remembered that he had to bring these manuscripts to school, and he had to finish preparing for tomorrow's class and preparing the students for the final exam.

He is Professor Siu, who is able-bodied.

He has a life of his own.

There will be no strange force in the world.

It's justβ€”

He obviously wanted to just turn around and leave, but the call on the road outside the window was tearing at his nerves.

Xiao Nan!!! Where are you!!! Xiao Nan!! Xiao Nan!!! Miao Feng shouted over and over again.

Miao Feng was outside.

As long as I miss him, I will return to my normal life.

If he can't find himself, he will naturally leave.

None of this is true.

Xiao Nan held the fountain pen tightly, his fountain pen was bought from his first month's salary after work, he valued it very much, regarded this fountain pen as his lucky talisman, and reminded himself to move towards his goal, become a first-class scholar, become a respected professor, peach and plum all over the world, immersed in the ocean of knowledge for a lifetime......

Even...... Maybe when you will meet the love of your destiny...... Start a family and have children......

Then he took his lover's hand and grew old, watched his children grow up, watched his grandchildren be born, and watched his young students graduate......

Xiao Nan!! Answer me!!! Where are you!! Xiao Nan! Xiao Nan!! Miao Feng was still calling.

Can't respond!

Can't respond!

Once responded......

You will become a scarred cripple...... Be at the center of all intrigues...... Suffering more painful torture and devastation than in purgatory......

Take your pick.

Take your pick.

Take your pick.

Let go of everything and be a normal mortal.

Or walk into purgatory again.

Xiao Nan!! Answer me!!! Miao Feng's voice was so close and so far away.

"Xiao Nan, I will find you! No one can take you away! Answer me! I'll pick you up right now! I'll protect you! Xiao Nan! Xiao Nan! Tell me you're alive! ”

Miao Feng's voice seemed to echo close to his ears.

"Miao ......" Xiao Nan covered his mouth, just read a word softly, and his tears had already slipped down.

Unable......

Give up......

"Fuxi...... Where did you take Xiao Nan...... Give him back to me......" The snowflakes gradually made Miao Feng's shoulders and hair turn white, and he called hoarsely, searching, but could not find a trace of Xiao Nan.

His cries finally stopped,

It was as if he realized something, too.

Xiao Nan......

Maybe reluctant to come back.

When he didn't know, Xiao Nan may have traveled through time and space countless times and died countless times.

Xiao Nan...... He...... Maybe tired.

Miao Feng's footsteps finally stopped, and he looked at the street scene in front of him blankly.

He just felt for a moment that Xiao Nan was about to leave him.

Leave them.

When did you first meet that guy?

And when did it become necessary to find him desperately?

When did it begin to give him his life?

This is the era in which Xiao Nan was originally located, right?

Miao Feng sat down on a chair on the side of the street.

Xiao Nan, that guy......

Always a fake smile, a weak chicken, a lot of nonsense......

But

The most things I said in my life were all listened to by that guy......

He heard a crackling sound caused by burning behind him, and looked back slightly, only to see that behind the chair was the scene of the fire.

As long as you turn around and leave, you can go back.

Xiao Nan......

Have you found your own home?

His fingers were tired on his forehead.

Originally

He was so reluctant.

I don't want to give up that cripple.

"Huh." He smiled bitterly, it turned out that this is what it feels like to "miss".

"Fuxi, if I have any other wishes, I hope

Xiao Nan

Able to act like a normal mortal

Happiness. ”

"I pray that he will not lose another leg, that he will not be tormented by his injuries, that he will still be the professor who is still in the crepe, that he will live his life, that he will not be tortured, that he will be safe and happy."

I pray that he will meet the ordinary woman he loves, raise children, and live peacefully.

I can give everything. ”

His hands involuntarily clasped his fingers together and pressed against his forehead.

It was the only time he asked for God.

"Please...... Bless him.

Please protect him.

He deserves it, he deserves ......"

"Did you hear that, this is Miao Feng's prayer. Fuxi reversed the time, so his prayer was already in effect before the prayer. Shun's voice came from the shadowy corner of the room.

"You're already a normal person, Xiao Nan. Regardless of whether you are Fu Xi himself or not, or the body created by Fu Xi, Miao Feng's prayer has already begun to take effect. You can live a normal life.

In this long night, you and Miao Feng have experienced such a long time jump, and the meaning is only at this moment.

Xiao Nan, listen to Miao Feng's prayers. ”

Xiao Nan closed his eyes tightly, and tears kept sliding down his cheeks.

"If you leave this room and stop Miao Feng from the way he was supposed to go back, you will destroy his prayer.

It's time for me to go, Xiao Nan. I wish you happiness. Shun said, "Tomorrow when the sky dawns, everything will be just a dream for you that only leaves a vague fragment for a moment. You will be happy. ”

"I ...... I can't...... Put down ......" Xiao Nan couldn't cry.

"You know the consequences and the costs of that. There are people in this world who feel sorry for you, Xiao Nan.

He doesn't want you to continue to hurt. ”

"God...... Please make Xiao Nan happy...... I'll bear all his pain...... Give it all to me...... Ten times better...... A hundred times ten thousand times is fine...... Miao Feng choked up, "I said, I want to take him home!" I remember...... I remember...... I remember what I said! ”

The door finally opened.

"Have you thought about it? Xiao Nan, once you leave this door, you can't turn back. All your pain will be returned. ”

"I don't have to think about anything anymore. I'm going to take Miao Feng home. Xiao Nan stroked the pen in his hand, and then gently placed it on the shelf by the door.

He walked out the door and down the stairs.

Sooner or later, Miao Feng would make such a prayer, so there was the final crossing tonight.

Just because he would hear Miao Feng's prayers.

There is no beginning and no end, no cause and effect.

Long before Miao Feng prayed, his wish had already been fulfilled by Fu Xi.

Himself became mortal,

Restored a sound body.

Even so......

Even so......

Even so!

He still can't do what Miao Feng wants!

If you leave Miao Feng behind, then what kind of "happiness" is it?!

This is the path he chose.

He was going to find Miao Feng.

"Miao Feng, let's go home."

A familiar voice, you don't even have to look up to know that he must be smiling fakely again when he says this.

Miao Feng raised his head with tears on his face.

It's him.

On the other side of the road, smile at him.

It's Xiao Nan.

He couldn't stop Xiao Nan from walking towards him.

It's like he couldn't stop the vehicle that the drunk was driving.

He saw it with his own eyes

The car crashed into Xiao Nan, but he couldn't even push Xiao Nan away, no matter how fast he was, he still couldn't pull him.

Because that's "inevitable",

It is the "inevitability" of Xiao Nan's return.

Even if he moved faster than the car, what he touched was only an illusion.

He could only helplessly see Xiao Nan lying in a pool of blood.

"Don't feel guilty. Miao Feng, this is the price of my choice. Xiao Nan lay calmly in a pool of blood, and there was even a smile on the corner of his mouth.

He fell to his knees and cried like a helpless child.

Xiao Nan's broken leg rolled down in front of him-

He can no longer stand on his legs!

Just because he came back to himself!

"Now I know why I'm a cripple." Xiao Nan seemed to suddenly understand something, and muttered to himself, "Everything is my own choice." ”

He smiled wryly and closed his eyes.

"Ahh!!h Why!! Why! Why treat him like this! He just wants to be a mortal! Miao Feng cried hoarsely, everything in front of him was rapidly distorting, and the flames were eroding everything.

Only Xiao Nan's broken leg remained in front of him, as if to remind him of the tragedy of Fang Cai.

"I remember when I was in a car accident, my right leg was knocked out of the way, and I didn't find that leg later, and I even wondered if it was taken by a wild dog." Xiao Nan's voice came from behind him.

"It turns out my leg is here. It turns out that the memories of the car accident are not copied by someone else's, they are real. Xiao Nan said.

They were still in the midst of a fire that scorched the clothes, shoes, and socks on the severed right leg, and then melted the flesh and skin, leaving only Sensen's bones.

Miao Feng suddenly grabbed the leg bone, as if he wanted to save something, but the flames suddenly contracted and diminished in an instant at this moment!

The white bones were mixed and deformed in his hands, and a long knife with bone as a blade and a bone as a handle revealed a terrifying figure in the embers.

The new bone knife that exuded the cold air of the forest instantly annihilated a large sea of fire!

"Hahahahahaha!!ha Xiao Nan suddenly laughed,

Yes,

That's why he's a lame man with one leg missing!

Because he had already given one of his legs to Miao Feng!

Replace feet with knives and patrol the world!

Every step he chooses to take with Miao Feng!

It's as sharp as a bone blade!

Tear through the darkness and put an end to madness!

This is the path he chose!

"What I said, I did it tooβ€”Miao Feng."