Since I met Yang Yi at my aunt's house, I know that she is the pitiful and excellent group that my aunt hangs on her lips, and I also know that her growth environment is not as happy and outstanding as it seems.

Hua Lin thought that maybe there was an extra layer of intimacy between them.

According to the seniority, Yang Yi is the same generation as Hua Lone's cousin, and theoretically she should also be regarded as Hua Lone's aunt.

Actually, it's Hua Lin who thinks too much.

When we met at home that day, we didn't show the emotion of "oops, I met you" with each other, and there was no difference in school.

The only difference is that Yang Yi has a small fluctuation in his heart.

Originally, Yang Yi's external conditions did not lack anything compared to others, not that Yang Yi hid it, she did not hide any of her family environment, nor did she make any requirements for other people in the family, the beautiful clothes she wore were all willing to go to Zhang Luo for her, her family was so good to her, and she knew that she had received the other party's nurturing kindness, speaking from her heart, Yang Yi had never been arrogant and indulgent, and was very affinity, Zhang Wenli would unconsciously cheer her up, saying that she was completely different from Xu Keer, At the same time, the little princess, only Yang Yi is a down-to-earth princess who treats people friendly;

But this is also normal, perennial life under the fence, Yang Yi understands, her life is good or bad, she has to rely on her relatives at home, she strives to be herself, live up to others, and do whatever she can, she is a very difficult child.

She deserves to be loved, and she is overwhelmed by this love.

However, after this, in front of Hua Lonely, Yang Yi was more or less unnatural.

It's not that I can't understand it.

I remember that in the past, when Hua Lin was at the same table with Fang Yuan, who was transferred to the liberal arts class, how arrogant Fang Yuan was to Hua Lin and how flattering she was to Yang Yi, she always wanted to fit into those circles that seemed to be good.

What if Hua Lin is a very jealous person, shaking and shaking outside, or adding fuel and vinegar?

Hua Yi thought that in this case, Yang Yi was afraid of being maliciously arranged, so he deliberately deducted a fake model and pretended to be a princess hat for her.

For such a day or two, Yang Yi was quite apprehensive.

The three of them are rape flowers, swaying in the class all day long, the whole school is swaying, the three of them have nothing to talk about, what should the speaker do if he has no intention of listening?

It's not that you can't believe these three, but who knows which way the wind is blowing?

After a few more days, Yang Yi found that no one came to gossip, at least she hadn't heard it, and she realized that Hua Lian should not have said anything.

In fact, Hua Lin knows very well that this is Yang Yi's advantage, not his weakness.

A good-looking girl, if she has a tragic life experience, a relatively tenacious character, and a state of self-improvement, in any era for the opposite sex, it is "I see pity".

Sooner or later, Yang Yi will say it himself.

Whether it is the fat man or Bai Xingyi, they like Yang Yi so much, care about Yang Yi, and do some pursuit actions, then they will naturally understand her real situation slowly, and Hua Lin is sure that they will only treat her better.

What's more, what's the matter with her, there is no need for Hua Lin to pass on other people's gossip, this score, Hua Lin still has it.

"Flower, tell you something about you."

Cen Lin walked up with Su Ya in her arms, called away the daze Hua Lin in the seat, and the three of them went out from the front door together.

"What's the matter?"

Although Hua Lin asked, but it didn't seem to be where she went, Cen Lin smiled mysteriously and didn't speak, Hua Lin was so strange that she asked Su Ya again, and Su Ya couldn't think of anything wrong with her.

After walking for a while, they found a gazebo, they went in and sat down, Su Ya climbed the pillar, stood tall, and looked down on the other two.

At this time, Cen Lin spoke, she looked at Hua Lone's eyes, and asked very seriously: "Hua, are you sure you don't like Liang Che?" ”

Hua Lonely replied stunned, "Hmm." ”

Cen Lin's eyes lit up, and without hesitation, he said firmly, "Then I decided to chase him?" ”

"What?"

"What?"

Su Ya and Hua Lin exclaimed at the same time.

"You said you were going to chase Liang Che? When did you like him? Don't you like solemnity? So what should I do, what's your situation? ”

Cen Lin didn't squirm at all, and in the face of Su Ya's stormy question, she didn't panic, she said naturally: "I just like him, and it has nothing to do with Zheng Zheng." This time it was not solemn. I promise. ”

"When did you start?" Hua asked faintly.

"Maybe it's because you like it, and then you pay more attention, and I can't tell when you ask me."

"You're going to chase her? How to chase? ”

Cen Lin smiled, "Hehe, I will write love letters...... Wait for me to plan it out. However, I mainly want to make it clear to you now that you don't like him, so that I can continue, otherwise, lest there be conflicts between us in the future. ”

Su Ya raised her eyes and looked at Hua Lone, and the look in her eyes was also asking, asking if Hua Lone was sure she didn't like Liang Che, Su Ya wanted to see Hua Lone's true reaction from Hua Lone's eyes.

"I don't like him." Hua Lin said.

Su Ya didn't speak, and Cen Lin was very happy with this answer.

"Okay, from now on, I'm going to chase Liang Che."

Cen Lin seemed to have sounded the horn of her battle.

At the end of school, on the way home with Hua Lin and Su Ya, Su Ya pondered how to speak.

She has just experienced the emotional twists and turns of discovering that UU and Liu Shitong seem to be together, and she was unhappy and sad for a while, that is, the other party never belonged to her, and she also had an abnormal mentality of quietly treating others as her own private belongings.

Now, Cen Lin said that she wanted to chase Liang Che, as a bystander, after thinking about it, she felt that it was not very appropriate, and the stimulation of Hua Lin was estimated to be a bit big, after all, Hua Lin had never done anything, and it was just that Cen Lin couldn't catch up, if Cen Lin caught up, the subtle psychology between female classmates might change.

"Actually, Liang Che is not good at all, I am in the same class as him in high school, and I think this person is not a man at all. You don't like him, right. ”

Hua Lin listened, she smiled faintly, she could understand Su Ya's off-string sound.

"It's okay, I don't like him."

Su Ya wanted to say something, but she happened to ride around the corner, waved her hand to Hua Lone, and said goodbye.

Saying goodbye to Su Ya, Hua Lin dragged her tired body and rode home.

Autumn nights, getting dark faster and faster.

Hua Lin has smelled all kinds of oil smoke in the corridor, and can hear the sound of "Zilazila" from his own kitchen, and the fireworks are still there, but Hua Lin is pretentious and heavy.

Push open the door and the dark living room.

Because Hua Lone's mother is more economical and doesn't want to waste electricity, the others haven't come back yet, she is doing things in the kitchen, so she naturally can't use the light in the living room, so she hasn't turned it on.

But this situation made Hua Lone's heart a little more indescribably gloomy.

Why is his own family and his own circumstances so embarrassed, without a trace of light?

Casual dinner, boring Hua Lonely, there is no positive energy transmission in the content of the parents' chat, and they did not find that Hua Lone's whole person was not in a good mood, let alone pay attention to a child's mood.

There are so many things for them to worry about, the family's livelihood, tomorrow's truck business, how much money they have saved this month, and when will they pay it back......

If the Creator had taken away Hua Lone's "Seven Emotions and Six Desires" from the beginning, and given her some extra wisdom, perhaps she would have been a beacon in this dark family, able to bring passion and hope to her family.

It's a pity that she is so hypocritical and sentimental.

In the dim light, Hua Lin struggled to write science homework, who doesn't want to write if God helps, "smack", so that the tip of the pen and the manuscript paper are so beautiful that they rub to make a pleasant sound, and they keep writing.

I can't bear it, she can't write.

What can I do?

In the past, when the three of them were chatting nonsense, Cen Lin proposed that everyone exchange phone numbers at home, and they could call each other to ask about homework, and she and Xu Keer, Yang Yi, and other classmates used to operate like this.

Of course, everyone knows that outgoing calls are charged, and answering calls is free, if it is really learning from each other to discuss problems, Hua Lone's mother can only accept Hua Lone's passive answer to the phone, anyway, she can't take the initiative to go to her classmates to waste phone bills.

But even if he answers the phone, this behavior will be criticized by Daddy Hua Lonely.

In his opinion, it is impossible for these children to really study hard to discuss over the phone, with this time, energy and motivation, what issues cannot be discussed in school, and they have to go home at night and speak clearly through the telephone line, which is clearly a manifestation of not doing their job.

So there was a tacit understanding between them, if Cen Lin and the others called, Hua Lin would change her mouth to say a word or two in English, which was a password, which meant that her father was at home, and the phone should be hung up quickly.

Thinking of Cen Lin, Hua Lin remembered Cen Lin and said that she wanted to chase Liang Che.

My Fair Lady, Gentleman; Gentlemen are unparalleled in the world, and so are ladies.

Hua Lin has no position at all to say no.

Cen Lin can say hello, which is already a very moral performance.

In addition, Hua Lin admitted that she heard Su Ya's confident notice for the first time, and she was lonely, as if in front of her eyes, for a moment, everything was discolored.

Hua Lonely's heart is full of frustration.

She especially admired Cen Lin's courage and ability to toss all kinds of tosses;

In Hua Lian's view, Su Ya can do whatever she wants, and all of this may be accompanied by intangible cultural heritage, but as she declared, "youth is used to indulge in feelings", she tossed really wonderfully.

And what about Hua Lonely?

Whether it is Bai Xingyi, Lu Yinuo or Liang Che;

Regardless of whether the other party has been affectionate, has no affection, or is pretended, Hua Lin will always be just a nest hidden in the shadows, and he can't accept any tricks from others at all, and he doesn't dare to make any movement at all.

From another angle, she secretly thought that she was so incompetent that she couldn't keep anything.

can't keep the memories between him and Bai Xingyi, so pure and beautiful;

Even if she doesn't like Lu Yinuo, but the white eyes of others prove that she is not worthy, who cares what her true intentions are? In the end, she was only "honestly afraid", giving up the right to "like" and handing it over to Zhang Xin to operate;

The eyes glanced at the diary full of diaries again, until now, this diary written for Liang Che, one by one, day after day, every word is affectionate and vivid;

The chicken blood that was beaten for him, the physics that stayed up late to read, and there are still scratch papers and notes to be found.

Later, about Liang Che, theoretically she woke up and let go, but even so, can't she pretend to be an ornament?

How did he become the hunting target of his best friend?

I can't figure out that I have to accompany the hunt and chase, and play a supporting role in their wonderful story, Hua Lone's mood has to be said to be mixed feelings.

Which philosopher said:

"I have always tried my best to cooperate with fate, play myself as a harlequin, and cry and laugh to the fullest."

The first time I read this sentence, Hua Lin can taste that kind of abruptness;

As the days go by, I like this sentence more and more, "Cooperate with fate, cry and laugh".

She thinks that the meaning of her existence is to use her empathy to accompany the flowers around her.

Could it be that this is sublimation?