A few days later, when Zhang Xi entered the palace, Huang Yi'an told her about it, and said with a smile: "You go to talk to Shouyang in a while, so that she won't lose her hair in order to give you a wedding gift." ”

Zhang Xi smiled: "Okay." The princess has this heart, and I am very moved. ”

Huang Yi'an followed the conversation and asked how Zhang Xi's preparations were.

Who knew that she just mentioned "Li Zizhen", Zhang Xi's originally comfortable eyebrows and eyes immediately wrinkled, and said impatiently: "I don't want to talk about him, I feel annoyed when I hear his name!" ”

Huang Yi'an was stunned, not mentioning Li Zizhen, so how can you talk about this family business?

Huang Yi'an observed Zhang Xi's expression, and saw that the originally comfortable and sassy girl had a sense of mania and depression between her eyebrows at this time, and her hands subconsciously pinched the corners of her clothes, as if she was ready to whip someone at any time, or hold the pillow and cry secretly.

Huang Yi'an thought for a while and said tentatively: "If you don't like Li Zizhen, then it's better to simply ask Grandpa Guo and Duchess Guo to withdraw from their relatives, so as not to get tired of each other after marriage and delay their lives in vain." ”

Zhang Xi pursed his lips and did not speak.

Huang Yi was relieved, Zhang Xi was unwilling to withdraw from his family.

With Zhang Xi's personality, if she is not satisfied with this family business, it is absolutely impossible to wronged herself to marry for the sake of the so-called face, which shows that she does not dislike Li Zizhen, nor is she dissatisfied with this family business, so there is only one possibility for this instant change of mood - as the marriage date approaches, Zhang Xi is becoming more and more anxious.

It's like after she learned that she was canonized as the queen, didn't she also lock herself up for several days? It's a little different, but that's pretty much what it means.

Huang Yi'an took Zhang Xi's hand and smiled softly: "Sister Zhang, do you remember that after the edict was issued, I locked myself in the West Chamber for several days and did not see guests?" ”

Zhang Xi didn't know why Huang Yi'an suddenly turned to this, and nodded puzzled.

Huang Yi'an saw that Zhang Xiken responded to her, so he continued: "At that time, I thought, I heard that the palace is a place of deceit and treachery, if I go in, what should I do?

"The emperor's power is unpredictable, if I accidentally touch the holy wrath and hurt myself, if it affects my family, how can I be good?

"There are also cumbersome rules and etiquette in the palace, my daughter of a little Jiupin civil official, the first time she goes to such a solemn place, will she say or do something wrong and make people laugh? Will the palace people be unconvinced and deliberately embarrass me......

"I thought about it a lot, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that the palace was a very terrible place, so scared that I could only hide under the covers and cry, and no one would see me.

"It wasn't until you came that day that I slowly figured it out, what I was actually afraid of was not the palace, nor the emperor, nor the Sensen Palace...... I just didn't know how to deal with the upheaval of my life, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to adapt to these changes, so I spent my days worrying and sorrowing and washing my face with tears.

"However, it wasn't until I entered the palace that I found that the palace was not terrible at all, and the emperor would not lose his temper at every turn...... As for those rules and etiquette, even if you accidentally make a mistake once or twice, it doesn't matter at all.

"At this time, I realized that the life in the palace was not what I imagined, and I couldn't help but feel that I was so stupid after being scared and crying for days by those conjectures in my head......

Zhang Xi didn't understand why Huang Yi'an suddenly mentioned that she was canonized as the latter at first, you know, because of Zhang Lan, they have always avoided talking about it in the palace, even if Huang Yi'an would spend all the palace people every time, leaving only Amei to serve closely.

But listening to it, Zhang Xi slowly smacked the taste - Huang Yi'an saw that she became moody and suffered from gains and losses as the marriage date approached, and deliberately used these words to enlighten her!

Especially the sentence "I just don't know how to face the upheaval of life, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to adapt to these changes", it was like an empowerment, and she suddenly found the crux of the increasingly cloudy mood these days.

In the final analysis, she, like Huang Yi'an, is afraid that her existing life will be broken, and she is just worried about the unforeseeable future!

Thinking about it like this, Zhang Xi's heart suddenly brightened, she held Huang Yi'an's hand tightly, and said with a moved face: "Sister An, I understand!" ”

Huang Yi'an saw that Zhang Xi swept away the previous manic depression and decadence, and the whole person seemed to be happy to get the withered seedlings of the rain, and immediately came back to life, so he also relieved himself and nodded with a smile.

It's not in vain that she made up this tirade on the spot.

What the palace is like, and what is the emperor, in fact, she knew it before entering the palace......

No, in fact, she is a little unclear now, especially the emperor who has changed the most compared to her previous life......

Zhang Xi, who wanted to figure it out, happily went to find the wedding gift of the Duke of Shouyang.

Since Princess Shouyang is so generous, she can't live up to the other party's heart, right? Whether it's a coral interstitial screen or that Hu Dongzhu, which can add luster to her ten-mile red makeup!

married into the Li Mansion with full style, she didn't believe that she couldn't fight the world!

……

After sending away Zhang Xi, who was "dead wood in spring", Huang Yi'an was ready to take care of the palace affairs handed over to her by Empress Dowager Li, but as soon as she sat down, Qi Yu came in with a depressed face.

Huang Yi'an hurriedly stepped forward to salute and asked with a smile: "Why did Your Majesty come back so early today?" ”

Recently, the implementation of the new policy has not been smooth, Qi Yu usually has to be busy until late to come back, and today's sunset is still hanging in the western sky, and this time he came back too early.

Qi Yu helped her up, smiled perfunctorily, and sat there drinking tea.

Huang Yi'an was shocked, but he didn't ask much, only took the fan in Amei's hand and fanned him personally.

The two of them sat silently for a long time, Qi Yu raised his hand to grab Huang Yi'an's fanning hand, pulled her into his arms, gently rubbed her wrist for her, and sighed with a smile: "Tired, rest." ”

Huang Yi'an obediently put down the fan, and Qi Yu kneaded her wrist.

The fan that has been shaking for so long is indeed a little sore.

After rubbing it for a while, Qi Yu raised his head and smiled: "I'm hungry, is there anything to eat?" ”

The smile was decadent and reluctant, and he looked a little pitiful.

Huang Yi'an's heart soured for some reason, and then she replied in a gentle voice that she had never had before: "What Your Majesty wants to eat, I'll go to the small kitchen to cook it." ”

"Anything is fine, as long as you do it." Qi Yu hugged the person in her arms, buried her head in her shoulder socket and muttered in a low voice.

Fortunately, I have this person with me.

Fortunately, there is such a warm place to go when you are sad and helpless.