Chapter 19: Parental Heart Disease
When you are looking at the scenery, the people watching the scenery are looking at you from the bridge.
When Jian Qing was looking at the food box, Shen Cang was also standing in the courtyard watching her. He saw Xiao Qizuo staring at the food box for a long time, not knowing what he was pondering, and then carefully opened the food box, which was empty and empty. Xiao Qizuo fell into deep thought again.
The door in the backyard was closed, and if Xiao Yanzuo wanted to go ahead, he wouldn't be able to go at all. Unless, Xiao Qizuo made a matter of sliding the door and picking the lock, Shen Cang decided that if Xiao Qizuo really dared to do this, he would not be able to stand by no matter what.
Jian Qing straightened up, she looked at Shen Cang, Shen Cang originally wanted to hide, but when he found that hiding was redundant, he scratched his head and walked over with some embarrassment.
"Will you prove it to me?" Jian Qing asked.
"Proof what?" Shen Cang was puzzled.
"Prove you've seen this food box here. Come here, take a look at this food box. Jian Qingchao gave in and motioned for Shen Cang to come forward.
Shen Cang was even more puzzled, and he didn't really want to hear Jian Qing, who did he think he was, and he gave orders to himself.
But just now, this little trick clearly scolded His Highness, and Elder Zhang wanted to move this little trick, but His Highness protected it. Shen Cang, a little eunuch, because he was clever and had good riding skills, was only brought out this time, he couldn't assess the depth of Jian Qing, so he had to step forward according to his words and look at the box up and down, front and back, left and right.
"A piece of paint has fallen off the inside of the handle, the paint surface of the front treasure flower has faded a little, and the edges and corners on the left side have touched a piece the size of a nail shell, have you remembered these features?"
"Remember!" Shen Cang decided to listen to this little man's work first, and then report back to the prince to see how the prince decides.
Jian Qing let out an "um", a little reluctant to return the same way, but as Shen Cang thought, she had no choice but to go out of the broken wall.
About half a cent of the backyard was planted with two pear trees in the middle, which were already above the roof. Every spring, the shoots are extracted, and after a spring of growth, the branches are luxuriant, and the canopy can cover almost the entire yard, so the land in the yard is not barren, there is a lack of sunshine and rain, and there are no weeds growing on the ground.
A gravel path leads from under the eaves of the backyard to a small door in the back wall. The door was locked, and because the wall was broken, it also lost its proper function.
Zhao Di didn't wait there anymore, and Jian Qing breathed a sigh of relief. When she turned over again, Shen Cang didn't know what kind of mentality he had, so he actually helped her.
"Thank you!" Jian Qing was not pretentious, and besides, she had long seen that Shen Cang was a eunuch. Although eunuchs don't care about men and women, Jian Qing still treats Shen Cang as a man, but this is just a teenager.
"You're welcome!" Shen Cang and the others let go as soon as Jian Qing stood firm outside the wall. He couldn't help but ask, "Jian Yanzuo, can you tell me what's going on with that food box?" I'm afraid that when my master asks for a while, I won't be able to answer. ”
He had long seen that this little man was different from others. She has a pair of very transparent eyes, and she does not look down on him for seeing through his identity. There was compassion in her eyes, and because of this, he felt very warm.
Sure enough, Xiao Zuozuo relented, she should have refused to say it.
"You say, I suspect that Wang Pu drank wine here on the third night of the first month. I'm just skeptical. ”
"Jian Yanzuo, did you guess based on this food box?"
"Well, it's also possible that someone else put it here on purpose. This house has not been inhabited for many years, and some things thrown here may make people unaware of it. So, I'm not sure. ”
Jian Qing went home to wipe his body clean, and Cui Shi came back. She was carrying a package on her back, and she was sad to see that her daughter's pants were a little wet and stained with mud.
"What's going on?"
"I accidentally fell." Jian Qing was about to go out, but Cui Shi stopped her.
Jian Qing sat on the kang for a while, his butt was dried a little, Cui Shi came out of the house and handed her a pair of thin cotton pants with floral cloth, "Put it on, if you freeze your body out, what will you do in the future?" ”
It was a ninety percent new pair of pants, the clothes that my mother pressed to the bottom of the box.
Jian Qing imagined the warmth of wearing these cotton pants, and she looked at her father.
Jian Chong avoided her gaze and looked out the window, his drooping eyelids covering the look in his eyes, and Jian Qing couldn't guess his father's thoughts. Jian Qing shook his head and pushed his mother away, "Don't change, I'm afraid of people's jokes." ”
It's a pity that the single pants on her body are too small, and they are almost tied to her legs, otherwise, it doesn't matter if you wear cotton pants inside and a pair of pants on the outside.
Cui Shi thought that Jian Qing refused to wear it because her father didn't say anything, and she was so angry that tears appeared in her eyes, "You say something, aren't you afraid that the child will be frozen out?" ”
Jian Chong turned his head slowly, his lips twitched twice, "Qing'er, Dad......"
"Don't change!" Jian Qing was categorical, "Even if my father asks me to change it, I won't change it." The case is already a bit of an eyebrow, and I'm busy. ”
She got up and walked outside, Cui Shi took two steps, grabbed her arm, and begged, "There is no shortage of money you earn at home." ”
"Mother, it's not a matter of money, I like to investigate cases very much, I can't live a lifetime like others in my life, going around the house all day long, drowning in family trivialities."
Cui Shi didn't know what she thought, she was sad, she let go weakly, hid her face with one hand and cried. When Jian Qing heard this cry, her heart was drunk, she had already crossed the threshold with one foot, and she had to withdraw it and take her mother into her arms, "Okay, don't cry, what's there to cry about?" ”
"It's all the family that has troubled you!" Cui Shi whimpered, and when she heard the voice, she knew that she was extremely devastated.
In his previous life, Jian Qing saw many people who had emotional breakdowns and chose to cut themselves, some jumped from the top of a tall building, some took a whole bottle of sleeping pills after dressing themselves up and groomed themselves, and there were ...... who committed suicide by cutting their wrists while lying in a bathtub soaked in roses and perfume.
Later, as Jian Qing grew older and experienced more things, he realized that in this life, there will always be times when he encounters setbacks, when he wants to change and can't do anything, some negative emotions will come out like the devil, pulling people's thinking into a cramped corner, if he doesn't try to struggle out, he will keep going around there, feeling that there are walls in all directions, and he will hit walls everywhere.
If you are lucky, you will be able to walk out of the direction when you encounter someone pulling you, and slowly find the only direction without a wall; There are people who are strong in their hearts and are able to calm down and find a way out. And more people, the more they hit a wall, the more anxious they are, the more they collapse, and over time, their psychology will become pathological.
Mother thinks that this family is burdening herself, so she can't be a normal girl, right? Jian Qing thought to herself, she raised her head and just saw half of her father's face facing this side, refracting a little crystal light.