A loser's self-report

In view of the mechanism of the vertical and horizontal leave slip, I will nag at the same time as asking for leave, which coincides with the beginning of the school year and happens to be a negative teaching material.

But I hope you don't think I'm selling miserable marketing☆~

The reason I wrote this novel was that I missed too many courses in college, and even received an academic warning, and then I really didn't want to go to school last summer, so I took a year off to see if I could adjust my mentality, and if I could make a living by writing novels, then I wouldn't go to school - it seems that I don't have that much determination at the moment.

Although there is indeed a reason to help with the renovation of the house (there is no money, a large part of it is done by our father and son), I actually still have a lot of time, and at my normal rate of 1,000 words per hour, I can still make a 2,000 word change every day.

Originally, I was thinking about two chapters a day, 5,000 words, but it basically didn't materialize, so I'm sorry.

So where do I spend my time?

Because the mobile phone at that time was very bad (I basically took the word of the mobile phone code), the storage space was not enough, so I read the novel book comics every day, played Yu-Gi-Oh, played mobile games through cloud games, and then learned to wander around on NGA, read the news everywhere, and collect information in the name of it (in fact, it still has some effect), and time is so wasted - I just finished reading the Old Testament 18 of the forbidden novel, but I read the anomaly twice.

Anyway, I really want to write the story that has been brewing in my head for a few years, but I am worried that I can't write it well, and I am too lazy to do it, so I always think about it in my head, and several books come in turns, which is simply inexplicable.

In fact, according to the original plan, this book should have been written to 1.5 million words, and another book should have saved a hundred chapters of manuscript, but what about the result? At present, I owe 400,000 words to this book, and the other book only has the setting - I still don't know how to write an outline, only a rough plot arrangement, so I still forget the setting from time to time, I'm very sorry.

So what is the cause of all this?

Maybe I didn't know why I was studying, right?

In junior high and high school, because my parents and teachers were pressing, I still studied hard, and I became a lot interested in individual courses - not that I bragged, I could read high school biology and geography books as novels.

But I completely abandoned it in college, playing games, watching anime, reading novels, reading comics, all of which were better than my studies that I didn't like.

Don't be in a hurry, I know it's because I don't feel pressured, but I'm also thinking about one thing: if I had chosen biology at that time, would it have been better, or if I had gone straight to normal school, would it have been much better?

Anyway, I feel that there is nothing wrong with the saying that "interest is the best teacher", so I hope that all college students should try to choose their favorite majors, anyway, only the graduation certificate is more important, and I think it is better than not being able to study in the first place in a major that I don't like.

I don't know what to say, please forgive me