Chapter Twenty-Nine: Separation and Survival
Hearing Murong Chong call her a sister, I think this woman should be Murong Ying, the princess of Qinghe.
Originally, Murong Chong was already white enough, this woman was more like a person made of ice and snow, Qing Ling Ling stood there, like a fairy, left behind and independent, even if you accidentally touched a corner of her clothes, it was as if you desecrated her.
Murong Chong was born very similar to her, but Murong Chong's eyebrows are softer and more feminine, on the other hand, Murong Ying's eyebrows are strong, and there is more of a trace of manly heroism, but it is this trace of heroic decoration that makes her exquisite and beautiful facial features more three-dimensional**, which is described as "beautiful and sassy" in the current buzzword.
"Sister...... Can you lend me the Dream Fairy Pillow again? ”
Murong Chong asked cautiously.
"What else do you want it for? I borrowed you the first time, because you were riddled with nightmares and couldn't sleep, but I didn't expect you to be dependent, or did the girl in the dream make you unable to let go? ”
"I ......"
"You must know that what you have to face is always this bloody and turbulent world, and the gentle dreamland of peace and clarity and the company of beautiful women can only be your temporary resting place, not an excuse for you to escape from reality, blindly indulging in it, that is a cowardly act."
“……”
"And the Dream Immortal Pillow is no longer in my hands, in the Qin Palace in Chang'an, in the hands of the old man Fu Jian, whom you hate the most, if you have the ability, you will kill it yourself in Chang'an and snatch it from him."
Murong Chong's whole body trembled.
"What? I don't want to hear the name Fu Jian, I feel disgusted when I hear it, right? I prefer to mention it, and I want to use this name to sound a wake-up call for you who have become weak and lax and indulged in children's affection. Have you forgotten who is the enemy who brought down my Great Yan Kingdom? Who is it that has made you and me prisoners? The crazy and perverted nights when you and I served together, the heart-rending desperate and helpless cries again and again, the humble forbearance that only wanted to survive until the blood and tears dried up, and the extremely humiliating nursery rhyme of 'one female and one male, both flying into the Purple Palace', told the bloody facts, these deep hatreds, these inhuman humiliations, have you forgotten all of them? ”
"That's enough, don't say any more."
"What? Afraid that girl will hear it? At that time, we could not resist, we could only be at the mercy, because we were weak and had no strength to be imprisoned, but now it is different, you are both free and powerful, and you have more mind and power to use all the power that can be mobilized, only if you personally lead the troops into Chang'an, kill into the filthy Purple Palace, cut off the head of Fu Jian's old horseman with your own hands, watch his blood drain, and watch his Qin land collapse, so that you can wash away your humiliation. Then you stand on the city tower and raise your arms and shout, call the emperor and the ancestor, and all the people surrender, until that moment, your life can be truly rewritten. ”
"That's what my sister said...... It's me who slacking off. Murong Chong finally lowered his head, his face full of shame.
I watched from the sidelines, watching as the aura of indifference and detachment gradually spread to the corners of Murong Chong's eyes and eyebrows, making the man who was just going to melt a little by me become hard and cold again.
Murong Ying held Murong Chong's thin cheek, stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the forehead: "Sister knows that you have had a hard time over the years, but it is rare that now the smoke of gunpowder is everywhere, the Qin State is shaking, and the decline has appeared, it is a good opportunity for you and me to try to restore the country, you must not retreat from weakness at this time, it doesn't hurt if you want to take that girl with you, just as a pastime when you are bored and lonely, in the future, you will be the emperor, what kind of woman in the world can't you get?" Don't delay big things for her, and hold a grudge for life. ”
I watched Murong Chong nod.
Lonely pastime? What kind of woman in the world can't get it?
These two words lingered in my ears, impacting my already fragile heart, and I felt anxious and uncomfortable.
Is Murong Chong positioning me in the same way? Even if I didn't have it before, after some brainwashing by his sister tonight, I will redefine the value of my existence!
"I have to rush back to the Qin Palace overnight, otherwise if the old thief finds out that I am not there, I will definitely be suspicious."
Murong Ying put on a cloak and hat, covering half of his face, and was about to walk outside the tent.
I quickly dodged and hid outside the tent.
Sending Murong Ying away, Murong Chong silently returned to his tent, did not go to bed directly, but drank the stuffy wine wholeheartedly, and I mixed a pot of medicinal wine with rosemary and brought it into his tent.
When Murong Chong saw me coming, he stood up happily, his eyes were shining, but he seemed to remember the promise he had made to Murong Ying just now, so he sat down and continued to drink: "It's so late, what are you doing?" ”
"I'll be with you......"
"Men and women don't kiss, and it's even more inappropriate to be in the same room at night, Miss Yan, please go back to your tent and rest early!"
Sure enough, I was much colder, I deliberately pretended to be stupid and couldn't hear it at all, and said in an ambiguous and slightly disgusted tone: "Do men and women kiss each other? A few days ago, I don't know who was ashamed to say, 'Touched me everywhere'? Along the way, they either carried or hugged, and now they are talking about 'whether men and women give or receive kisses'? ”
"How's that? Do you think you haven't been touched enough by me, or have you been so distracted that you're going to take the initiative to sacrifice yourself to me? Murong Chong's face suddenly gloomy, according to the past, if he said this kind of thing, the corners of his mouth would rise with a touch of banter, I could continue the conversation more unscrupulously, but at this moment there was no meaning to joke with me at all, just like when I first met him, I accidentally said that he was like a woman, and he turned over and pressed him, and said that I would see what a real man was, and the cold expression of the yin owl was exactly the same, which would make me believe that he could do anything next.
Frightened by his horrible appearance, I slammed the wine plate on the table and turned to leave.
Murong Chong used his body to block my way, grabbed my jaw, and said coldly: "What are you going to do?" Didn't you just say you wanted to accompany me! ”
I tried to push his arm away, but it shook him in the slightest: "You're not crazy, are you?" Let go of my sister, you pinched me, let go! ”
"Let go? It's too late now. I saw that he was very excited, not as if he was faking me, and that his eyes were only a pale amber color, but in his excitement his right eye took on a bewitching and strange turquoise color, like the eyes of beasts.
I screamed in fright, grabbed Murong Chong's wrist with one hand, and immediately three blood marks appeared on the snow-white skin, Murong Chong still didn't let go, but stopped my back with the other hand, picked me up, turned around and threw me on the bed without pity.
I watched him stride up and grab my arm, pull me in front of me, lean down and kiss me on the lips, and then rudely pull open my shirt and kiss me wildly on my chest and shoulder, I admit that I really want to be close to Murong Chong, but I don't want to do it in this way, I pulled out the bamboo hairpin he gave me on my head and stuck it heavily on his shoulder, not stabbing him, but enough for him to calm down.
"You really treat me as a lonely pastime?"
“…… Did you hear my conversation with my sister just now? ”
"I hear you."
Murong Chong let go of me, stood up, and sneered: "So, you also look down on me, dislike me, and dislike me for being a child prostitute and playing with others?" ”
I grabbed his arm and shook my head urgently: "I only know who hurt my face for blocking the claws of the pheasant essence, who even fell off the cliff with me to save me, who carried me all the way to seek medical treatment, who fought with the spirit for my life, if he was a captive and humiliated, these will only make me feel more sorry for him and want to help him protect him even more." ”
Murong Chong turned his head to look at me, his green eyes changed to a normal amber color, and Yingying flashed: "What you said is true?" ”
I said categorically: "If there is half a lie, I will not die well." ”
Murong Chong looked at me for a while before lowering his head and saying ashamedly, "I'm sorry!" I shouldn't have done that to you just now, I'm really dizzy. ”
I shook my head again: "I understand, you don't have to blame yourself. It's late at night, you rest! I'll go back first. ”
I straightened my clothes, got out of bed, and walked out of the tent.
"Little Shadow, will you really guard me forever and never leave me?"
Murong Chong finally asked me.
“…… Yes, I will always watch over you. ”
I didn't promise not to leave him, because I was going to leave him for a while, maybe for the rest of my life.
And what I do next may cause him to hate me for the rest of his life, but whether it's calling me stupid or calling me wishful thinking, it's the only way I can think of to protect him.
That is to steal Wang Jian to go to Chang'an, find him with the jade pendant that the uncle gave me, and then let him find a way to let me see Qin Emperor Fu Jian, and dedicate Wang Jian to him, if it is really "the one who wins the king sword wins the world", then Fu Jian should be able to calm the war in the north soon when he gets the king sword, as long as Murong Chong can't be the emperor, he will not be killed, and I can also use the king sword to invite merit, so as to exchange Fu Jian for the dream fairy pillow in his inner palace, this pillow is a treasure for me, For Yu Fujian, it may just be an ordinary object in his inventory, and Yu Wangjian's meaning to him at this time is simply not worth mentioning, and I believe he should not be reluctant.
I know that if I do this, I will retreat my relationship with Murong Chong into an abyss from which I will never recover, but if he thinks that I have betrayed him because of this, even if he finally finds me and kills me, I will have no regrets, but if I have the opportunity to repair the relationship with him in the future, find the place of origin together, and use the Dream Fairy Pillow to return to the modern era with him, it will be the best result.
But it wasn't until later that I realized what a stupid, absurd and self-righteous decision I had made, thinking that I could reach the point of fighting with heaven and against the destiny of heaven with my enthusiasm and bravery, and thinking that I was willing to bear any price and consequences, but I didn't know that people have always been just things of fate, and the consequences of fighting with heaven are often heartbroken and unbearable.