There is no white moonlight, there has never been.

If it had to be, it was just the first time he saw her and fell in love, but he forgot about her halfway through and hurt her again.

But she wouldn't believe it.

She had forgotten him, and her first memories of him had never been restored.

He couldn't tell her either.

Telling the past at an inopportune opportunity will only make her more unbelieving, and it will only make her more repulsive and disgusted with herself.

He had to wait.

It's been waiting so long for her to come back, and it doesn't hurt to wait a little longer.

"Nope." He said in a deep voice.

His gaze was too deep and hot, even if Mu Shihuan avoided it, he could clearly perceive it.

The curve of her lips was a little shallow to almost nothing, and she said lazily and indifferently: "Mr. Li said no, then no, it has nothing to do with me, is Mr. Li finished talking now?" ”

"Nope." Li Jingyan is a scoundrel.

Mu Shihuan sneered, not surprised.

"Tell me what else you want to say." She glared at him very happily and said.

She is completely like listening to other people's stories, as if she has nothing to do with herself and will not care.

Li Jingyan's chest was suffocated, especially when he thought of the next words.

"The day of your accident," he stared at her, every word almost burst out from deep in his throat, as the air pressure around him became low, his throat tightening. ”

On the day of the accident......

Again, the word that had to uncover her memory.

"I know," still smiling lightly, Mu Shihuan kindly finished speaking for him, "It's just to save Miss Meng, she has been threatened with her life, you have to save her, whether it is for her special feelings, or in order to repay the favor of the Meng family, Mr. Li has to go, right?" ”

Save......

At this moment, Li Jingyan was sure that she must have seen something that day, about the picture of him saving Meng Liang, he should have known that since it was a trap, how could it be only aimed at him.

But even so, knowing that what she saw might be the last straw that crushed her, Li Jingyan's chest was still indescribably suffocating, like crushing a boulder.

It's too heavy.

"You don't believe me?" He asked, staring at her.

Sentence after sentence, Mu Shihuan has obviously begun to lose patience and doesn't want to chat with him anymore.

"Mr. Li," she sighed faintly, and then put on a serious look, calmly and coldly informed, "You are not who I am, I don't love you anymore, to me you are just an insignificant person, for such a person, I believe it or not." ”

A few words of understatement, but it is tantamount to stabbing Li Jingyan in the heart a few times.

He understands that no matter what he says, it is justification and deception in her eyes, and whatever he says will not make any waves for her.

Because she doesn't care.

Only when you care about a person will you be entangled in whether to believe in him, and you will feel sorry for him.

But she won't.

He just...... People who don't matter.

The thin lips were pursed into a line, and Li Jingyan was silent.

Mu Shihuan had a smile in his eyes that deepened, but there was no temperature: "What else does Mr. Li have to say, let's talk about it together, don't waste any more time, okay?" I'm so tired and want to rest. ”

"I left that day to find out who was behind the scenes, and I promised to temporarily separate from you, but also to paralyze him," Li Jingyan finally said, "Whether you believe it or not, what I said is true." ”

"Oh......" Mu Shihuan nodded, signaling that he heard, "Is there anything else?" ”

"The favor owed to the Meng family has long been paid off."

"yes, I heard you."

No matter what he said, she looked indifferent.

The throat became more and more obscure, Li Jingyan stared at her, and finally said the next words: "You are not the Mu family, I didn't know about it very early, it was because Mu Sinian had other thoughts about you, so I secretly checked this matter." ”

Mu Shihuan was originally playing with the pillow carelessly, but when he heard this, he paused abruptly.

They are all adult men and women, and they don't understand what the so-called different minds mean-

Men must have taken a fancy to women.

But the object is the year of mousse.

He actually ......

"He knew it a long time ago, a long time ago."

Before saying this, Li Jingyan didn't think about it, but he thought that it would be better to tell her, even if she wanted to take revenge on him, she would never choose to be with Mu Sinian, in other words, he was cutting off the possibility of Mu Sinian.

Although it is not his style to do this kind of thing behind his back, but he will not regret it.

As for what happens after the mousse annual meeting, it is impossible to have him.

The shock and repulsion at that moment finally dissipated, and Mu Shihuan's hand was back on the pillow to play.

"What else?" She asked again casually, and the look on her face had quietly returned to normal, and no one could see it anymore.

The distance is still growing.

Her coldness was so obvious.

Li Jingyan's eyes were as dark as splashing ink, and he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse to the extreme, and he could find the tension in it if he listened carefully: "The trust between you and me." ”

"As you said at the beginning, our distrust is mutual," he said, staring at her for a moment, "but it won't." ”

Mu Shihuan still looked careless: "Really? ”

"Yes."

She smiled, as bright as a rose.

"Mr. Li," she said slowly, her lips curling in a charming arc, and continued lightly, "It's late, I don't need it, I don't love you anymore, I don't care if I believe it or not." ”

Don't love ......

It's the word again.

The nerves in her body seemed to be clenched in an instant, and then sharpened sharply, the pain continued, and the starry dark color overflowed from the depths of the bones and blood in the next second, and Li Jingyan blocked her with her words: "So what? ”

Mu Shihuan seemed to hear the joke and stared at him for a long time.

"So Mr. Li, tell me your ultimate goal." She didn't want to waste time with him in circles, she said, "If it's a man, be happy, tell me how to divorce?" Isn't it okay to get together and disperse? ”

"Three months," Li Jingyan said, "if you still insist on divorce after three months, I will sign and leave the house." ”

……

Mu Shihuan had another nightmare, a nightmare that he couldn't get rid of.

It was still the day she fell into the icy water, the bitter temperature made her unable to breathe, the feeling of suffocation was so strong, and death was so near.

It's cold.

It hurts too.

The bones hurt, and the whole body hurts, but the most painful thing is the heart.

The heart that was hurt by Li Jingyan was full of holes.

Bloody.

It can no longer be recovered.

The picture turns, it is the time when she is lying in the dark of the hospital bed, her soul seems to be stripped away, floating aside and watching herself in the bed torture but unable to help anything.

It's really ...... It hurts so much.

It hurt so much that she just wanted to escape.

But she couldn't escape.

In the next second, the picture changed again, and it became that she was standing in the desert, and the yellow sand was rolling and blurred her eyes, and she couldn't hear anything except the wind.

No.

And the sound of gunfire.

Shots rang out, bullets came at her, and she didn't dodge.

Soon, the blood flowed out, the smell of blood spread, and then there was a similar scene, and she could always dream of a gun pointed at her, followed by her wounded, and on the horse, she lay so weakly on the back of the horse.

And the blood that flowed from her calf flowed all the way.

"Bang-"

Suddenly, it was another bang.

Mu Shihuan opened his eyes violently, cold sweat and heavy breathing.

The room was fully heated, but she still felt so cold, unconscious, she bent her legs and hugged herself quietly, as if this was the only way to resist the cold a little.

Not really.

Still sore and cold.

Gritting his teeth, Mu Shihuan closed his eyes and forcibly forced himself to suppress those emotions.

can't think about it anymore, she has more important things to do, returning to this city is not for her to remember the pain, what she wants to do is to divorce Li Jingyan, find the master and junior brother, and find out the truth about her father Mu Jingzhou's death.

Other......

But she knows very well that whether she is looking for her master's little brother or her father's death, she can't get around the mysterious person behind the scenes.

She recovered the memory before she disappeared, but in fact, that memory was very short, it was just how she forced Li Jingyan to marry her at first sight, after all, it didn't take long for her to have an accident and disappear.

It was important to her that while recovering that period and that time, she had forgotten some of the details of the time of her memory loss.

Like what......

The man who caused her and Li Jingyan to distrust each other at the beginning, Li Jingyan thought that the man she loved before she lost her memory for the first time, she couldn't remember.

For example, the dreams she had could no longer be recalled.

She didn't know if it was memory impairment or something else, otherwise how could she have lost her memory twice, and then so happened to forget some details when she remembered one of the memories.

The more she thought about it, the more chaotic Mu Shihuan's brain became, and in the end, she was so chaotic that she couldn't sort it out, and her heartbeat seemed to quietly become faster, and her chest was more like something was about to rush out.

She simply couldn't avoid it.

Whether it's a divorce or finding someone to find out the truth, the mysterious person behind the scenes is entangled.

Who is he?

own past......

"Buzz—"

Suddenly, the vibration sound of the mobile phone sounded in the extremely quiet bedroom, which startled Mu Shihuan coldly.

She subconsciously reached for her phone.

On the screen, Yu Linshang's name flashed.

She breathed a sigh of relief and connected, "Hey." ”

……

For the next few days, Mu Shihuan stayed in the apartment to recuperate.

Because she was not at ease, Li Yan would come to accompany her every day, and the next day she simply moved over to accompany her for a period of time to take care of her, Mu Shihuan wanted to refuse, but after thinking that Li Yan would not appear again after this, she agreed.

But she never thought that Li Jingyan was so shameless now, even if she said something like that that day, the two broke up so unhappily, and he could reappear as if nothing had happened.

Mu Shihuan began to think about changing houses, accompanied by Li Yan, the two also looked at a lot of new houses, even second-hand houses, but there was never a suitable one, Li Yan asked her to move to her, but Mu Shihuan refused.

After two days, Li Jingyan suddenly stopped appearing, and the matter of finding a house was temporarily put on hold.

That's it, and it's time for next week—

The day when the Mousse Year held a birthday banquet for the old man Mu.