He clearly caught the sadness that welled up in her eyes.

Has he hurt her so far?

Shi Boyan wanted to ask her, but at this moment, looking at Tong Wu's pale face and the pain in her eyes, he couldn't ask.

Even, for a moment, I felt that I had no face to face Tong Wu.

He let out a long mouth dryly, but in the end, he just asked—

"Have you been so miserable in the past few years with me?"

The vivid, bright girl in his memory, who was full of youth and a dazzling smile in front of him all the time, how could she be in pain?

Would such a smart person hide his pain so well?

Shi Boyan always felt that Tong Yu still had something very important to hide from him, but he couldn't find out.

If it was because of his mother, Tong Wu couldn't bear it anymore and fought back directly, Tong Wu didn't suffer a loss at his mother's hands.

Not to mention, it will make her miserable.

But he had seen grief and despair in her eyes several times, and after the despair, the way she looked at him was full of hatred.

Shi Boyan didn't figure it out.

He even thought about whether he had an emotional disorder that made him unable to empathize with Tong Wu's heartache, and he went to see a psychiatrist for this.

The doctor said that he was just a bland personality that he had developed since childhood, and that he might not be as enthusiastic and direct as others in terms of emotional expression, but this was not a category of emotional disorders.

Therefore, he is even more confused.

If it was someone else, he might think that the person was moaning innocently, but Tong Wu......

Tong Yu was stunned for a moment when she heard Shi Boyan use the word "pain" when she asked her this question.

When she looked at Bo Yan's serious eyes, she subconsciously wanted to deny it.

However, the word denial was stuck in his throat and could not be spoken. Let's look for books

Is it painful?

The five years that chased him were actually not painful at all, and it could even be said that they were her happiest years.

Everyone thinks that she is chasing after Shi Boyan, less reserved and shameless for girls, but she doesn't think so.

After all, the man she liked was right in front of her eyes, and it was more worthy of her pleasure than anything.

Although Shi Boyan did not give her a clear response, his attitude towards her has always been gentle and even conniving.

That's what made her have that unrealistic fantasy.

If there were no fantasies, there would be no despair like that in the previous life, and there would be no tragedy in the previous life.

Isn't all this precisely because of the fact that the years of chasing him were not only painful, but also made her feel extremely happy?

So, is it painful?

She repeated Shi Boyan's question.

Of course it wasn't painful, but she couldn't say it, after all, her ending in her previous life was really too painful and painful......

Shi Boyan saw that she didn't speak, but the grief inadvertently revealed in her eyes was already the best answer.

He didn't have the face to ask again.

Perhaps, in those five years, her happiness and her freshness were also pretended.

Faced with a man who never gave her any emotional response, how could she not be in pain after five years of hard work?

He couldn't empathize, not because he was emotionally lacking, not because he was emotionally weak, but because—

He had never experienced the enthusiasm and persistence of Tong Maid when she chased him, so he couldn't feel her heartache and disappointment.

Plus a family like his......

After thinking about it for a while, Shi Boyan understood.