On this day, Hua Lonely, who returned home from school, was depressed and lifeless, and even the shadow of pushing the door into the house revealed the sadness of being loveless.

Completely ignoring Yuan Pingqing's strange gaze, she locked herself in the small and dim bathroom of the house.

Turning on the old-fashioned faucet, in the sound of running water, Hua Lonely whimpered and cried sadly.

Originally, in this poor and simple home, she didn't dislike it, but she didn't like the darkness and dampness in the bathroom.

If it is a bright incandescent lamp, it can be as cold and clear as the moonlight.

Because the white daylight seems to have a special skill, it can euphemistically filter out some uncomfortable visual feelings for those old black tiles;

Anyway, Hua Pingjin is a person with a rather barren spiritual world, and he definitely doesn't have these responsibilities or thoughts that can slightly improve the quality of family life and pursuits, he just uses the cheapest round bulb, which emits a dull yellow light, like an unsightly little daughter-in-law, illuminating a small space, looking obscene and not bright.

But Hua Lonely is different, she actually locked herself in today, and with the sound of rushing water, she hid inside and cried.

Just because, Zhang Xin told her that if it went well, she would finish the current semester at the latest, and in the summer vacation before the third year of high school, Zhang Xin would transfer to another boarding middle school in another county that was famous for its strictness.

Such an arrangement, looking at the entire reading circle, is not surprising.

Think about it, since there is Zhang Ting's parents, they take a fancy to the teachers of the key schools in G Province, and they go to G Middle School from other places and hand over their children to the parents who supervise the whole process of learning by the teachers in the boarding class; Of course, there will be people like Zhang Xin's parents who make a similar choice, and arrange their children to go to another school that focuses on militarized management demon training methods, strengthens their grades, and overcomes the difficulties of the third year of high school to be admitted to the ideal university.

Since someone comes, there will always be someone who leaves, and energy is conserved.

But Hua Lin doesn't understand, doesn't he say that the master leads him into the door and cultivates himself, isn't it enough to spend money on make-up classes for so long?

Also, if selfishly speaking, G Middle School is a veritable key institution with a history of 100 years, then even if Zhang Ting's parents mobilize resources to transfer to this school, this move is really understandable;

Could it be that it is far away and smelly?

Why did Zhang Xin's parents give up the school that they had worked so hard to transfer to, and deliberately sent Zhang Xin to another place, will that place be more powerful than our province's focus?

Besides, can simply relying on transferring schools and seeking a new environment really improve students' daily performance and develop better study habits?

In addition, this feeling of separation welled up in my heart, and Hua Lin was too familiar.

Since her elementary school days, Bai Xingyi, who originally had such a good relationship, chose to transfer her school because of her parents' good intentions, and she couldn't help but say that she didn't ask for opinions.

There is a different kind of heartbeat surging in recall, thinking about that time, the young Bai Xingyi still has a sincere heart for Hua Lone, and he has also taken her feelings into account many times, and said some warm and heartwarming words.

If Bai Xingyi hadn't left back then, wouldn't everything have been different?

They can still know each other and accompany each other, even if there is no Hongluan Xingdong, can they evolve a pure friendship like Cen Lin and the fat man?

Later, different high school entrance examination volunteers also separated her from Ge Taisheng, and how many years of growing together, the collective honor of a class and the honor and disgrace of raising the national flag were all in vain.

In a completely unfamiliar environment, it was Zhang Xin who took the lead in bringing her full of kindness to her like an angel, and Zhang Xin's memory is still full of the highlights of Hua Li's junior high school days.

Zhang Xin did not dislike her for being poor, did not dislike her for being ugly, did not dislike her for not seeing the world, and became her first closest friend in high school.

Bright and secret, Hua Lin has received a lot of favors from Zhang Xin.

After the division of arts and sciences, as long as she was on campus, whenever she saw Hua Lonely, Zhang Xin would run over and hug her with her dancing.

Now, she says she's going to transfer schools.

This means real separation.

Of course, the matter of separation will come sooner or later.

After the college entrance examination, it is normal to go their separate ways.

But the difference is that at that time, she will also leave, leave the city that gave her unhappy growth memories, and fly away.

But for now, the one left behind is still her.

Nothing is more painful than this.

Hua Lonely is too reluctant, but there is nothing he can do to change anything.

Frankly speaking, at this time, there were no tears.

In fact, adolescent girls are always easy to fall into a kind of sadness and hypocrisy, which is a kind of emotional propaganda, self-moving, and pulling her into the abyss;

But it is a kind of pulling in the spiritual world, and it is bound to go through such a twisting process.

On the other hand, Zhang Xin at this time has her own pain and confusion.

Zhang Xin, who was young, didn't know why his mother Zhang Luo was so complicated in the matter of reading.

Dating back to the beginning of kindergartens, most of the nursery schools were dominated by various enterprises, and not everyone could get into the public nursery school.

Zhang Xin was able to enter because his parents were both cadres in the system.

However, with such good conditions, she has changed her kindergarten once.

In addition, Zhang Xin's home has always lived next to the school where Hua Lin studied for nine consecutive years, less than 200 meters away in a straight line.

In terms of dividing the school district, Zhang Xin should have studied here, but the preschool of Zhang Xin Primary School was arranged in a better school, and he studied in the Affiliated Primary School of the Municipal Normal University and the Central Primary School respectively.

In junior high school, she successfully entered a better A, and among them, she transferred back to another school, and based on her mother's classmate relationship with the teacher, she was arranged to enter the class with Hua Lonely.

In private, she has been in the state of making up her homework at the teacher's house in A since junior high school, and she has never been out of touch with A middle school.

Parents pick up and drop off every night of make-up classes, and it is really rare to stick to the whole process.

It can be seen that Zhang Xin's parents' cultivation of Zhang Xin is indeed a double effort of energy and financial resources.

After coming to G Middle School, at the beginning of high school, he tutored English under Shitaimen, and therefore became familiar with Lu Yinuo.

In addition to English, at the beginning, she did not divide the arts and sciences, she made up physics, chemistry and mathematics; After the division, it was geography and political mathematics, and she didn't continue to make up any of them.

Maybe since she was a child, she always stops and goes in a certain place, and she can't take root, it seems that her identity is the duckweed in the sea of learning, and she is a passerby everywhere, and she has long been used to this rhythm.

And, judging from her perennial make-up experience:

The people around her, except for Hua Lone, who is really too poor and is not allowed to make up classes, anyway, most of the people who know a little friendship, I am afraid that Chen Huihua, a character who seems to be studying very well and is like a flower of the grade, is also making up classes in many places;

Cen Lin also made up math at the math teacher's house, but the time period was different.

But Zhang Xin just knew, and she also knew that the frequency of Cen Lin's make-up classes was not high, but at least this behavior was there.

Sometimes, when it comes to exams, Hua Lone's test is not good, Zhang Xin feels from the bottom of her heart that Hua Lone is a loss, everyone is in a state of making up classes, and she can only hold her own book, learn by herself, can't learn, can't read, can't ask.

Although there are also students who don't need to make up classes, they are academic tyrants after all, or students like Cheng Xian who are still smart and don't have a hard time learning.

Hua Lin insisted on staying in the science class, which really suffered.

Every time Hua Lin was beaten by her father because of her bad grades, she would cry aggrievedly, everyone was making up for the class, but in exchange for a more serious attack from her father.

Her father has always felt that this is a fallacy, making up classes is a shame, and if you don't study hard and don't hear the serious classes, how can you say that making up classes is the way out?

For Zhang Xin, she is going around and around, and it can be said that she has used the educational resources of the entire city, but in general, she takes the city as a circle.

It's good now, her mother used her brains again, and actually wanted to lead her to the "ditch", to a school that inexplicably didn't know what the so-called strict hell was.

The dormitory students in her eyes are the state of all the students in the two classrooms on the second floor of the school.

She is about to become one of them, and Zhang Xin can't imagine completely leaving the family's boarding life.

Zhang Xin herself knows very well that she is also afraid of loneliness.

In her tossing and turning study career, she always lacked a stable friendship.

Hua Lin is the person she wanted to meet and associate with in junior high school, and she was fortunate to be in the same class in high school, and came together, becoming her most trusted and closest little sister.

In Zhang Xin's view, even if the arts and sciences are separated, it cannot change the strong relationship between them.

She is not afraid of the threat of geography, and what really made her feel a sense of crisis was because of Su Ya's appearance.

If you leave, you are not sure that you have gone to a completely unfamiliar environment, no back road, no relatives and friends, and whether you are so lucky to be able to meet like-minded friends like Hua Lonely; Will Hua Lin forget himself, so that he only remembers Su Ya and Cen Lin.

If she could, Zhang Xin really wanted to fold Hua Lin and kick it in her pocket, and go to that school with her to board and study, so it would be perfect.

In addition, Zhang Xin didn't know what her mother thought at all, and why she was willing to send herself away?

Isn't intensive make-up classes enough?

For her to transfer to study, Zhang Xin heard a lot of quarrels between her parents.

Zhang Xin is not a wooden person, she can sense that the relationship between her parents is deteriorating.

Since when?

Zhang Xin couldn't say clearly.

In the process of Zhang Xin's growth, in her latent consciousness, her parents respect each other as if they were guests, with more respect and less love.

She is not as good at capturing people's hearts as Hua Lone, and her heart is as careful as hair, but she can also feel it more or less, and this state is not a representative of a good relationship between husband and wife.

Regarding Zhang Xin's various arrangements, in fact, his mother handled them all single-handedly, choosing a school and choosing a teacher, as long as his father put forward an opinion, his mother would reject it and only insist on himself.

Probably because of the countless compromises, this time it was even more excessive to send her farther away.

Her father was very dissatisfied and had several heated arguments with her mother.

But I don't know why, Zhang Xin is sure that her father is absolutely dissatisfied, she is undoubtedly the pearl of her father's palm, and her father's love for her since she was a child can be described as spoiled, and she has never said anything serious.

The dispute between their husband and wife also had this fuse, but Zhang Xin didn't directly hear his father's opposition during the whole process.

It seems that she is going to be sent away, although her father is not angry, but he also supports it by default, as if there is no other way.

This kind of heart, to say it, can only find Hua Lone, while she still has a month to study in this school, Zhang Xin wants to see Hua Lonely as much as possible, and Hua Lone's companionship.

So, Zhang Xin and Hua Lin made an appointment to go out at noon every day, and they could easily pinch the time to meet at the traffic light downstairs of Hua Lian's house.

Zhang Xin also dug out a "new favorite", which is a commissary, which is a storefront near the traffic light.

There was a certain brand of beef jerky that she liked the most, which was particularly spicy and delicious, but her mother always refused to let her eat it and restricted her from buying it.

Now that she has found out and found this "supply channel", how can she let it go?

Zhang Xin always likes to park the car at the door, waiting for the flower loneliness to appear, this moment of fragmented time, he uses his pocket money to buy a little hidden bag, and hides in the small bedroom to eat secretly when he goes home at night.

As soon as Hua Lin went out, she could see her bicycle from a distance, and she knew that she had arrived.

Hua Lin also made fun of Zhang Xin for this, when the time comes, when she goes to the boarding school, whether she wants to take it wholesale or not, her mother really can't control her.

Although the whole thing is unhappy, people still have to look forward, and they always have to rely on themselves to heal themselves, Hua Lin thinks so; There are pros and cons to everything, so she will change to a slightly more optimistic expression.

However, even if she didn't listen to Zhang Xin confide in herself, Hua Lin still held her doubts.

After all, as an only daughter, the educational resources she enjoys now are simply the pinnacle, why did she choose to go so far away to board and suffer?

How many points can you improve the results of the college entrance examination?

If you don't adapt and your grades plummet, will it be too much to gain and too exaggerated?