It turns out that some people are really the end of the world when they turn around. In the years when Kill Matt was popular, this sentence has also become the standard configuration of many young people's QQ space. It is not excluded that some people moan without illness, and it is not excluded that there are really people who really see through the pain of separation at the age of eighteen or nineteen.

I haven't seen Xie Min for many years, at least since. Where is the end of the world? And where is the cape? I'm afraid no one can answer. Just like Xie Min's whereabouts, I can't find the ends of the earth, nor can I find her .......

This summer, Lao Cai stayed with me in the village for a few days, and later, he was probably used to the hustle and bustle of the city, and he couldn't stand the boredom of sleeping in the countryside after dark, so he decisively returned to Chengdu.

I'm the only one left in the house. The plot of waking up suddenly in the middle of the night and finding that the lights were not turned off happened several times, and after waking up, I always habitually picked up my phone to take a look, and in the QQ friend interface, Xie Min's avatar is still gray.

I would love to talk to her, and it can be understood that I miss her very much. But since she met that night, her QQ has been offline.

That night she told me that she was there for the same reason I had first met her in the woods.

I remembered that night, what was the reason I was there? Actually, I went there to draw the talisman secretly. Later, Xie Min asked me if I went there to wait for her on purpose? I lied to myself, and to her, and nodded to her.

Is that understandable that the reason why she appeared in the grove was for me? It seems that it can be understood in this way. A thought flashed through my mind: she liked me. Yes, even though the idea is so unfounded, I just believe it. But why did she leave?

I lay on the bed, with the remote control in my hand and aimlessly changing the table. The advertisement of Guizhou Bailing is gone, and the nonsensical sentence of receiving brain platinum when receiving gifts has not been heard again. What I saw and heard the most was an underwear advertisement, and the sentence 'beautifying the body, changing as soon as you wear it' seems to dominate most of the TV stations. The only thing that could compete with it was the colorful stripes that appeared on the TV screens during the rest of the TV stations, and it was the buzzing sound that accompanied me that made me a little distracted. So I had to force myself to look at the underwear commercial.

I had nothing to do during the holidays, and day and night had long been reversed. But I didn't fall asleep again in the early hours of that morning, but got up at about six o'clock.

The sky was just slightly bright, and a layer of fish belly white appeared on the eastern mountain. Soon, the morning fog in the mountains began, and nothing was to be seen except for the bright red on the horizon.

I stood in the courtyard with my sliding keyboard machine and headphones in my ears, and what came from the headphones was Cecilia Cheung's "Star Wish" repeated over and over again.

There are many reasons to like a song, it can be because you like its tune, or it can be because of its lyrics. And the reason why I like this song "Star Wish" is that I think it should be its sad tone. I love listening to this song while feeling the pent-up feeling in my heart.

Just make a wish to the meteor and let you know that I love you .......

I finally understand the difference between love and like, just like the sentence I often see in QQ space: like is to want to get, and love is to want to give.

Before I met Xie Min, my ignorant heart seemed to throb, but I had never experienced how painful it was to miss someone to the extreme. I didn't want to get her, I just wanted to be able to see her often, to see her smile at me, to talk to her, to make me happy for a long time.

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A few days later, Song Mink came. I thought she wouldn't come to my house this holiday because she hadn't told me that she was coming, and there was no sign of coming.

She seemed surprised at first glance, maybe I was a little scary now. She said to me, "How did such a good young man become like this? My hair was almost as long as I was, and my eyes were bloodshot. What have you done? ”

I smiled at her and said, "Why are you here?" ”

"This is also my home, and I'm still your sister, what is this called?"

So from that day on, my life was back on track. Although it is still inevitable to wash your feet, at least three meals a day are guaranteed.

I wonder how Song Mink's cooking skills came about, although I can't say that the level is comparable to the chefs of several star hotels, but at least it is more than one and a half stars better than me.

But none of this matters, I didn't even refute her claiming to be my sister, so how could I care about that mess? Of course, it's because I'm lazy.

I'm quite happy about the arrival of Song Mink, and I finally have someone to talk to. Although she is a demon, I prefer to see her as a human being. There is some ambiguity in these words, I naturally just think about it in my heart, and the words I say will inevitably be scratched on my face by her paws.

Song Mink is here, and the suppressed emotions brought to me by Xie Min have undoubtedly been washed away a lot, because I am an out-and-out scumbag. If I want to be cold to anyone else, it's obviously impossible to be like an aphrodisiac in front of the heroine.

That day, Song Mink took my mobile phone and downloaded a song for me, she said that this song is quite cheerful, and the song "Star Wish" is too sad and not suitable for me.

I knew she could see that I was feeling a little down, so she did it. So I was also generous, and I didn't feel sorry for the traffic that only had a dozen megabytes left.

After downloading, I took my phone and took a look, it was a song called "Only You Know My Heart", and then I clicked play, and suddenly a cheerful tune came.

I'm behind you, secretly holding your hand.

You are not allowed to be shy, follow me and sleepwalk happily.

Gently touch your head and go for a walk in the park.

He rested his head on my chest and listened to my heartbeat.

……。

I was stunned when I listened to the familiar lyrics, because I had heard this song before, and the single had been looping for a long time. I remember when I was in the third year of junior high school, when I went to buy my last and my first mobile phone, the mobile phone store gave me a 5G memory card. At that time, listening to music with headphones plugged in was very enviable, so I asked the guy at the phone store to download some songs for me.

And there is such a song in those downloads, but unfortunately I can't find this song after my phone is broken, which once made me struggle for a long time.

It's not that I didn't remember that the name of this song was "Only You Know My Heart", but that the song on my phone at that time was not called this name at all, but called "Can't Touch That Happiness". I finally understood why I couldn't find this song later. It turned out that the guy had sent the song directly to my memory card from his computer, and he obviously liked the song so much that he even changed the name of the song. It seems that that guy is also a person with a story.

While listening to the familiar melody, I said to Song Mink: "I have heard this song, do you also like the female version?" ”

Song Mink nodded and told me that the female version was more feeling.

I nodded, didn't speak, and listened intently. But I was thinking in my heart, this female version is good, but the lyrics are not very scene-setting. Then when I heard the sentence 'lean my head on my chest and listen to my heart', my eyes involuntarily drifted to Song Mink's chest.

I swear, I don't really have any dirty thoughts and I don't see anything. Therefore, for no reason, I was slapped by Song Mink with a Nine Yin White Bone Claw, which made me feel very worthless.

There is no doubt that there is a lot of noise in the days when Song Mink is there, and she often pulls me up early in the morning and asks me to accompany her to watch the sunrise.

In summer, it is in the mountains, and the sun in the morning is not dazzling at all, and it is indeed very beautiful when it hangs on the top of the mountain like a big red apple. It is also very comfortable to shine through the fog and shine on the body. But I, a small farmer in the mountains, have watched it for more than ten years, and I don't feel it anymore. So I accompanied Song Mink to get up early in the morning and climb to the top of the back mountain, and let her jump and shout, I just sat on the side and dozed off.

To say that this Song Mink is also a demon cultivated in the mountains, how can it be the same as those soil buns in the city who have never seen the world? No matter how beautiful you are, you can't be excited like this, right? Bloodied my arms. You say you can jump, what are you doing with me? Pull me on, forget it, what are you holding me for? I almost fainted, really.

After watching the sunrise, Song Mink pulled me around the forest again, saying that the mountains here are very beautiful. Well, pretty is pretty, and the air is good. But I'm really tired, the mountain is not a grassland, it's not flat. I really experienced what it was like to open the road for the first time, and I was about to collapse when I was tired. I finally got home before dark, and as soon as I entered the door, I fell asleep.

I became more and more convinced that the little female ghost in the dream was made up by me, maybe I really had some kind of disease, right? was able to make up such an innocent girl, and named her.

That night, Xiaomeng angrily told me that Song Mink hugged me, and she wanted to hug me too. I smiled and accepted her embrace with open hands. Do you think this is something that a normal person can do? Maybe it's really the long-term inner depression that made me schizophrenic, and I made up a person who can be unscrupulous and can say anything to her.

I said to Little Dream, "You know what? I won't live past the age ...... twenty. ”

She nodded and told me she knew.

Yes, she knows. So I asked her, "Then won't you comfort me?" ”

She thought for a moment, then looked up and kissed me.

It's over, there's no doubt that the little dream is indeed made up by me, and I'm really sick. Otherwise, it is really impossible for such a beautiful thing to happen in reality, and the movie would not dare to be so ......, uh, the movie really dares to act like this, his uncle. It's not a good thing to watch too many movies, I really shouldn't have watched A Chinese Ghost Story so many times in the first place.

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