It's hard to speak
01.13。
The sky was covered with a layer of haze, and the air suppressed all human thoughts, so that all restless sounds stopped, and new restlessness was brewing.
Outside the hospital operating table, Jin Jin doesn't understand why this sunny and lively sister would overdose on sleeping pills, he can only attribute it to her strange rebellion.
"How's my sister?"
The old doctor rubbed his tired eyes, as if he had just lost his granddaughter, so he invested some personal feelings in the girl on the operating table who was about the same age as his granddaughter, "I am out of danger, but I still need to be hospitalized for observation." In addition, it should be noted that the patient is likely to take the medicine again, and it is best for family members to stay with them and carry out some psychological counseling. ”
The doctor opened his eyes again and carefully looked at the thin young man in front of him, "Spend more time with her, it's good to talk about anything." The doctor looked down at the girl, but could only sigh, shake his head, and go.
The raindrops fell on the ground, and a hazy cloud of smoke caught in it blocked most of what was visible.
Jin Hui struggled to open her tired eyelids, and saw the drizzle outside the window, and Jin Jin beside the bed had a gloomy face.
"I want to be alone for a while." She spoke softly, but reproached herself for cowardice.
"It's okay, I'll just sit here quietly and make no sound." Jin Jin didn't raise his head to look at her, he wouldn't commit suicide, he was even more afraid of suicide, and he was afraid of her suicide. He knew that he depended on her, and she was the only one in this world who was worth his struggle, otherwise he would be alone.
Jin Hui turned his head away, closed his tired eyelids, opened his mouth and closed it again, and opened his chapped mouth again and said, "You'd better go, go farther, the farther the better, so far that there will be no news from you since." I don't mean ...... After we separated, we were good to each other. ”
"Can you tell me what's going on, or what I'm not doing well, and tell me everything?"
She frowned, hating his desire to control for the first time ever. In his heart, it seems that without him, she can only sleep on the streets. She also prefers to sleep on the streets.
"It's not your fault, but it's also your responsibility, but I don't want to blame you, you treated me well, and I remember it all. It's just that...... Don't be so kind to me anymore, I just thought it through, since God doesn't want me to die, then I have to live well, but only if I have to leave you. ”
Jin Jin looked along the lines of the floor, as if he was walking through a labyrinth, and didn't know what to answer her. On weekdays, he would definitely end the topic without saying a word, but today in this special situation, he couldn't say anything.
"You know what? I need to protect myself, and your protection will only hurt me. Jin Hui couldn't help it, and a line of tears welled up in her eyes.
At this time, Jin Jinqian should not have touched the back of her cold hand, she was frightened, and immediately put her hand on her chest, staring at him with a surprised look.
"It's Luo Shengling!" She almost shouted, but when she saw his puzzled and aggrieved brow, she still held back her words, leaving her body trembling. From the first time she saw Luo Shengling, the eyes of the whole world in his hands, including her, had already told her: she was a lost deer who had fallen into the trap of a hunter. He could have eaten the fawn, as long as Jin Jin was in the trap.
Jin Hui didn't have time to explain, Jin Jin was already gray-faced and walked out with heavy steps.
……
"Develop my chip within a year, otherwise you won't want to see your sister."