Chapter 305: Doubts (7)
Today, the white bear did not go to work.
Instead, he went to a café with this colleague he had never met.
It's strange that there is such a café on this street, you know, there are office workers who have no interest in life, and there is no commercial street or school, and the owner of this café must have put the store here because of the water in his brain.
And the boss is also a sloppy middle-aged obese uncle.
But none of this matters, the white bear is more concerned about the guy in front of him.
......
"You say, you've been working in the factory for many years?"
"yes, I came here to work just out of school, and you see I'm in my 20s now." The man said calmly, like a normal person except for the face: "Hmm...... Although I think it is important for colleagues to manage interpersonal relationships well, it is ...... You're just pulling me to skip work, is it really okay? ”
The white bear tried to make himself look as little flustered as possible: "I'm sorry...... I really have something very important, so please be sure to help me, I can compensate you, salary, or whatever you want. ”
"Haha....... Of course not. The other party smiled and waved his hand: "Let's continue your question." ”
Bai Xiong took a sip of his drink and sorted out his thoughts by the way: "Okay, you said your name is Chen Xiao?" ”
"yes, does that need to be asked so many times?"
"Are you sure?"
"This ...... What the hell is this, who is not sure of their name? ”
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay, go on, I suddenly think you're quite interesting, I even think I used to know you very well, it feels weird."
Bai Xiong nodded inexplicably: "Yes, it's too strange...... But surely you haven't seen me before? ”
"Definitely not!"
"But we've been working in a factory for years, and you've never seen me?"
"yes, it's a bit of an anomaly, but it's not impossible."
"yes, it's not impossible." White Bear rubbed his face, he had no idea how this conversation was supposed to proceed.
Chen smiled.
The bum.
I watched as the other party cut his throat and fell in front of him.
Just two days ago.
But now, this person appeared opposite him, and he became his colleague.
He appeared so suddenly, like maggots in a corpse, those flies, and the uncle who was killed last week.
"I want to ask a question...... It's a very strange question....... Well, no matter what, please don't get angry. ”
"Just ask." Chen Xiao spread his hands with more interest and said.
"That's it...... Do you think, have you ever died? ”
"......" Chen Xiao looked confused, and after a few seconds: "Ah??? ”
"I'm sorry, I'll change the question, huh...... Do you think you've been normal? That is, have you ever had a brain problem? ”
“...... Yes? ”
The white bear hung his head in pain.
"That'...... Have you ever picked up garbage, slept on the street or something......."
“...... Yes? ”
"Oh my God, what should I ask?" He muttered to himself in tears, and then had to look up again.
"I'm sorry, but ...... Let's ask, do you think, is this world real? ”
"......" Chen Xiao was not surprised this time, but was silent for a while: "Well, why do you ask that?" ”
The white bear was still rubbing his face, as if every word he said was under tremendous psychological pressure: "Hmm...... You may not believe it when you say it, but it is ...... I've seen you before. ”
"Oh? When? ”
"Just the other day."
"yes, I don't remember."
"Surely you won't remember...... Because then
Well.
You're a bum. ”
"......" Chen Xiao blinked his eyes again in confusion: "What are you talking about?" ”
It's come to this point, and the white bear doesn't care, so break the jar and break it.
"I knew you before, but you are not my colleague, you are a homeless man, you nest in the corner of my wall on the way home every day, dirty, of course, you also know me, we have talked a lot, you told me that you can live without eating or drinking, and you also told me that this world is actually a highly social shared consciousness, you and I are fake, you still kill, you still watch the corpses rot and maggots fly all over the house, and finally you are still dead, you die in front of me, suicide, you stabbed yourself in the neck with a knife......"
The white bear closed his eyes, said all these words abruptly, and then let out a heavy breath.
He felt like a psychopath.
And in the seconds after the words ended, Chen Xiao on the other side seemed to be stupid.
He looked at Bai Xiong with a "you have a sick brain" expression, and to be honest, it was good that he didn't just smash the coffee cup in the other person's face.
After a long time like this, the white bear even wondered if he was blushing.
"Hmm......." Chen Xiao let out a long voice, probably he didn't know what to say.
"You mean, I've died?"
"Uh...... According to my understanding, objectively,...... In fact...... Yes. ”
“......”
"And then I changed my identity, changed my memory, and appeared in front of you again?"
"Yes!"
"I used to doubt the world, you didn't believe it, and now you believe it, but you want to convince me in turn?"
"Hmm...... Yes. ”
"You know what? I think you're a madman. Chen Xiao said.
"yes, I think I'm crazy, too."
"But...... I still think...... What you say is the truth......"
The white bear was stunned: "Huh??" What the? ”
Chen Xiao spread his hands in distress: "I don't know how to say it, but I think what you said is the truth, what nonsense I have ever died, I have killed people, etc., has happened, oh no, it should be said that it has not happened, because this world does not exist." He scratched his head, as if he was fighting with himself again: "Hey, what am I talking about??" You know...... Although I really don't have any impression of you, you and I have only met for less than two hours, but ...... Okay, but I seem to have really thought about what you said, because as soon as I heard you, those thoughts came out of my head as if they were resurrected...... Well...... Stir...... I must have thought it was ridiculous, heh, because I suddenly wanted to laugh...... Hey, hey, hey...... I'm thinking...... Or not, die again. ”
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......
No one knows how this unfolded.
The parties don't know!
Anyway, on the rooftop at this moment, Chen Xiao and Bai Xiong were standing side by side.
"I said, I think I'm a stupid X." Chen Xiao poked his neck and glanced down: "So high!" ”
Bai Xiong's face was full of bitterness: "Yes, I still have a wife, and I still have a family...... What the hell am I doing? ”
"What are you afraid of? Didn't you say you saw me wipe my neck? ”
"But...... Do you know what we're doing right now? Jumping off the building!! ”
"yes, but ...... Jump, I feel like I can't wait, ah, it's so fucking nasty, my consciousness is urging me. ”
"Okay, okay! I know how you feel, you said when you were a tramp that it's a derailment of consciousness and body. ”
"I said that?"
"I've said it, and I'm dead when I'm done!"
"Oh, so ...... Jump? ”
The white bear rubbed his hands fiercely and gave himself two mouths again.
"Jump! Jumping Fuck !! ”