Chapter 231: Fear of Loss

However, to Qi Yu's surprise, until the end of the snow banquet, the queen mother of the two palaces did not mention the topic of enjoying the scenery and eating pots.

After the banquet is over, bid farewell to the queen mother of the two palaces, and return to the palace for the rest.

As soon as he entered Kunning Palace, Qi Yu dismissed the palace people and asked Huang Yi'an: "Why did the two queen mothers suddenly remember to go to the imperial garden to enjoy the snow and eat pots?" Is there any embarrassment for you? ”

Huang Yi'an looked at the anxiety and concern in Qi Yu's eyes, pursed her lips, and guessed how much Qi Yu said this for her and how much for himself-after all, she is now Qi Yu's "eyeliner" between the two queen mothers, so she didn't answer and asked, "Why does Your Majesty ask this?" ”

Qi Yu was stunned, as if he didn't expect Huang Yi'an to ask this, and said, "Naturally, I'm worried that the queen mother will embarrass you." After all, the two of them rarely enjoy the scenery and feast on weekdays except for festival banquets. Suddenly, it makes people suspicious. ”

Huang Yi'an felt that Qi Yu was a little inexplicably nervous and anxious today, so he was more honest than usual, thought about it, and asked, "Your Majesty, is something wrong?" ”

Otherwise, Qi Yu would not suddenly be so abnormal.

Qi Yu was stunned for a moment, remembering his original intention of looking for Huang Yi'an, so he put the matter aside for the time being, pulled Huang Yi'an to sit down on the edge of the couch, and sighed in a low voice: "Ming Yi is dead......"

Huang Yi'an's eyes widened suddenly, and she couldn't help but think of Ming Yan's arrogant and snarky appearance in front of her, and she couldn't imagine for a moment that a living person would die so young.

"It was strangled to death by Liu Mian." Qi Yu saw that Huang Yi'an was shocked and puzzled, so he told her what happened.

Huang Yi'an couldn't help but sigh after hearing this.

"Your Majesty is in a hurry to find your concubine, is it just to inform your concubine about this?" Huang Yi'an asked.

Because she has a feud with Mingyi, she specially came to tell her the news of the enemy's death, so that she can be happy? Just like when Ming Xuan married into the Yongchang Mansion, Qi Yu specially sent someone to the British Mansion Diecuixuan and picked out a stone and sent it to the Yongchang Mansion as a congratulatory gift, as a warning to Ming Xuan.

Qi Yu shook his head and said, "What is there to tell you?" It's just someone who doesn't matter. It's just that when I think that you were almost killed by Mingyi's 'miss', I can't help but be afraid, I have to see you by my side with my own eyes, so that I can rest assured! ”

Qi Yu said, hugged Huang Yi'an tightly in his arms, and muttered: "I don't want to lose you, I'm afraid of losing you!" So you have to stay by my side, stay with me, and don't leave halfway! ”

He didn't want to go through the pain of being separated from Huang Yi'an forever, just thinking about it made him feel a pain in his heart.

Huang Yi'an's eyes widened in astonishment, this was the first time Qi Yu had told her clearly that he was afraid of losing her!

So vulnerable, so honest, as if she were his weakness in this life.

Suddenly, Huang Yi'an remembered the mournful cry she heard when she died in her previous life: "Yi'an-"

At that time, Qi Yu was also in pain because of the loss of her, so she screamed to keep it?

Huang Yi'an didn't hug Qi Yu back as usual, and responded softly, because she suddenly found that in the face of such a Qi Yu, it seemed that it was difficult for her to deal with it as indifferently as before.

Was it because of the cry that tried to keep her?

Or is it because of Qi Yu's honesty today?

Huang Yi'an herself can't understand, the only thing she can be sure of is that she doesn't have the strength to perfunctory Qi Yu at this time.

Outside the house, the wind and snow were still calling, and Huang Yi'an's thoughts seemed to drift away with the wind and snow......

……

The Queen Mother of the Two Palaces soon learned the news that Liu Mian and Ming Mian had died before they left the city, and after sighing, they didn't care about it.

If it weren't for the fact that Yongchang Bofu was willing to be used by Feng Yongting for the sake of power and bullied the king, how could he be driven out of the capital? There would be no tragedy like today!

Such a person does not deserve sympathy at all.

……

The only people who were saddened by Mingyi's death were probably the British Duchess, as well as Zhang Xi and others.

"How did this child come to this point...... the British duchess choked up with red and swollen eyes from crying, "This makes me how to explain to her mother after a hundred years......"

The younger sister who died early was such a child, but she couldn't protect her.

For the revenge of the repeated favors and put the British government in danger, Zhang Xi and others naturally hated it, this time Mingyi was sent to the southwest wilderness with the people of Yongchang Bofu, and they also said in private that this was retribution.

But no matter how much dissatisfaction and hatred there is, at the moment when I learned of Mingyi's death, it seems to have become shallow, and the situation of living in the same house in the past has come to mind......

Death is like a lamp going out, and all love, hatred, and hatred are withered and scattered with death......

……

After Mingda learned of Mingyi's death, he sat quietly for a long time, only to find that the face of the eldest daughter was blurry in his mind, and he could only face a vague shadow in his memory.

Speaking of which, he seems to have never faced this daughter, in his heart, his daughter has always seemed to be just the niece of the British duchess, and after getting married, she became the grandmother of Yongchang Bofu......

Ji Shi entered the house and saw Mingda sitting in a trance, so he couldn't help but tighten the handkerchief in his hand.

Shouldn't the old man still be thinking about that dead girl?

If the old man is really sad about the sudden death of the girl, then how should she say the next words?

Ji pursed his lips, thinking of the eldest daughter who was about to marry and the son who was about to say goodbye, he gritted his teeth and stepped in.

"Sir." Ji Shi poured a cup of tea, gave it to Mingda with both hands, and said softly, "Let's drink a cup of hot tea first." I know you're sad, but take care of yourself! I and my children are still relying on you! ”

After more than ten years of husband and wife, Ji has always known how to speak wisely before listening.

Sure enough, Mingda took the teacup when he heard this, sighed, and said, "I know." It's just that I didn't expect that kid to go like this......"

Ji immediately sighed according to Mingda's words: "Isn't it, although it is said that it has become a parent, it is only fifteen years old, how can it be ...... at the age of a flower?"

Ji said, taking a handkerchief and imprinting his eyes.

Mingda glanced at Ji Shi and didn't speak, but he couldn't help sneering in his heart, everyone is already dead, so why pretend to be a loving mother in front of him?

Mingda took the tea and took a sip.

Seeing this, Ji Shi knew that his performance had provoked Mingda's dissatisfaction, and as soon as his eyes rolled, he immediately put down his veil and sighed: "Speaking of which, I don't want to deal with Sister Yan'er, but I don't like it anymore, and I never thought about letting her ......die."

Well, that's pretty pertinent.

Mingda put down the teacup and looked at Ji.