"Brother Li, you have something on your mind......."

Deng Qian's serious and very determined words made me stunned and speechless.

I didn't know how to tell her, looking at her very affirmative eyes, I smiled a few seconds later, and said, "Sister, how do you know, I just came to Kunming, and I saw such a prosperous city for the first time since I was a child, so I am not used to it for the time being." It's serious, it's not counted. ”

……。

I don't want to confide in people, not because I'm wary of the world. It's not that I'm afraid of being like Xianglin's sister-in-law.

In my opinion, what about those things that are said to others? Most people are not interested in your pain, and even a few words of sympathy and comfort are just like giving a few dollars to a beggar on the side of the road.

This is especially true for people who know each other, it is better to lose one person than a group of people. So no matter whether the other party really wants to comfort you or not, the pain in your heart should not be talked about to the outside world.

In the days that followed, I heard people say that the so-called growth is nothing more than learning to bear the pain by oneself, and this is the inevitable process of growth. When we were children, we could find comfort from adults when we fell and hurt, and growing up is to learn to bury more painful pain in our hearts.

I don't think that's wrong. The process of growing up must be full of sadness and loneliness, I am, and you will eventually be .......

Deng Qian was a little skeptical about my answer, obviously not convinced. Maybe I don't think I want to talk about it. So she smiled sweetly, changed the subject, and said to me, "Okay, brother...... By the way, what about your girlfriend? Didn't you say last time that you had the opportunity to bring me to meet you? ”

Deng Qian's words made my heart feel like it was suddenly pricked by a needle, and Song Mink's smiling face unconsciously appeared in my mind, like beautiful photos flashed one after another, and every time it flashed, my heart hurt once.

I don't know if I'm a cryer, but my nose is pantothenic again, so sour that I can feel pain, and my eyes are blurry uncontrollably.

I don't blame Deng Qian, she doesn't know this.

So I hurriedly swept the chopsticks on the table to the ground quietly, and quickly wiped away my tears by bending down to pick up the chopsticks.

raised her head, returned to her appearance, and said to Deng Qian with a smile that she was tired and rested in the dormitory today, and she would come again next time.

Deng Qian didn't doubt this, because who would have thought that so many things had happened between me and Song Mink?

yes, who would have thought? Hehe...... Ha ha... Damn.

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After eating this meal for about two hours, when they walked out of the restaurant, Xiao Deng and Lao Cai both drank with their left foot and right foot, but even after drinking like this, they still did not forget to pay, which made me very pleased.

As for their posture of rushing to pay for it, it doesn't have much to do with me.

I just looked at the two of them with red faces and thick necks and giggled, but the little brother who was a little sympathetic to the cashier was sprayed a lot of saliva.

After walking out of the hotel, it was about half past nine, Lao Cai proposed to go to KTV to sing and sing, and finally got together.

It is estimated that it is not enough to feel that the ceremony of worshipping the handle is over, and Xiao Deng also raised his hands in approval.

Xiao Deng looked at Deng Qian and asked for her opinion. Surprisingly, Deng Qian also accepted it very happily.

As for my feelings, they didn't even ask me what I thought.

Well, it seems that even with my abilities, I didn't make it to the main character. According to the plot, everyone around me should revolve around me as the protagonist, and you should ask my opinion before doing anything. However, at this time, I was completely reduced to a passerby.

I think there are only two factors that have contributed to this situation. Either I'm poor, or Lao Cai, a fat man, isn't fat enough.

After thinking about it carefully, I think it's because I'm poor .......

Well, although I don't know what KTV is, and I don't know what's fun about going to KTV to sing, it's not me who pays for it, let them go, it's the same for me wherever I go.

Speaking of which, this is the first time I've entered a place like KTV, and the expression of the bun entering the city is probably on my face again.

A group of four people, needless to say, Lao Cai is a rich second generation himself. Although Xiao Deng and Deng Qian can't catch up with Lao Cai, they are at least decent city people.

I'm the only one from the countryside, and the most things I've seen since I was a child are mountains, water, birds' eggs, and so on.

People like me are amazed for a long time when they see the green belt on the side of the road.

Naturally, there will be no shortage of KTVs near the university, and we walked for about ten minutes to a shopping mall. The KTV is on the fourth floor of the mall.

Speaking of which, this is not the first time I have taken the elevator, and during the college entrance examination, I stayed in a better hotel with Lao Cai's light, and there is also an elevator.

But I still started feeling dizzy the second the elevator started running.

The private room of the KTV is very luxurious, of course, for a dirt bun like me.

After paying the money, the wine and fruit bowl came up quickly, most of it was beer, and it occupied half of the table. I don't know how much it is, but it doesn't look like it's cheap.

Lao Cai fluttered to the wall and swiped in front of a screen, saying that he was ordering a song.

I asked Xiao Deng first, and Xiao Deng said some song titles, but I haven't heard them.

Then Lao Cai asked Deng Qian what song she wanted to sing, Deng Qian sat on the sofa very quietly, waved her hand to Lao Cai, and said with a smile: "No need Brother Cai, you can play first, and when I want to sing later, you can order it yourself." ”

Lao Cai didn't ignore me this time, although it was still similar to ignorance. He turned to look at me and asked, "What about you, Xiaoli?" …… Oh, forget it, you don't have to ask, I know it all. ”

After saying that, he swiped up on the screen again.

I wanted to tell him that I couldn't sing and ask him not to do it, but he ignored him before he could make a movement as soon as he raised his hand.

Well, you pay for it, you are the master.

At the same time, I also made up my mind to pay attention to it, and I won't be able to sing it when I am killed.

This kind of occasion should be the same as a child for Lao Cai, and after ordering, he began to sing by himself, and after singing a paragraph, he did not forget to pour beer and clink glasses with Xiao Deng.

Of course, I was among them, so I drank a lot more.

It is said that KTV wine is the same as water, and you won't get drunk no matter how much you drink.

I don't agree with this, no matter how small the grasshopper is, it is still meat, and no matter how small the degree of beer is, it can't hold a lot of beer.

After drinking six or seven bottles of beer one after another, I felt like urinating, and at the same time, the degree of drunkenness went up a notch, and the kung fu of standing up and moving my butt was actually vaguely unsteady.

But fortunately, it should be no problem to go to the toilet.

During this period, Lao Cai and Xiao Deng were singing, and Deng Qian and I acted as listeners.

Lao Cai, this kid, although the thief who usually listens to him humming and singing is unpleasant. But with the blessing of the equipment, it has a different taste when singing.

He sang a lot of songs, and I can't remember the names of the songs, but they weren't too bad.

Compared to Xiao Deng, it is much worse, singing and breaking the sound is a normal operation for him, he belongs to the type that can do the flying tune to serve the country with loyalty. The point is that he still enjoys it, without the slightest sense of shame.

Deng Qian looked at her own brother, her little face was red as if she had wiped her cheeks, and she was embarrassed to raise her head.

During this period, I wanted to go to the toilet, but I don't know if it was because of the beer or because of Xiao Deng, but I always felt that I couldn't hold it back.

My head is dizzy, not as strong as the last time I drank it, this degree is just right, and it feels very relaxed.

Out of the private room, the fresh air and the suddenly quiet environment gave me a sense of spirit

There was a strong gap, but there was no change in mood.

After walking back and forth several times from the bathroom, I finally got back to the door of the private room, and yes, I almost got lost.

Leaning against the wall, I suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, subconsciously touched my waist, but I didn't touch the familiar cigarette stick, because of the military training, it was placed in the dormitory these days, and I forgot to bring it out.

I took out a cigarette and lit it, put it in my mouth and smoked it, and it felt a lot worse taste.

Lao Cai pushed the door out at this time and smiled when he saw me. I took out the cigarette case, and he took out one of his own, lit it, spit out a smoke ring, and said to me, "Do you think you fell in?" ”

The two of us chatted without saying a word, and after a few minutes we both pushed the door open again.

At this time, the MV of the myth of the stars and the moon was playing on the screen in the private room, and it was Deng Qian singing. It just sang to the second half, and it was very good.

I was a little surprised, I didn't expect Deng Qian's singing to be so good, it's almost the same as the original singing.

Speaking of the song The Myth of the Stars and the Moon, I'm still quite familiar with it, and I watched the TV series in my sophomore year of high school, and I was still chasing it for a while.

I also liked to listen to the ending song "Beautiful Myth" in it, and the single was looping for a while.

Deng Qian was holding the microphone when we came in, and after seeing us, she paused briefly, smiled embarrassedly, and then started singing again.

Until the whole song was sung, I felt that Deng Qian couldn't let go, this little girl was so introverted, even if they had known each other for so long, she was still the same as when they first met.

At that time, I thought to myself, are you embarrassed to sing so well? In comparison, Xiao Deng can jump directly into the pit.

After Deng Qian finished singing, she put the microphone on the table and sat quietly waiting for the next performer.

Unfortunately, the next person to perform was actually me, and as soon as the prelude sounded, Lao Cai handed me the microphone and said that it was a song that I would definitely sing.

No, the prelude is clearly "The Myth of Beauty", the song I was thinking about just now. and Deng Qiancai's "The Myth of the Stars and Moon" belongs to the same TV series.

It's the first time I've sung at KTV, and I don't want to sing because my singing is too ugly. At least that's what I think, I might hum a few words to myself when I'm alone, but forget it on this occasion.

I said to Lao Cai that I don't sing, others ask for money when they sing, and I can sing to death.

This is an old stalk, which is often said when the brothers in the dormitory joke.

Lao Cai didn't do it, he clicked pause on the screen. Then he staggered towards me, because he had drunk too much, he couldn't stand on his feet, and simply pressed me on the sofa, and the microphone seemed to be stuffed into my mouth, and there was a lot of momentum that I would never stop if I didn't perform.

It seems like he's going to beat me up if I say one more 'no'.

Xiao Deng also coaxed and said: "Little parting is shy, I'm not afraid of what you're afraid of when I sing so ugly, and I'll give you a cover for whatever I sing." ”

I glared at Xiao Deng, thinking to myself that you kid is still a little self-aware.

Xiao Deng also drank too much, and half lay on the sofa like mud. When he saw me looking at him, he giggled there, and he looked like a fool or two.

Lao Cai is too heavy, and I am a little out of breath. I'd love to say that he was overwhelming me, but I always thought it was disgusting.

I looked at Lao Cai helplessly and said to him to come down first, and then talk about it.

Lao Cai shook his head vigorously, saying that if I didn't agree, I wouldn't come down.

I felt a chill in my heart, it could be that Lao Cai is a very hidden brokeback mountain. At this point, I finally can't bear to climb my mountain?

I couldn't break free, so I had to say to him, "Yes, you can come down for me." ”

After seeing me nodding, Lao Cai staggered to his feet, like Ximenqing who had just finished molesting a woman from a good family, with a satisfied look on his face.

And I am the woman of a good family who has been molested.