Chapter 209: Finally Push Him Away

"Do you have a heart for this woman! Push this king to other women, can't you just wait? Seeing her hanging her head and not refuting his words, Yun Mengchen was really about to be blown up!" Look up at me and speak! ”

Yan Jiaxin hung her head, although she felt uncomfortable to death, she still held back the tears in her eyes and didn't let that vulnerability show in front of him. She slowly raised the delicate box in her hand, and looked at him with big eyes full of crystal tears: "I'm sorry." She choked.

"I don't know how to tell you that I don't belong here, and I can't keep my heart here. I know you're good, you're a good person, you're going to find the right woman for you, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."Yan Jiaxin was speechless.

I always thought that I would say it very chicly, but I didn't expect how much courage it would take to say these words without dragging my feet. She suddenly felt a violent contraction in her abdomen, but she couldn't cover the dull pain in her heart.

Yun Mengchen sat down beside her, looking calmly into the distance, her tone was a little ethereal, but there was a kind of powerless self-blame in it: "You said that you don't belong here, let alone leave your heart here. Is it you who can't or don't want to? ”

He withdrew his gaze to look at her, and a trace of vulnerability appeared in his eyes: "There have been a lot of deaths in King Chen's Mansion over the years, you are afraid that there is no sense of belonging, these kings can understand, but can you" He tried to hook his lips at her and smiled, but the smile was so pale and weak: "Can you not say leave?"

Yan Jiaxin knew that he had misunderstood her, but the pain in his heart was even more because his words were constantly amplified. He had experienced the pain of being abandoned by everyone, so what he said to her at the moment was really treating him as a wife or a relative and friend.

It is precisely because of this that Yan Jiaxin feels that she can no longer enjoy his goodness, and she should no longer let him regard herself as a responsibility on his shoulders, so desperately she carried everything for her! She is just a useless Princess Chen, not only can't help him with anything, but also often drags him back.

"I know I shouldn't say this, but Yun Mengchen, you have to believe that time will dilute all of this. You and I are just one accident in many things. If things develop like this, there will naturally be an end to the day. I know you have your ambitions, but I'm not a good match for you. ”

"Then you tell this king, what is the real good match?"

“... No, now is not the time to dwell on this issue, isn't it a happy thing for you to marry your sweetheart? When the time comes, when I'm gone, I won't get in the way of your eyes again, you... You can take the hand of the son and go to the white head together, right..."

"But isn't this king's sweetheart you? Who else do you want me to marry? ”

"......" Yan Jiaxin was stunned for a long time, and was stunned by his sudden words for a long time. Although she had really fantasized about Yun Mengchen's actions before because of whether he liked herself.

But after experiencing all the things one by one, she really saw her identity clearly. Let's not talk about whether her identity here can match him, just because she is not from here, everything here is not something she can think about.

Thinking of this, Yan Jiaxin smiled bitterly: "How is this possible? We've only known each other for a long time, and you don't know how bad your attitude towards me was before. Besides, are you sure that your sweetheart is me, you don't think of the responsibility and responsibility in marriage as love, that's unrealistic. ”

Before Yun Mengchen heard her mention it, Jun's face looked uncomfortable, and he coughed lightly: "Was this king very bad to you before?"

"Of course it's bad!" Yan Jiaxin mentioned that they were going to blow up the hair when they first met! "Hey, you are ruthlessly used as an arrow target by others, you see how you feel, and ah, you insist on marrying someone else even though you know the danger, which is unreasonable.

Not to mention whether others will say that you King Chen is a bully, relying on the emperor's favor for you to be rampant and domineering in Yongling Kingdom, and you can marry whoever you want, but how to say this, those are all living human lives! Don't say it's bad, I hated you so much at the time. ”

After Yan Jiaxin finished speaking, she turned her head and saw that Yun Mengchen was actually laughing? ..."You're still embarrassed to laugh, if it weren't for my aunt and grandmother, I'm afraid I would have been solved by your jealous childhood sweetheart on the wedding night!" ”

Yan Jiaxin felt that she had said too much after she finished speaking. Seeing Yun Mengchen's sudden serious appearance, she immediately changed the topic: "This person is frightened, and his mental state is not very good." She deliberately stretched her waist and stood up: "As soon as the tense nerves are relaxed, this person feels so easy to get sleepy."

Seeing that Yun Mengchen also stood up with her, Yan Jiaxin twisted her neck and hurriedly said, "I'm suddenly a little sleepy, I'll go back to sleep first." said that he was about to leave, but was pulled back by a force.

"This king sometimes feels that you are very strange, as if you have a calmness that ordinary women do not have. Like on the night of your wedding, how did you get out of the swords of those killers? You've met with them, do you see who they are? ”

Because the extra killers after that came were all coming at her, and they all had clear purposes, so they didn't have to think about why they came. It stands to reason that she is the daughter of a small civil official, no matter how powerful she is, she is of no use to him in the palace of King Chen, so why did those killers kill her?

Before, he always thought that it was because someone didn't want to stay in the palace of King Chen, so that the orthodox bloodline of the royal family was in the hands of a person who did not have Princess Chen and a wife, and there was only the result of severance. But just now he listened to her words..."What do you mean that I was almost solved by this king's childhood sweetheart?" What are you hiding from this king that the king doesn't know? ”

Yan Jiaxin didn't know whether to tell him about this, after all, this Sima Mansion looked much more powerful than Chenwangfu, she told the truth about the wedding night, in case Yun Mengchen got angry and went to Sima Jingshu to settle accounts, if this fights, Chenwangfu seems to have no chance of winning at all...

Seeing that she was starting to wander too much in front of him again, Yun Mengchen knocked directly on her head: "What do you want!" What does this king say to you? ”

"Ahh Yan Jiaxin hugged her head: "It's useless for you to knock me, I don't know." She still chose not to say, didn't she like to talk about any evidence in ancient times, after all, she didn't have any evidence. Even if she said it, she might be bitten back and framed, so she wasn't so stupid.

Besides, although she didn't know Sima Jingshu, she looked like a repeat offender that day. She hadn't been noticed by anyone until eleven of them, so she must have made all the preparations, and since this is the case, then whether she said it or not, it was all in vain.

"Don't know?" Yun Mengchen obviously didn't want to let her go this time: "Who is the king's childhood sweetheart, can the princess tell the king?"

"......" Yan Jiaxin looked at his approach, her whole heart was beating rapidly, and she retreated little by little: "Yes, did I just say that?" Maybe it's a mouthful, a mistake, maybe I'm wrong. Besides, where does your childhood sweetheart still need me to speak out and listen to you? After saying Nunu's mouth, he was a little dissatisfied, didn't he have any points in his heart for his own childhood sweetheart?

"This king has never had any childhood sweethearts, since the princess knows, then let's talk about it, otherwise this king will think that you are jealous for no reason. It's just that you have no reason to accuse this king, and this king will not give up easily! ”

Threatening her? Yan Jiaxin looked at him with half-squinted eyes, he said that he didn't have a childhood sweetheart, is this directly denying his relationship with Sima Jingshu? She moved the corners of her lips happily, but when she saw Yun Mengchen's dangerous eyes in the next second, her brain immediately spun rapidly.

"Hehe, if the prince says no, then no." She didn't want to get involved with him on this issue, so she yawned: "Why am I so sleepy all of a sudden, Lord Wang, look at the sky, it's not early, I'll go back and rest first."

Before she moved, a big hand on her waist grabbed her, and her weak body pressed tightly against him: "The words haven't been made clear yet, what kind of sleep is the princess going to sleep in, huh?"

Yan Jiaxin felt a hint of danger, met his starry eyes, and quickly opened his eyes. She obviously didn't say anything wrong, but she didn't dare to look him in the eye now. Yun Mengchen's eyes were extremely deep, but now she looked at her very transparently, without any impurities, clean as a pearl, crystal clear!

Yan Jiaxin swallowed her saliva: "That... So what else do you want to say? Isn't it all clear? "Why is this man so small-bellied today?

Yun Mengchen looked at the little woman in her arms with dodging eyes, and her eyebrows moved: "I'm jealous, that's why I said those words just now to hurt the king's heart?"

"I didn't." Yan Jiaxin hung her head in his arms, and her panicked and nervous emotions instantly sobered up: "I don't have that much confidence that Lord Chen Wang can like me in such a short period of time, so I also hope that you can recognize what you feel in your heart, we are not suitable, and there will be no results!"

She pushed him away and looked out with a poignant smile: "Between us, just like the fireworks in the city tonight, although it is brilliant and gorgeous, it is only a short stay, and in the end it will eventually turn to ashes, dust to dust, dust to dust, this is the end between you and me."

Don't ask me why, it's not that you're bad, and it's not because of the situation in Chenwang's Mansion all along. It's because of me, for personal reasons, that I have what I have to do and have to do, and I don't know what the point of my existence here is.

But after all, I'm just a passer-by here, and I'll leave when the time comes, and everything here is just a passing moment for me, and it won't make any sense. After Yan Jiaxin finished speaking, she didn't look at Yun Mengchen's expression, and walked straight towards the ladder, her steps were chaotic, like a person who had fled in the wilderness.