He thought that when she was eighteen years old, when the news of her madness had been spread by the Iron Cang tribe, he had planned to go to her dwelling to look for him, but reason made him stop and turn back, when he heard her voice, and she asked him what he was doing, and he said that he was passing by, and she joked, "You don't want to go to me, do you?" Later, he told her that he just wanted to know if she had been happy lately, and when he left, he turned around and hadn't gone far and heard her call him, he turned around, and the two looked at each other from a short distance, and she thanked him, and he nodded and smiled, and turned to leave.

He thought, that time after she was slapped by Tie Wandao, she happened to meet him on the road with a swollen face, he said something of concern and then introspected, and then he took the medicine and wanted to send it to her, hesitated, but was still seen by her, that time he looked at her far back, in the center of the easily intoxicating spring breeze, when walking on the road, the fragrance of flowers and plants tugged at his heartstrings, so that he was even a little unclear about what he was doing.

He thought that after he learned that she was going to lead troops to the battlefield to fight against demons, because he was worried about her, and he had heard that the person who transplanted the blazing rose could turn evil on the battlefield, so he asked her to transplant the blazing rose, at that time, looking at her back in a military uniform, he was stunned, and then walked to her, and saw her smile in the blazing rose, he also laughed, and left suddenly.

He thought that she went to Di Feng's residence with him, read the book "Phantom Marksmanship" together, and listened to Di Feng tell the story behind Phantom Ying, and they saw the sentence in the book, "I am not afraid of the sky, I am not afraid of the earth, but I am afraid of being separated from you!" When they looked at each other, he saw from her gaze that he had been stabbed in his heart, and the sentence "What if we can be together in the future?" He was deeply impressed, and while he was sad for Tianfeng Yang and Xiao Yinsheng, he also thought of Tie Hongyan and himself.

He thought that when she was twenty-one years old, she had not woken up and was in danger of her life after being seriously wounded on the battlefield, and when she said that she was talking in her sleep, she called his name again, and Tie Wandao asked him to wake her up, she held his hand and let it go, she dreamed that he would let him hold her hand, Tie Wandao asked him to pull it quickly, and he held her hand tightly and called her, she finally opened her eyes and tears rained down, and asked him when she was not awake, "You won't leave, will you?" He said, "No!" You can rest assured! ”。

He thought that when he was ordered by Tie Wandao to take care of her after being injured, the candle picking medicine had taken effect, and she endured the pain and did not cry out, he asked her why she didn't shout, and she said that shouting out was useless, she didn't want people outside the door to hear her shouting and think that something was wrong with her or that he didn't take care of her.

He thought that after she had been injured for some days, she could already walk a long way with the help of others, she was going to play with paper kites in the wilderness, and he helped her to go, and after those places where she had been when she was a child, they said something related to the past, and the two of them went to the position of playing paper kites together for the first time when they were children in the field, although he was the only one who could pull the line and run, but they each made a paper kite, and the two paper kites flew into the sky at a certain moment and looked like they were overlapping each other, but the wind suddenly became stronger, The two paper kites that had been somewhat close were blown away, and then the two sat silently in the sun for a long time, and then he showed the paper kites to her, and then they went to see the phantom tassel tree and the two blazing roses.