Chapter 115: Never Lost Control
The eyes are facing each other.
Mu Shihuan clearly noticed that the man's eyes seemed to be mixed with broken ice, and under the broken ice, it was a cold irony.
"Who is Lu Ye?"
A gloomy voice, syllables that seem to pop out from deep in the larynx.
Mu Shihuan's breath froze.
Lu Ye......
Who?
She was confused.
However, at this moment of trance, the picture of the dream before waking up quietly flashed in his mind.
Lu Ye......
She remembered.
Lu Ye...... Lu Ye is the person who shouted to the girl in her dream, the man who followed the girl slowly on a horse, the man who appeared in her dream three times and twice but never saw his face clearly.
And that girl......
It's herself.
She is Shi Xiaohuan, Shi Xiaohuan is her, and what she has dreamed of several times is herself.
So that man, is it Lu Ye?
But......
There was an incomparably dazed feeling in her heart, and there was an indescribable emotion that was rampaging through it, disturbing her mind and thoughts at the same time, and quietly torturing her.
Her lips moved slightly, Mu Shihuan wanted to say something, but she couldn't make a sound, her whole person seemed to be frozen, she couldn't think or move, she could only watch the man's face sink more and more.
She was silent.
And this silence completely angered Li Jingyan.
He approached with a blank face.
Almost at the same time as his movements, Mu Shihuan's body froze uncontrollably, and a feeling similar to a feeling of weakness surged out of his heart.
She panicked, unconsciously trying to back off.
But she forgot that she was in a hospital bed, and she had no way out.
"Heh," there seemed to be a fire burning in her heart, burning more and more, the handsome face of the yin owl hooked a sneer, Li Jingyan raised his hand and grabbed her chin, "Mu Shihuan, what are you hiding?" ”
The voice is covered with mockery, light and thin, but obvious.
The heartbeat suddenly went crazy, Mu Shihuan unconsciously licked her lips that had become dry at some point, so nervous that she couldn't say a complete sentence at all, even if she tried her best: "I...... I ......"
The anger that was about to move could no longer be suppressed, like a boiling fire slurry that couldn't help but bubble out wantonly, Li Jingyan stared at her weak face, and restrained and restrained so that he didn't pinch her.
"Can't tell?" His eyes narrowed as cold as he had no temperature to speak of, and he asked indifferently, "Lu Ye...... Is it the man you gave him a tie? Well? ”
A heart was frantic to the extreme, thumping, as if it was about to rush out of the chest.
The man's eyes are terrifying.
Mu Shihuan instinctively wanted to hide: "I ......"
"Isn't it the man who bled on his horse's back, reminding you of falling off his horse? Well? A cold, depressed question crept into her ears in the next second.
Mu Shihuan was stunned.
In my mind, the situation of that day at the racecourse quietly jumped in.
Unconsciously, she clenched her fingers.
Li Jingyan glimpsed that the fire in his heart that had nowhere to vent was burning again, and in the depths, there was another emotion.
Never had a runaway out of control.
"Or is he actually the master you've been with for two years? Who the hell is he? He asked, a face as calm as if it was about to erupt in the wee hours of the morning.
Dangerous, intimidating.
Inexplicably, Mu Shihuan's breathing suddenly became short.
"He ......"
"Mu Shihuan, you'd better explain your relationship with that man!"
Suddenly, his voice was indifferent without emotional fluctuations, but his tone and his eyes were ......
It's all a mockery!
"Smack"
Mu Shihuan didn't know where she got the strength, so she slapped away his hand that was shackling her.
Raising her still bloodless face, she forcibly held back the sour feeling that rushed to the tip of her nose, and asked rhetorically: "So, are you condemning me for cheating in marriage?" Still is...... Or did you simply decide that I was cheating?! ”
The man remained expressionless.
He didn't say anything, but this silence was tantamount to admission in disguise for Mu Shihuan!
The brain buzzed in an instant, and there were all kinds of emotions or pictures flashing during the period, the only thinking ability disappeared, and Mu Shihuan's emotions gradually lost control.
She blurted out almost without thinking, "Even if it...... Even if that person really existed, it was before I married you! I was single at the time, and I ...... Why are you asking me in a tone that thinks I'm cheating?! ”
The moment the words fell, the man's face quickly darkened at a speed visible to the naked eye, as if a storm was coming.
"Mu, time, and joy."
Every word that popped out from the depths of the larynx bone was heavy and tight.
Mu Shihuan was uncomfortable, and he was even more aggrieved.
"Am I wrong?" The mist appeared in front of her uncontrollably, and she forcibly held back the sudden surging emotions, "You know that I have amnesia and don't remember anything, and you still kill me so fiercely, and you think I am cheating, you ......"
She choked out for nothing.
"Yes!" wiped away the tears that couldn't be shed, and in a fit of rage, she simply grabbed everything on her body, "You're right, he is...... It's the man I tie, the man who reminds me of something on the racecourse, and I don't have a clear relationship with him! Are you satisfied now?! ”
The corners of Li Jingyan's forehead jumped suddenly, and his face was even darker and gloomy beyond description, and under a closer look, there seemed to be a faint jumping anger in his eyes.
When Mu Shihuan saw it, she felt more and more sour and aggrieved, and this grievance swelled exponentially and ran rampant in her body.
No one knows, the second she smelled the smoke, she actually welled up with joy in her heart, she knew that it was him who came, she thought that as long as he was willing to say a soft word to coax her, she couldn't forgive him for not rushing to the hospital in the first place.
She's actually very coaxing.
But......
What was she waiting for with all her anticipation?
It was his expressionless questioning, and it was he who couldn't help but convict her of all kinds of crimes.
So fierce, so cold.
He knew that she didn't remember anything, and he should have known that in the face of those strange memories, she was so isolated and helpless, but she still had to be so fierce.
She hated him so much.
Some emotions once they have overflowed, there is no possibility of recovering them.
Mu Shihuan suddenly remembered all kinds of things with this man, whether it was his undisguised dislike for her at the beginning, or his unwillingness to divorce now, or his rare tenderness last night, in fact...... He was very fierce with her.
Nasty and venomous.
Every time it's like this, he gives her hope, makes her think that he is a little different to her after all, and thinks that they can develop as sweet as she thinks, but reality can always pour cold water on her and teach her to be a man.
She and he seemed to be in a constant fight.
Just like now.
She couldn't help but think crankily, she liked him, but even if he really had a good impression of her, how long could that little so-called liking last in the quarrels again and again?
It's just going to disappear completely.
What's more, he has never said that he likes her personally.
She had always been there
Guess, even wishful thinking, suffers from gains and losses.
There was something between her and him, and she couldn't see him clearly.
If she had known that, she shouldn't have liked him.
Mu Shi bit his lip happily.
After being wronged, I was confused, but more of it was lingering sadness.
However, some of the pictures became clearer.
The sourness was surging, Mu Shihuan couldn't help but stare at him aggrievedly, and he didn't choose to say anything when his emotions were out of control: "You say me...... Cheating and saying that I have an unclear relationship with others, what about you? Where are you clean? ”
There seemed to be a dull breath in his chest that was rampage, and Li Jingyan laughed angrily: "Mu Shihuan ......"
Mu Shihuan suddenly hated the way he looked.
"What are you fierce!" When her temper came up, she interrupted him viciously, and her voice was raised, "There is Mu Nuan in front of you...... During the marriage, the relationship with her was unclear, you ...... You're a scumbag! ”
Li Jingyan's eyes suddenly darkened a few degrees.
Mu Shihuan saw it, but the more he was like this, the more aggrieved and sad she became.
Did she say it wrong?
No!
Once the old accounts are turned out, the new ones will follow.
"Now Mu Nuan can not mention it, but what about the strange woman who appeared next to you today?" She stared at him for a moment, her mind full of the woman's meaningful eyes.
And, she leaned against the door and said with a smile that she didn't want to come.
Impulsively, she blurted out again without thinking: "You dare to say it...... You don't have a bad relationship with her?! Do you dare to say that you are clear? Why, then, do you question my past? ”
When he shouted the last sentence, Mu Shihuan's chest began to rise and fall violently, and his brain was even more chaotic.
She stared at him for a moment, trying to see something on his face, but what she couldn't accept was that in fact, in her heart, she was afraid to see something, afraid that her words would come true.
But in the end, she was still disappointed, and the intense sadness swallowed her up little by little.
Because......
The man didn't say a word.
A heart sinks down.
"You speak!" She glared at him.
Li Jingyan was furious and laughed.
"What do you want me to say?"
Leaning over and approaching, his hand clasped half of her face, he restrained and restrained, but in the end he still couldn't hold back, and his tone was dark and obviously disgusted and displeased: "It's interesting to turn over old accounts?" I didn't make it clear to you about Mu Nuan? Mu Shihuan, how long are you going to make trouble? Am I pampering you to the point of lawlessness? Well? ”
She's ......
It turns out that in his eyes, it's just her messing around from beginning to end?
opened his mouth again, Mu Shihuan's voice was a slight tremor that he didn't even notice: "I'll ask you again, since you ...... If you know that something happened to me, why didn't you come to the hospital in the first place? Where have you been? ”
The two were so close that she could tell how many eyelashes he had.
But at such a close distance, she couldn't see the emotions in his eyes clearly, and she couldn't see through what he was thinking.
"Where have you been? Why not? She stubbornly wanted answers.
I can't wait for a long time, even if it's actually only two or three seconds.
All of a sudden, all kinds of emotions surged.
"Look," she forced herself to pull her lips and smile hard, watching him provoke, even if her voice was actually a lot softer, "you don't want to tell me where you have been, why do you ask me to tell you who Lu Ye is?" ”
The breath is entangled, seemingly ambiguous, but the atmosphere is stagnant.
No one spoke again, and no one backed down.