Chapter 348: Like You, It's My Own Business
"......" Yan Jiaxin looked at his burning gaze and was annoyed, for his domineering, she could only turn a blind eye to his hand, and said in a joking tone: "Your Royal Highness King Yu still believes this?"
The step that had just retreated was stopped by him again, he grabbed her shoulder and made her look directly at him: "Jiaxin, I'm not kidding, no matter what, I hope you can be well, I don't allow you to say anything about whether you will die or not, I won't let you do anything, do you understand?"
Yan Jiaxin was stunned by his sudden seriousness, this guy wouldn't still want to say that he liked her, right? Oh my God, they've said everything they should have said, maybe they haven't seen each other for a long time, why does he still like her? Shouldn't it?
"Yun Mengze, you have to look away, everyone will die, tomorrow or the accident no one knows which will come first, let's cherish every day now, it's good not to let yourself leave regrets, isn't it? And I just wanted to say you have fun, don't look so depressed. ”
Yun Mengze hugged her and murmured, "Seeing you hurt, my heart hurts, what should I do, the pain is about to die!" I know your identity is my third sister-in-law, but Jiaxin, obviously I met you first, why aren't you my princess, why? ”
I want to push him away and pause... Yan Jiaxin slowly raised her hand and patted him gently: "This may be God's arrangement." Fate does not come first, and the people who should be together will still come together even if they have gone through thousands of tribulations. Between you and me, although there is no husband and wife fate, there is a family fate!
I'm glad to have a brother like you, you are kind and sincere, and in the future, you will also meet the girl you like. Maybe your current liking for me is only temporary, and when you really discover your true thoughts in your heart, you will find that your love for me may be between friends, and it is not beyond love? ”
Yun Mengze closed his eyes silently, how could he not know his own heart, his love for him was the love between men and women. And this liking has taken root in his heart, even if time passes, this liking still exists, and it will not be diluted by time. On the contrary, it will become more and more intense because of her influence!
"Then..."Yun Mengze still held on to his last hope and asked, "If it were me who shared the hardships with you, would you be willing to be my princess?"
"Yun Mengze, thank you. But it's too late, my heart is already filled with one person, and I can't tolerate anyone anymore. ”
Yun Mengze stiffened, although he knew this fact, but listening to her say it in person at this moment still made him more painful than a sharp knife cutting his heart!
“... Already... Is it late? ...”
That means there's no more if...
Yan Jiaxin listened to his slightly choked voice, and did not continue to comfort him, but pushed him away and said a cruel truth to him: "Even if there is no one in my heart now, that person cannot be yours!"
Looking at his instantly pale face, Yan Jiaxin continued to say ruthlessly: "Just like you said yourself, we met first, since this is the case, then you haven't entered my heart during these times, which proves that I have only been a simple friendship with you from the beginning, and it has nothing to do with love, do you understand?"
Yun Mengze stumbled, Yan Jiaxin saw him like this, and his eyebrows furrowed: "I thought I had made it clear to you in Shepan Mountain before, and you already understood." But I didn't expect you to be after so long..."
Yun Mengze smiled bitterly: "Yes, I also thought I could put it down." These days, I try to train in the barracks, just so that I don't think about you, and I can slowly forget about you. But I worked so hard for so long, I thought I did it, but I fell short again last night! ”
Yan Jiaxin sighed: "I can only say sorry to you for this matter, I hope you can think it through yourself and get out of this relationship as soon as possible." If you can't change your mind, I think I'll go and ask the emperor tomorrow to transfer you back to the city! ”
"No!" Yun Mengze subconsciously objected to her words and said, "I can... I can restrain myself, don't drive me back, I won't go back! ”
"......" Yan Jiaxin was so angry that she crossed her waist: "Yun Mengze, why do you have to embarrass yourself like this?" I can't respond to your feelings. If you can't restrain yourself from being kind to me, I absolutely don't want to see it when others see it and gossip, and I hope you can understand my difficulties! ”
"Isn't it okay to be nice to you in the name of your family? It is not natural for a younger brother to be good to his sister-in-law, and who would dare to gossip if he thinks it is inappropriate? ”
"......" Yan Jiaxin no longer knows how to persuade him...
Yun Mengze saw that her face was heavy when she didn't speak, and he stiffly pulled out a smile and said to her: "I know that you have a lot of troubles now, don't worry, I won't make trouble for you."
I just want to protect the safety of you and the others here, so that you can handle the affairs here smoothly, and you just take what I just said to me as nonsense, don't take it to heart, okay? ”
Yan Jiaxin looked at him with a hint of begging, and felt unspeakably uncomfortable. In the relationship, it is always the one who is loved who has nothing to fear, and the one who loves will be humbled to the dust.
She can't respond to his feelings, she just hopes to keep a little distance between them, let him accept new things, and get out of them as soon as possible. Although she has only just opened her mind to feelings, she is lucky that she did not endure the pain of unrequited love, and the person she loves also loves her, doesn't she?
In fact, since she heard Yun Mengchen's words today, she has thought a lot. She wondered why he was suddenly saying this to her, was it because he didn't like her? But as soon as she thought of this possibility, she felt a throbbing pain in her heart, and she didn't dare to think about this possibility!
Therefore, she can't stand it just thinking about it, so how unbearable the pain of this unrequited love is that it can't be responded to, you can imagine!
In fact, when she saw Qi Xiaolai just now, she was very nervous and scared. She was afraid of hearing any bad news, and if Yun Mengchen really wanted to take a concubine, she still couldn't accept this fact. But she couldn't live without him, so what should she do? If that's the case, what should she do? She didn't know...
"Jiaxin, in fact, during the time I was separated from you, I thought about it a lot. I like you, even more than I ever thought I would. ”
Yan Jiaxin was pulled back to her thoughts by Yun Mengze's sudden words. There was a happy light on his face, no pain of unrequited love, some like a kind of relief to let go, as he said.
"But Jiaxin, liking you is my own business, if I don't tell you about it, you will never know, but I still chose to tell you, because I don't want to have regrets in my heart. But you don't have to worry,
I'm telling you, I don't want to ask anything of you, if you happen to like me, then I'll be happy, but if you don't like me, it's okay, because I really like you! Like it and you don't have to be together, as long as you watch you happy,
Then I will feel very happy, even if this happiness is not given to you, but it doesn't matter, I just hope that you can live every day happily! ”
Yan Jiaxin was a little shocked, she had never seen Yun Mengze look at things and think that things would be so transparent. Hearing what he said, if she drove him away again, it would seem that she was not so generous, it seems that the education of this ancient royal family is very good!
Yan Jia smiled happily with relief: "Thank you, fourth brother, I know that emotional matters are not something I can control, but I hope you can find the girl who is really suitable for you as soon as possible." You deserve better. ”
Yun Mengze finally swallowed all the bitterness, smiled indifferently at her, returned to his previous state and looked at those historical records: "How about it, I have seen so much today, do you know what the white crystal that I found is?"
Yan Jiaxin saw that he deliberately avoided this topic and diverted his attention, anyway, what she should say had already been made clear to him, so she followed his words and began to study the matter: "You wait a minute."
As she spoke, she stepped aside and brought a candlestick. Then he found something for the white jade jar and held it up, and put it on the candlestick to roast.
Yun Mengze was very puzzled when he saw her doing this: "Jiaxin, can you bake anything out of this baking?"
Yan Jiaxin shook his head: "Now I don't know what can be baked, because this is the soil taken back in the evening, I don't know what time the geological changes here, but the most recorded in the annals is when the sunshine is the strongest, and the soil has the most other phenomena, so I want to see if there will be that kind of situation when roasting with fire."
Yun Mengze nodded as if he didn't understand: "Then what kind of substance is that white crystal, and how can such a thing appear in this field?"
"Well, you'll find out just by seeing. By the way, I asked you to send someone to the nearby water source to see, have they come back? ”
"Come back, I'm just trying to talk to you about it. I didn't notice any problems with the water sources, and it tasted the same as normal water. Jiaxin, do you think there is something wrong with everything in this western suburbs? Isn't it so difficult to improve? ”
Yan Jiaxin shook her head with a sigh of relief: "Not all of them have problems, don't you see that there is no problem with this water source." But just to be on the safe side, you'll have to take a sample of the water as I told you and come back and boil it until it's dry, and see if there's any residue you know? ”
Yun Mengze nodded: "Don't worry, you can take care of all this tomorrow." As he spoke, he glanced at the white jade jar: "It's been baked for so long, and I haven't seen anything come out, Jiaxin, are we thinking wrong?"
Yan Jiaxin looked at the unchanged soil, and said without hurry: "How can it be so fast, wait."
Yun Mengze sat down on the edge of the table and looked at the white jade jar roasted by the candle flame and said leisurely: "I grew so big, I have heard of roast chicken, roast duck, roast suckling pig, roast pigeon or something, but I have never heard of roasting soil." Jiaxin, where did you think that this method wouldn't be a lie, right? ”
"......", Yan Jiaxin was a little stopped by his words for a while, and after thinking about it, he said: "These things of mine are not just seen in any books, but the secrets taught to me by a master." As for the outcome, let's wait and see. ”