Chapter 195: Abandonment
After getting into the car, Chen Pengwei reopened his mouth and asked, "What are you thinking?" It's up to you to look at the tangled expression on your face along the way. ”
Shui Lanqing paused, slowly breathed a sigh of relief, and then said, "...... I'm wondering, is God good for me? If you want to say good, I have no parents since I was a child, but if you want to say it badly, I have a master, and you. I thought about it for a long time, but I still think it's good for me. If someone asks me which one to choose if I live with my biological parents or meet you, I just thought about it for a long time, and I still feel that I would rather know you since I was a child. ”
When Chen Pengwei heard this, he couldn't help laughing, "Haha, I thought you would choose both." It seems that you think I am more important than your parents. ”
"Well, you're naturally more important than them." Shui Lanqing replied definitely and resolutely.
Chen Pengwei listened and looked at her in surprise. Although he had never heard her mention her parents, he thought that most orphans would want to live with their parents.
“…… When I was a child, I once accidentally saw Master's diary, which she wrote in her early years, and she wrote above that she went to a welfare home and wanted to adopt a child, she would not get married in her life, and she would not have children of her own, so she wanted a girl, preferably suitable for dancing, to inherit her mantle. She chose a few girls at that time, and finally chose me, one because I was the youngest, but more than a year old, and the other one, the director said, I was directly abandoned at the door of the welfare home, there was nothing in the package, only a letter, saying that there were too many children in the family, and another girl was added, and I couldn't support it, and I couldn't sell it, so I had to send it to the welfare home, just give me food. ”
When Shui Lanqing said this, she smiled a little distractedly, "There is not even my birthday in the letter, so the welfare institute regarded the day she picked me up as my birthday, and the master later regarded the day she adopted me as my birthday." Shui Lanqing said this and fell silent. I don't think much of it, but it's not a pleasant thing to talk about. The expression on his face was a little aggrieved and a little confused, as if he didn't know what he had done wrong.
When Chen Pengwei heard this, his heart tightened like pain, and his hand to start the car couldn't help but stop. The carriage was quiet for a long time before Chen Pengwei said in a low voice, "You still have me, it's they who have no eyes." ”
Shui Lanqing couldn't help but laugh when she heard him be a little sorry and a little angry, "Actually, they are strangers to me. I just sometimes see other children walking with their parents outside, talking and laughing, and I wonder if if I lived with my parents, would I be like them, and I don't look at each other at all. But then I think, if that's the case, I won't know you. Then I'd rather get to know you as early as I am now. ”
Chen Pengwei pursed his lips tightly, reached out and took one of her hands, put it in his hand, and held it tightly, "I have never heard you talk about this, when did you know?" ”
"Hurry up." Shui Lanqing saw that he had been stopping there, and couldn't help but push him, seeing that he still refused to move, she couldn't help but smile helplessly, and then continued, "I'm fine, in fact, if it weren't for what you said just now, I would rarely think about it." Even if I think about it occasionally, I don't feel sad. When, it seems to be elementary school. Master has never hidden from me, I have known since I was a child that I am not a child of Master, but Master has been very good to me, so when I was a child, I didn't know much about the concept of parents. Later, I went to school, maybe the children at that time were still simple, and no one laughed at me about it, and, at that time, I already knew you, and I didn't care too much about whether anyone played with me at school, anyway, I told myself, I can play with you. So, actually, I don't lack anything. Over the years, I have remembered this incident so many times that I can count it on ten fingers. ”
Shui Lanqing stretched out her hands and flipped them back and forth, Chen Pengwei looked at the faint and calm expression on her face, and only then did she decide that this matter really didn't have much impact on her, so she was relieved.
Although he always knew that Shui Lanqing was an orphan, he didn't have so many ideas when he was a child, just a playmate, and when he grew up, he had long been used to her living with her master, and felt that she was not an orphan, he just liked her as a person, and even he forgot about it, and seeing that she was stupid every day, he didn't think much about it. never thought that she was abandoned by her parents.
Hehe, it's better if they don't treat her as a treasure, she is his treasure alone. Naturally, he would spoil her to heaven.
"Don't talk about them, I think it's good now. With Master, with you, and now with many friends, I feel that I am better than many people. ”
Chen Pengwei looked at her with a satisfied smile on his face, and a warm current welled up in his heart.
He remembers that four or five years ago, a leader in the team wanted to introduce him to someone, but he refused without thinking about it. His old leader once called himself to talk about this matter.
Because at the beginning, Lan Qing disappeared, his temperament changed greatly, Ye Lao, as his direct leader at the time, was also an elder who watched him grow up, so he naturally saw it in his eyes, and later talked to him, and knew the reason, so he threw him to the logistics department and threw him for half a year. So Ye Lao was the only person in the team who knew about him and Shui Lanqing.
He told Ye Lao categorically at that time that he would not marry someone else, and he would definitely get his Qingqing back. Ye Lao saw that his attitude was clear, and he didn't force him anymore, but just asked him heartily, what is so good about that girl, worthy of someone like him, waiting so endlessly.
This is a question he himself has asked. In the early years, he felt that it was because the two of them met when they were young, they had no identity and no background, he was just Chen Pengwei, and he didn't have so much aura on his body. And the other women after that, I am afraid that they will pay more attention to his identity, so they will add to him.
Later, I knew more women, and it was not that there were no people who were right with him, and even excellent in all aspects, but he still couldn't be moved.
He thought about it for a long time before he figured it out, because he could no longer be completely himself in front of another woman, and could show his little temper, his mischief, his worst side. He couldn't talk to another woman, he didn't say anything, and even if he sat relatively quietly, he would feel that the years were good.
Especially in these years of tasks, he has seen the sins of human nature, and has seen all kinds of dirty, unsightly trades and transactions in this world, and when many of his teammates have to see a psychiatrist, his Qingqing is like a pure land in his soul, and only when he thinks of her, will he feel that this world is still beautiful and worthy of his expectations.
In today's world, there are few people who are as easily satisfied as her. People always ask for this and that, and their desires are never satisfied. And Chen Pengwei stood in this position and saw more human greed and ugliness.
"After a while, I'll take you to see my old chief, he knew that you were back before, and he said a few times that he wanted to see you."
Chen Pengwei had mentioned this to her before, and now, he has mentioned it again. Shui Lanqing nodded obediently, although she didn't know why the old leader wanted to see her, but since Chen Pengwei told her so solemnly, she naturally took it to heart.
Knowing Shui Lanqing's life experience, Chen Pengwei felt even more pity for her in his heart, and when he went back to cook, he refused to let her do it alone, the two of them crowded into the kitchen, followed the recipe, talked and laughed and learned, and cooked, regardless of whether the taste was good or not, both of them ate very fragrantly.
After the meal, seeing that it was not too late, the two of them went out for a walk for the first time.
"It's the first time I've been out for a walk in so long." Shui Lanqing hugged Chen Pengwei's arm, the weight of his body hung on him, and he refused to walk well.
Chen Pengwei dragged her in a very good mood, little by little along the wooden plank road to the lake, there were a lot of people who came out for a walk at night, and from time to time there were groups of children riding various cars, whistling by. Chen Pengwei was not at ease and let Shui Lanqing inside.
In the square by the lake, some people are teaching square dance, and many middle-aged women are seriously learning from the teacher.
Chen Pengwei looked at it, smiled and pushed Shui Lanqing, "Qingqing, you also go up and practice." ”
Shui Lanqing looked at him amusedly, and raised her chin, "Okay, you accompany me, let's go back and dance for a while." Do you dare? ”
Chen Pengwei looked at her eyes that narrowed like a cat, and he didn't feel itchy in his heart. Pulling out his arm, he took her into his arms and hugged her, standing on the edge of the crowd and watching the people in the square jump, "If I jump, is there a reward?" ”
Shui Lanqing looked back at him in surprise, he really wanted to go up and jump? Thinking about it, I couldn't help but widen my eyes. Weighing back and forth between the reward and watching Chen Pengwei dance the square dance, the reward he wants, but that's all, you can watch Chen Pengwei dance the square dance, it's a hundred years ago.
After thinking about it carefully, he finally considered it and asked, "Then what reward do you want?" ”
Chen Pengwei looked at her cautious appearance, thought about it, lowered his head to her ear, and said softly, "Give me one time tonight." As soon as the words fell, Shui Lanqing was startled, blushing and turning her head to stare at him.
She thought that the reward was just to move to the garden in advance, or to go further, and let her take the initiative to kiss him, but his request was ......
"Don't worry, I promised you not to go in, but you have to listen to me." The light in Chen Pengwei's eyes made Shui Lanqing dare not look at him, and she blushed and was angry and speechless. I didn't want to let go of watching him square dance, but what he wanted for this reward was really embarrassing, and his whole body was on fire.
Chen Pengwei stood beside him, looking down at the changing face of the villain in his arms, he couldn't help but smile, lowered his head and continued to coax, "Sooner or later, you will give it to me, sooner or later, you can't escape." You can still watch me square dance. This opportunity is really rare, brother, I have never skipped in my life, you have to think quickly, people will finish the jump in a while. ”
Shui Lanqing struggled fiercely in her heart, thinking that what he said seemed to have some truth, but the reward he asked for made her really nod her head.
"Then I'm going to make a video, you have to dance seriously. Jump for at least five minutes. Shui Lanqing finally made a request.
"Done." Chen Pengwei nodded and agreed without thinking.