Chapter Eighty-Four: The Heart Has a Thousand Knots
He also had a faint smile on his face, he was resistant to this change at first, after all, he had been used to this kind of life for more than ten years, and he didn't want to change easily, so he tried to avoid Shangguan Feng and didn't want her to influence him.
But some things can't be done by thinking, and gradually attracted by her unique talent and hearty laughter, I can't help but slowly get closer to her.
No, it's been almost a year since he got married, and although he doesn't want to admit it, he was really changed by her, and he gradually found that he was like his real self.
When he came back to the 'misty' Misty Mountain Villa, everyone was already waiting for them to eat together, Chu Yan glanced at Shangguan Feng, his eyes were full of warmth, and he wanted to step forward to speak, but he saw her and Xuanyuan Ye's hands clasped tightly, and finally gave up. And Gao Ruoyi pulled his arm and still stuck to him inch by inch, Gao Ruoyi's face was 'rippling' with happiness, and his face was 'pale' and his brows were tightly locked, he just pulled down Gao Ruoyi's left hand, and after a while, his right hand grabbed his arm again, and finally he had to give up helplessly.
At the dinner table, Xuanyuan Ye was a strong person for Shangguan Feng, and Gao Ruoyi was a strong person for Chu Yan to pick up vegetables, Gao Junhao could only helplessly look at his own girl, and then look at Shangguan Feng with deep meaning, alas! This table is a perfect match! This meal was really fun to eat!
After the meal, Shangguan Feng washed up early and went to the 'bed' to rest, while Xuanyuan fell asleep while waiting, gently printed a 'kiss' on her forehead, and then covered the quilt for her with twisted hands and feet, and his figure flashed like a ghost and disappeared into the night', can you guess where he went? Of course, they went to Gao Junhao, because they wanted to find the antidote to the poison of love 'flowers'.
When Xuanyuan Ye arrived, Gao Junhao hadn't come yet, and after waiting for about half an hour Gao Junhao came, his eyes were slightly red and he looked very lonely, and when he saw Xuanyuan Ye, he was stunned at first and then reacted,
"You're really early, you've been waiting for a long time, I'm too late because I just had something."
Xuanyuan Ye could see that Gao Junhao should have just cried, it seems that everyone has a sad history, and he didn't want to break it, so he just nodded slightly and said,
"Hehehe. I'm new too! ”
In fact, Gao Junhao just went to see the portrait of his beloved, and he saw Xuanyuan Ye and Shangguan Feng who were so loving at the dinner table, as well as Yiyi and Chu Yan who were playing around, suddenly missed her very much, and couldn't help but think of their happy time together.
At that time, he was excellent in medical skills and suave, and naturally there were many beautiful 'women' around him, and she just guarded him silently, never asked for anything in return, but just loved him and took care of him wholeheartedly.
But he took her love for him for granted, never loved her seriously, pitied her, and even allowed those 'women' to bully her, until one day she disappeared into his world.
He realized that he cared about her and loved her so much, but it was already too late, her heart was dead, and she was no longer on him, he really regretted it!
He regretted that he didn't love her wholeheartedly, and when he woke up, he had climbed thousands of rivers and mountains without any footprints of her, which was God's punishment for him.
There is a saying that is very true, when you suddenly think of the person who is silently waiting for you one day, you turn around and find that you don't know when that person has been 'lost' by you.
Xuanyuan Ye looked at Gao Junhao, who was stunned there, and always felt that he was different from the past, as if the scar buried in his heart had been excavated again, and the whole person seemed to be extremely vicissitudes, as if he had aged ten years overnight, so he asked,
"Master Gao, are you okay? Is it unwell? If you're not feeling well, you don't have to continue tonight, it's not too urgent anyway, let's start tomorrow night."
"No need, the old man is fine, just occasionally remembering some past events and touching the scene"
"Master Gao Zhuang thinks of his wife, Yiyi's mother?"
Xuanyuan Ye didn't know why, he blurted out such a question, and he immediately regretted it after saying it, he is not one of those people who likes to inquire about other people's hidden 'privacy'.
But he took the liberty of asking like this, and suddenly felt a little abrupt, after all, he and Gao Junhao were not familiar with each other, but they had achieved the common goal of saving Feng'er with each other!
But when he said it, it was like water that had been spilled, and it was hard to collect it, he understood.
So patiently waited for Gao Junhao's reaction.
Xuanyuan Ye's words pierced Gao Junhao's bleeding wound like a needle, and he didn't expect Xuanyuan Ye to be so outspoken.
But when I think about it, I feel that it is nothing, and my own experience can also be used as an example to warn future generations, so I paused and said,
"Yes, the old man remembered a 'woman', but she is not Yiyi's mother, he is the old man's favorite person, but he is the person who hurts the old man the most, it was the old man's fault at the beginning, alas!" ,
After saying these words, he sighed, Xuanyuan Ye didn't 'interject', just listened quietly, Xuanyuan Ye at this moment was just a listener, the only person who listened to him 'reveal' his heart.
Seeing that Xuanyuan Ye didn't 'interject', he pondered there for a while, as if reminiscing about the good old days, and then continued
"In fact, Yiyi and Han'er are not the old man's biological sons and daughters, the old man has not married a wife and had children in his life, they are just orphans picked up by the old man, but the old man really treats them as his own sons and 'daughters'."
At this moment, Xuanyuan Ye was a little suspicious, the dignified medical god Gao Junhao had never married a wife and had children, which didn't seem to match the rumors in the outside world.
And it's unlikely, how can no one want to marry him, unless he doesn't want to marry, right. Could it be because of the 'female' he just mentioned?
But obviously he said that he was his beloved 'woman', why was he the person he hurt the most? Xuanyuan Ye still couldn't help but speak,
"Are you waiting for her? If you love her, why didn't you marry her? ”
"Alas! The old man used to be 'confused' with his mind, although she was also very beautiful, but there were countless 'women' around the old man, she was just one of them, how could the old man put her so ordinary in his heart?
When I first met her, I really liked her, and was attracted by her talent and temperament, she was a magical 'girl' with ghosts and spirits, but her identity and status were too special, no one agreed with us, and even deliberately broke us up.
In the end, I decided to leave her temporarily, and I told her to wait for me, and then go to her when I made a name for myself and had the strength.
But three years passed, and my fame gradually faded into oblivion, until one day she found me, and she appeared in front of me in such a down-and-out manner.
I didn't even recognize her, until she called my name, I remembered her three years ago, the promise I made three years ago, but although I recognized her, I was much more distant from her. ”
"I only remember that I loved her, but I can't remember why I loved her. I just wanted to be good to her in a daze, but I hurt her all the time, and even let her see me and other 'women' live in the 'Spring' Palace.
I only know that my heart hurts inexplicably when I see her crying, but I still can't help but hurt her, it seems that hurting her is a pleasure and a hobby of mine, and I really don't know what happened to me at that time?
It wasn't until she left completely that I was dead set on me, I looked for her for three days and three nights and didn't find her, and finally my memory was fully recovered after a serious illness, it turned out that I loved her, and I have always loved her, but after I left three years ago, I was poisoned by her people, and they controlled me with toxins.
It even made me start to hate her until she was completely gone, and my heartache gradually broke through the shackles of that 'medicine', but it was too late, and she was gone.
I went to her house to look for her, but was beaten out by his family, and later I found out that she had run away from home when she went to look for me, and they had been looking for her, but they couldn't find her.
She just quietly left my world and took my heart with her.
This is where we first met, and I waited here until she came back, and I believe that one day she will come back, and even if she never comes back, I will wait for her here until I die.
She said she wanted a couple for the rest of her life, and she said he liked to see me laugh, but since she left, I forgot how to laugh. ”
Listening to Gao Junhao's words, Xuanyuan Ye was also distressed, such a good pair of immortal couples were broken up alive, a couple for a lifetime, Feng'er also said such things, but can he afford it?
He also has a blue lotus, the person who resembles his mother but makes him want to pity and protect, he can be sure that he is really in love with Shangguan Feng, but he doesn't know what level this love has reached.
However, he was sure that if someone obstructed him and Shangguan Feng one day, he would definitely resist desperately, let alone wait to the death, and he would definitely find her back at the ends of the earth.