Chapter 422: My Heart Has Not Changed About You
Shi Tingzhou naturally heard it.
"Mom's phone is out of battery, how about taking your uncle's video with your father?" He took the lead and said to the minister.
Mu Shihuan raised his eyes to look at him.
Shi Tingzhou smiled and took out his mobile phone, unlocked it and handed it to Xiao Chen: "Do you remember your father's mobile phone number?" ”
The minister didn't think much about it.
"Yes, uncle." He took his phone and pressed a string of numbers.
Shi Ting took it over again.
"Wait."
……
Across the ocean.
Li Jingyan had just finished an early morning meeting when his mobile phone vibrate.
There is no signed number, but the place of ownership is Heijo.
Breathing uncontrollably sluggish, an anticipation welled up, and without wasting any time, he touched his phone and connected: "Hey." ”
"Shi Ting Zhou." It's not Mu Shihuan.
In fact, he had been mentally prepared, but at this moment, he was still disappointed.
"Something?" Steady his mind, he asked.
But he didn't give him an answer, but cut off the phone directly.
Li Jingyan frowned.
Without waiting for him to call back, Shi Tingzhou's text message found that Xiaochen wanted to video with him and asked him to pass his WeChat.
His thin lips pursed slightly, he realized something, and clicked on WeChat.
Sure enough, Shi Tingzhou's friend application was sent.
He clicked through.
Soon, the video invitation was sent.
Li Jingyan half-closed his eyes and accepted.
"Daddy." Xiao Chen's face appeared on the screen, with a smile of surprise.
Other than that, all he could see was Shi Tingzhou.
Without her.
Li Jingyan had already adjusted his emotions and did not show it at all.
"Missed Daddy?" He asked in a low voice.
Xiao Chen nodded: "I didn't see my dad today, I miss my dad," he paused and asked, "Dad, did Xiao Chen bother you, are you busy with work?" ”
He knew that his father was busy and hard.
Li Jingyan's heart warmed.
"I'm not busy," he paid attention to the environment, and couldn't help asking, "Is the minister eating out?" ”
In fact, he wanted to ask if he was with his mother, although he knew that Mu Shihuan would definitely take Xiaochen with him every step of the way, but he still couldn't help but ask, and couldn't help but want to know.
"Well," Xiao Chenyang laughed, "Mom and Uncle took me out to play today, and now we are eating out." ”
Li Jingyan could see his happiness, and some smiles appeared in his eyes.
"Daddy."
"Huh?"
"Mom promised Xiaochen that when I am older, my father and mother will accompany Xiaochen to play again."
Suddenly, Li Jingyan was slightly stunned, and so did the three people around Xiao Chen.
No one expected that Xiao Chen would suddenly say this, although this was indeed what Mu Shihuan promised him.
Xiao Chen didn't know what the adults were thinking, he just wanted to tell his father his expectations, and after saying this, he said: "Dad, Xiao Chen is good here, you also have to pay attention to your body." ”
Li Jingyan came back to his senses.
"Okay."
What else did he want to say.
Suddenly, he heard Shi Tingzhou's voice again, to be exact, he heard Shi Tingzhou's voice calling Jiang Wen.
Jiang Wen......
He's there, too.
As if to confirm his guess, soon the figures of Jiang Wen and Shi Tingzhou in the camera flashed away.
Except for Mu Shihuan, he never appeared.
Immediately, he heard the waiter knocking on the door and coming in to serve the food.
"Xiao Chen, eat well, let's talk next time." He took the initiative to end the video
。
The minister was reluctant.
"Okay, listen to Daddy." He said, and finally added, "Dad, the minister misses you." ”
"Dad also misses the minister."
End of video.
Li Jingyan held the phone in his hand and didn't put it down for a long time.
He was in a trance for a moment, and then he lit a cigarette.
Tang Yu came in.
Catching a glimpse of his appearance and the mobile phone in his hand, Tang Yu guessed something, and asked directly: "Have you talked to Xiaochen on the phone?" ”
Li Jingyan was silent and spit out two words: "Video." ”
Tang Yu looked at her.
"Lao Li," he went straight to the point, "to Mu Shihuan, what are your plans now?" ”
Li Jingyan's smoking paused for two seconds.
Tang Yu caught it.
"Xiao Chen has been separated from you since he was born, and he finally got it back," he also lit a cigarette, "You are sending him to Mu Shihuan now, do you want Xiao Chen to follow her?" ”
Smoggy.
He spit out smoke rings: "With you or with Mu Shihuan, it is not the best choice to say to a child who has lacked love since childhood, he needs a complete home." The minister depends on you, the father. ”
Saying that dependence does not mean that Xiaochen is the same as a little girl, but Xiaochen's living environment since he was a child, and he has been separated from his biological parents for a long time, and it will naturally be the same after reuniting.
He always remembered that after Lao Li brought Xiao Li back, Lao Li fell ill again because he went to country C, and Xiao Li's little guy was so small, he was anxious and worried about it, and he guarded Lao Li every day.
He also knew that for Lao Li, Xiaochen was not just a child of him and Mu Shihuan.
Let's feel guilty.
"Have you thought about it?" He looked at Li Jingyan and asked.
Li Jingyan smoked silently and didn't make a sound for a long time.
"Lao Li."
"Between me and her, in the face of her, I am very powerless."
The tone sounded like a normal sentence, but Tang Yu heard helplessness in it.
He was silent.
Li Jingyan's voice was hoarse: "She said that she had let go, even though I knew that it was not like that to a large extent, but in her, every time I faced it, I was only powerless." ”
"I don't know what to do, I don't know how to face her, how to untie her knot." His face was blurred by the smoke, but his eyes were getting darker and darker.
That powerlessness is indescribable.
"I always feel that it can't be recovered."
Tang Yu listened quietly and said, "How do you know if you don't continue to try?" You are not someone who gives up so easily, and you shouldn't be like this to Mu Shihuan. ”
Li Jingyan smiled: "Then what should I do?" Continue to stalk and make her hate me even more, hate me even more? ”
The smile was full of bitterness.
Tang Yu was silent.
"Even if one day the knot in my heart can really be untied," Li Jingyan lowered his eyes, and his voice became even more hoarse, "But the damage will always exist, no matter how long it takes, it will not be smoothed." ”
What's more, Mu Shihuan's current attitude is clearly that he doesn't want to face it.
He couldn't push her anymore.
She hated him for pushing her.
Tang Yu smoked a cigarette, and suddenly said: "The time wasted by me and Li Yan is no less than that of you and Mu Shihuan, I didn't want to mention her in the past, and I couldn't get by, but those days alone, especially at night, I would think of her and dream of her." ”
"I can't lie to myself, I just want her to be around, but I can't see that the person next to her is not me, and I can't watch her marry another man one day. She is that person, I can't be disappointed anymore. ”
"Li Yan is to me what Mu Shihuan is to you." He approached and patted Li Jingyan's shoulder, "Old Li, think about it clearly, don't let yourself regret it." ”
Emotional matters, no matter how much others do, can't interfere.
The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, but there are some things, some knots, and only the parties involved can untie each other.
Others can't do it.
What Lao Li was like in the year when Mu Shihuan disappeared in an accident, Tang Yu still remembers it vividly, but he feels that Lao Li in those days is different from this moment.
Now he ......
Tang Yu felt that he couldn't describe it.
Sighing in his heart, he said: "I believe that the only person who can untie Mu Shihuan's knot is you." ”
……
At the end of the video, no one mentioned Li Jingyan, and Xiao Chen just said to Mu Shihuan that he wanted to video with his father before going to bed, and then he was diverted from the topic by Shi Tingzhou.
The waiter has already brought the ordered food.
Shi Tingzhou will enliven the atmosphere the most, and there will be no cold scene when he is there.
It's just that it's a little different now.
The difference is that Mu Shihuan seems to only have a minister in his eyes, as if he can't see anyone else anymore.
Although Shi Tingzhou talked to her, she would also respond.
After a few times, Shi Tingzhou couldn't help but feel a little more dislike and disgust for Li Jingyan in his heart.
He simply continued to chat with Jiang Wen, but caught Jiang Wen's gaze unconsciously moving away from Shi Huan.
He sighed again.
At a meal, in addition to Mu Shihuan and Xiao Chen, Shi Tingzhou and Jiang Wen all had some other feelings in their hearts.
Especially Jiang Wen, he doesn't know the taste of food.
After dinner, Shi Tingzhou did not ask the driver to drive the car, but walked back to the mall slowly, which was regarded as eating.
When he arrived at the mall, he didn't go directly to the parking lot, but went to the mobile phone counter, saying that he was buying a mobile phone.
Mu Shihuan wondered, could it be that his mobile phone was broken?
Without waiting for her to ask, Shi Tingzhou leaned over and hugged Xiao Chen, touched his head and smiled a little ruffianly: "Uncle will take you to buy a mobile phone, so that you and your father can video whenever you want, go, pick what kind of one you like?" ”
Mu Shihuan was stunned when he heard this, and subconsciously wanted to refuse.
Shi Ting Zhou raised his chin and signaled: "The desserts and drinks over there are good, suitable for children, do you want to bring some back to Xiaochen?" ”
After a pause, he said directly: "Brother Wen, you accompany Shi Huan, and I will take Xiaochen to pick up his mobile phone." ”
Mu Shihuan understood at once.
He wanted to create opportunities for himself and Jiang Wen.
He had already walked to the counter with Xiao Chen in his arms, and Xiao Chen turned around and waved at her, his eyes bright, as if he was expecting dessert.
What Mu Shihuan originally wanted to say was blocked in his throat.
"Are you going?" Jiang Wen walked up to her and asked in a low voice.
The breath was quietly enveloping.
Mu Shihuan was silent for two seconds and nodded: "Okay." ”
She thought of the bracelet and handkerchief from last night, and her thoughts were confused, but she thought that maybe she could say something.
It's just that Jiang Wen was one step ahead of her, and she mentioned last night's incident while she was still thinking about it.
He first asked, "Are you alright?" ”
Naturally, the question was asked after last night, and now, about the minister.
Mu Shihuan nodded: "It's okay." ”
She looked at him, and Jiang Wen also happened to look.
"Thank you," she whispered, "Brother Jiang Wen, I ......"
"Shi Huan, don't rush to give me an answer." With just one glance, Jiang Wen knew what she wanted to say, and directly interrupted her and reminded, "I'm not in a hurry to wait for your answer." ”
You may be in a hurry when you go on a business trip, but after last night, it's not.
He stopped.
"I think I need to fight for myself one more time before you give me an answer," he said calmly and sincerely, "and my heart for you hasn't changed these days, neither last night nor now. ”