Introverts always have a lot of inner drama, and it seems to be the case when you think about it, like me.

I often hear a phrase that touches my sensitive nerves in other people's mouths, and my brain can conjure up a TV series with at least 80 episodes, and the picture is high-definition, and it is miserable.

I'll admit that I was really impressed by my amazing ability, and while it didn't throw up on the spot, it gave me goosebumps all over my body.

I didn't dare to look at Lao Zhang, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to control myself. If it really made me vomit just because I glanced at Lao Zhang, I am afraid that Lao Zhang will fall into self-doubt from now on and will not be able to extricate himself.

Am I really ugly?

I think Lao Zhang should keep asking himself this question. When you sleep, when you wash your face, or even when you train, .......

When he was constantly in self-denial, he suddenly remembered that there was once a person who vomited just because he looked at him more in the crowd......

The scene is unimaginable.

If that's the case, I don't think even a strong mind like Lao Zhang can't withstand such a violent blow!

As soon as I thought of this, I stood up, looked at Xiao Deng and said, "I'm sorry, I suddenly have a little urgency, you guys talk first, I'll come when I go." ”

Sometimes it is not necessarily due to physical reasons, but it may also be the result of psychological shock.

Just like the dialect that is popular in our place--- I see you in a hurry.

What it really means is: I don't want to see you!

Xiao Deng and I are from the same place, and he and I are relatively familiar with each other. So when I said urgency, Xiao Deng didn't believe it. He took my hand, looked at me a little speechlessly, and said:

"Come on, Xiaoli, our captain doesn't mean what you think. It's just that our captain is this kind of character, and he becomes incoherent whenever something might cause trouble for others. I remember one time when our captain asked the instructor to help solve some personal problems, it was also like this, in fact, it was not that troublesome, you can sit back and listen to what he has to say. ”

Your captain didn't mean it that way I thought it was???

Which? Is it your captain's reluctant invitation, but it's not that difficult? Or is your captain not really a brokeback?

But what do you mean by asking your instructor to solve a personal problem? Your instructor must be a man, right!! If what is said in the TV series is true.

Hey...... Don't dare to think about it, don't dare to think about it

But when Xiao Deng said this, and was looked at by Lao Zhang Zhi in a daze, I was embarrassed to say it even if I was really urgent.

So I touched my nose, smiled awkwardly, and said, "No, I didn't mean that, I really had a little urgency." But what, young man, it's not difficult to hold back...... Ha. ”

As I spoke, I sat back again, then looked at Zhang Jianjun, and found that he was also full of embarrassment, as if I was really thinking too much.

In fact, after glancing at Lao Zhang, his angular face is really not like what I imagined. Besides, in front of Lao Zhang's face, no matter how powerful and true the inner drama is, it is vulnerable, because this face looks so honest and honest, which makes people unconsciously think of the righteous side.

I looked at Lao Zhang and asked, "Instructor Zhang, if you need to use my orders, I will never refuse." ”

Although I have already called Zhang Jianjun Lao Zhang in my heart, I still maintain respect in my mouth, after all, he is an instructor, and I am just a hairless kid. Although there are some punches and kicks that surprise him, they are only at best

It's a hairy boy who can fight.

What I said is also worth scrutinizing, how much sincerity is in it? All I can say is not a single point.

Are you kidding? No matter how much I think Zhang Jianjun is a person worthy of deep friendship, how long have we only known each other?

Can a meeting of about half an hour allow me to stick a knife in his ribs? How is this possible

I have already calculated in my heart, and it seems that Lao Zhang needs my help with something. Listen to him first, but anything that requires me to move two kilometers or more than two hours for him to ask for help is beyond my means.

When the time comes, ......, hehe, I really want to help you, but people can't do it!

Zhang Jianjun glanced at me, and slowly seemed to have recovered his previous posture, but seeing that I was about to get up and leave at any time, he endured it and tried to make himself look natural.

"Xiaoli, you seem to have said that you were only twenty years old this year, right?"

I nodded, and at the same time my mind began to wonder again. I don't seem to need to confirm how old I am this year, okay, it's good to just say something if there's something.

After getting my confirmation, Lao Zhang is about to start getting straight to the point.

The reason why I can see that Lao Zhang is going to get straight to the point is because I see that his face is starting to turn red again, and this time it seems to be a little more serious. Because what appeared on Zhang Jianjun's face this time was actually red, as if he was trying to hold back something.

At the same time, it seemed that it was too uncomfortable to hold back, Lao Zhang couldn't help but pick up the teacup on the table and take a sip gently.

Lao Zhang is more particular about drinking tea, as if he is enjoying something amazing. I'm a little thirsty when I see it.

So I also picked up the cup and drank it, unlike Lao Zhang, I drank it directly as water, and I didn't drink any taste, I just felt that it quenched my thirst.

But I really have to admit that Lao Zhang's tea is indeed a good tea, although I don't understand, but I know that the tea that I want to drink after the first sip should be called a good tea. The first sip is to quench your thirst, and the second is to savor the taste.

Lao Zhang put down the cup after taking the first sip, as if he was about to speak. I also put down the cup, but I still had a sip of tea in my mouth, because it was really fragrant, so I also followed Lao Zhang's example and swallowed slowly in my mouth.

"Little Separation ......"

Lao Zhang spoke.

"I wonder if you're interested in enlisting in the army?"

I was slightly stunned, is this what Lao Zhang said about the reluctant invitation? Isn't this style right? Just ask me if I'm interested in enlisting in the army, that is, being a soldier. Then you just say it, is it necessary to blush and be incoherent? After the play, .......

I was still slowly swallowing the tea in my mouth, but I was speechless.

My slight stunned seemed to make Lao Zhang think he was hesitating, so he continued:

"Xiaoli, I'm a straighter person, don't you mind ha......" Lao Zhang's face began to turn red again, "I think, although the school you studied is nominally a university, but ...... But. You get the idea, haha....... ”

……

I was so stunned that I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

Lao Zhang, whether it is because the name Zhang Jianjun inherently gives people a feeling of not smiling, or because of the seriousness that his identity as a military training instructor must always show at all times, he should not be laughed like this.

How do you say one word? Beat his chest and pause, look up to the sky and smile .......

I didn't expect Lao Zhang to be this kind of person, really. So much so that he was stunned for a while, even

The tea in his mouth flowed out of the corner of his mouth little by little, dripping on the collar without noticing.

The three views are all ruined.......

Seeing Lao Zhang's self-liberating state, I was also infected, so I patted Lao Zhang's head buried on the table with a speechless face, and said with some resentment:

"Lao Zhang, I know this school is not good, but your actions are shocking."

Zhang Jianjun didn't care that my name for him had changed, maybe he noticed it but didn't take it to heart.

He didn't raise his head on the table, trying to hold back the laughter as if he was struggling to endure it. It's like a young girl who has been wronged and is hiding her face and sobbing, anyway, when some strange noises come out, the whole table can't help but shake slightly.

After hearing my resentful tone, Lao Zhang raised one hand and swung it twice, trying to justify his behavior, but his tone was still so unbeaten, without the slightest seriousness.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, I just ...... Ha ha... Haha, sorry, sorry...... Ha ha. ”

Before he finished speaking, he couldn't help but laugh out loud.

I was speechless, I really couldn't connect the old Zhang who punched and kicked me on the playground before, and the person in front of me. I felt that the pervert in the pink dress I had just thought about seemed to be more suitable for the old Zhang in front of me, so I got goosebumps again.

Xiao Deng was quite calm, as if he knew that their usual serious captain in front of outsiders should be like this, although he also wanted to laugh, but he couldn't help but show it.

I was confused, so I turned my head to look at him, trying to get some answers from him.

Xiao Deng noticed my gaze and whispered to me, "Xiao Li, our captain is the ......." ”

After a long list of explanations muttered by Xiao Deng, I barely understood what he meant, and I also had a clearer understanding of what he said before, when their captain made any reluctant request, he would be speechless and even blush.

The general meaning is that Lao Zhang is actually such a person.

Although he is a warm-hearted person, he is not used to bothering others. It was originally a little trivial, but after saying it, it would make the other party feel a little embarrassed, and Lao Zhang was embarrassed to say it.

How so? These are the most positive three views I have ever seen. Compared with some people who are shameless, righteous and awe-inspiring to ask others for help and are not grateful, they are simply two levels.

Originally, it was normal for Lao Zhang to want me to follow him to be a soldier, and he was right, as far as the university I studied at was called Pheasant University, it was to raise my grade. And he wasn't asking me for help, he could even say he wanted to help me. If I were to be a soldier, I would probably be more suitable and have a better way out.

I glanced at Lao Zhang, and then at Xiao Deng.

It is said that the gap between people and people is bigger than the gap between people and pigs.

Look at Lao Zhang's enlightenment, and then look at Xiao Deng's forced appearance. At the beginning, Lao Tzu desperately saved his sister's life, but in the end, what did he get? I haven't even said thank you until now.

Alas, it's ...... not to mention it, it's just that I started too lightly before, and now I can't find a reason to do it.

Xiao Deng seemed to see my ill-will in my eyes, and his stretched neck involuntarily shrank back.

Looking at Xiao Deng's pitiful appearance, I sighed softly, and then asked him why Zhang Jianjun was smiling like this, which was really too exaggerated.

Seeing that I didn't seem to have any intention of making a move, Xiao Deng moved closer to me and told me the reason.