After preliminarily determining the next action with Lao Cai, he said that he would cultivate the cloth cloth god in the future, not to mention that he could reach the height of his master in a short time, at least he would be able to help me at a critical time.

Lao Cai's words moved me again.

In the end, he just nodded to him silently.

Too many words, I don't know how to say them.

……

At night, I had that dream again, and I saw the familiar back.

It's just that the next picture is gone, there is no feeling of mastering all beings, and there is no voice that scolds me for being a coward.

Actually, I didn't think about it.

On the contrary, I had long suspected in my heart that someone was behind all this.

Looking back on my life, since my first encounter with a ghost in my freshman year of high school, my life has felt completely out of control.

One bizarre dream after another can always predict something, or guide me how to go.

Just like this dream that suddenly disappeared, it seems that its appearance is to let me come out of my decadence, and then guide me step by step to find the Sanqing Heavenly Destiny.

Spells against the sky, it is said that after cultivation, you can control the world.

It's so consistent with the feeling that comes out of the dream.

I always felt as if there was a pair of invisible hands pushing me forward step by step.

But I suspect I'm too neurotic.

After all, a small person like me can't make a splash when thrown into a pile.

Therefore, this idea of "there are always people who want to harm me" is only a fleeting, and I don't think about it deeply.

When I woke up the next day, I went to the barbershop and got my hair cut.

As mentioned before, my hair is still a little long, with stubble that hasn't been taken care of for a long time. In obscene terms, it is "there is actually a decadent beauty".

I don't know if it's beautiful or not, decadence is indeed quite decadent.

It's no different from a piece of waste.

Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I feel that the person in the mirror is so strange to me.

The beard had been dealt with yesterday, and after cutting my hair, I went to the classroom, and met Xia Baizhi on the way, and she said to me: "Look, Brother Li, isn't this more energetic?" ”

"I thought a master like you was so 'uninhibited'? I didn't expect to clean myself up today. I shaved yesterday and cut my hair today, what's wrong? Is it because it's Christmas Eve in two days, and you're in a hurry to go on a date with your girlfriend? ”

Xia Baizhi is teasing me, I can hear it.

The youth of the youngest daughter's family is like this, and it is inseparable from the love of children when she opens two sentences.

I nodded to her, acquiescing.

I don't know what Christmas Eve is not Christmas Eve, I just know that this topic can't be talked about much.

After a lie is told, it often takes more lies to maintain, and if you say more and make more mistakes, you simply don't say more.

But what I didn't expect was that I received a phone call in the afternoon, it was Deng Qian. I had to rack my brains again to figure out how to round out the lies I told before.

On the phone, Deng Qian told me that she wanted to come to me for Christmas, and said that she wanted to meet my girlfriend.

I still remember that I met Deng Qian on the day I left for Kunming, and we talked about some topics in the car, and at that time she said that she must take her to meet my girlfriend if she has the opportunity.

At that time, I thought that she might just say it casually, so I casually agreed.

What's going on now?

I don't know how to say to Deng Qian with the phone.

After thinking about it, I said to her, "Okay, but my girlfriend has a part-time job, and she may be busy, so I can't guarantee that I will be able to meet her then!" ”

I didn't say this to death, so I should be more improvised.

Deng Qian on the phone didn't think much about it when she heard it, and happily agreed.

……

After class, I went to the taekwondo club as usual to guide those handsome men and beautiful women to practice, and this time the obscenity and belly were also there, he

The two of them wore a proper dress today, and it really made sense to stand with everyone.

It's just that the ...... looks obscene, and there is always a kind of rat feces that spoils the taste of the whole pot of soup.

Since the two of them came to the taekwondo club yesterday afternoon, they have been staying here except for going back to the dormitory at night to sleep.

At this time, although it is not so coordinated, it also has some appearance.

So I didn't have the idea of taking care of "bad students" and treated them equally.

Anyway, it's the same recipe and the same taste.

Xia Baizhi is also there today, compared with yesterday, today she changed into a dress.

With her ponytail, she looks very capable.

It's just that the body is weaker, and although one move and one style have the same appearance, it is soft and has no attack power.

I don't know how to teach this, and I don't have the idea of teaching it.

The little fairy who is obviously full of fairy spirit, if she pulls up her sleeves to reveal her powerful biceps......

Uh, the picture is so beautiful!!

In a group of people, Xia Baizhi has the most questions, and every time after practicing a few moves, she has to ask me if I am doing it right.

But whenever I showed a little dissatisfaction, she kept asking after me.

In the end, she simply pulled me to stand next to her, and didn't let me go anywhere, so she instructed her to practice alone.

It was fine at first, but then I couldn't take it anymore.

As soon as she asked me how I was playing, I said perfunctorily that it was very good.

But after a few times, she saw my perfunctory attitude, and deliberately corrected me, and wanted to ask me if the swing of my hair was graceful when she turned around.

I almost collapsed on the spot.

I really had no choice, so I ignored my conscience and praised her "heartfelt" for every move.

"Well, not bad......"

"This punch is very beautiful......"

"This high-legged ......, awesome!"

"The talent is too high, it won't be long before I am no match for you......"

……

It was also accompanied by flattering smiles and warm applause.

Sure enough, money is not easy to earn......

It wasn't until Lao Cai pulled me out for a cigarette that I was finally able to get a break from it.

It's still that location, it's still that step.

After sitting down, he took the cigarette handed over by Lao Cai, took out the cigarette stick pinned to his waist and put it on and lit it.

After taking a puff, I told Lao Cai about Deng Qian's coming.

Then I told him that I told Deng Qian that I already had a girlfriend, and told Lao Cai not to leak his mouth.

For Song Mink, Lao Cai knows it.

Lao Cai knows that the relationship between Song Mink and me is very unusual, and it can be seen that we are boyfriend and girlfriend.

So I knew that when I said these words, he would be able to guess that I was talking about Song Mink.

Lao Cai paused as he smoked, he looked at me, as if he wanted to say something to me, but finally nodded at me.

I know what Lao Cai wants to say.

Lao Cai's heart must have thought that I hadn't come out yet, although he was right.

I knew that his expression was trying to persuade me, just like those comforting lines in the movie, that the dead are gone, and the living should live well.

But do I really have to get out? The answer is no.

If I really let go, I should live a good life, find a girl I like, and talk about a relationship that is not vigorous, but decent.

Instead of wishful thinking to find some Sanqing Destiny.

I found Sanqing Heavenly Destiny because of my grandfather's factor, but it is undeniable that there is also a reason for Song Mink.

My grandfather is lost on the way back to his soul and needs to be rescued by the Sanqing Mandate.

And Song Mink is a nine-tailed lynx, death means never being reborn, and it is also an ending that I can't accept.

All this, as long as you find Sanqingtian

Lives can be dissolved.

I want to resurrect my grandfather, and I want to resurrect Song Mink.

I firmly believe that the legendary supreme spell that can change one's life against the sky will definitely be able to do this.

……

Lao Cai didn't know everything that happened between me and Song Mink, and he didn't know the dream I had.

The dream of growing old with Song Mink all his life is so real.

No matter how much time has passed, I can still vividly recall every detail of that dream.

I have always believed that the essence of love is actually mutual attraction at first sight, and in the end, it will evolve into family affection.

A kind of blood connection, you have me, I have your feelings.

So what it means to me to lose Song Mink, Lao Cai will never know.

He would never have experienced that pain in his life.

If I could, I really hope that Song Mink can live, and I will not hesitate to give everything for this.

I don't want to tell Lao Cai these thoughts in my heart, it's not that I don't regard Lao Cai as a brother in my heart, on the contrary, I just treat him as a brother too much, as I said before.

Some secrets can only be buried in the heart, no matter who they are, no matter how good the relationship is, it can only be so.

In fact, I don't care if I come out or not.

For me, if the so-called coming out is to let go of Song Mink and let go of my grandfather, then I would rather choose to be like now, for a goal, even if I know that I can't do it, I have to face the difficulties.

Letting go of the past, marrying a wife and having children, and living it from the perspective of ordinary people is also a lifetime.

It is also a lifetime to work hard in one direction and pursue what you want in your heart.

Since it's all life, why not go for it according to your own ideas?

and Lao Cai smoked quietly, and after talking about Deng Qian, we didn't speak.

At this time, Xia Baizhi walked out in a Taoist uniform, and smiled when she saw me smoking with a cigarette stick.

quipped: "Brother Li, smoking is so retro." Is this also the demeanor of a master? ”

I spit out the smoke from my mouth, took the last piece of cigarette butt off the cigarette stick and threw it in the trash, cleaned it and pinned it to my waist.

Then he shook his head at her with a smile and said, "This is purely a personal hobby." ”

After that, I asked her if she was done with the practice and ready to go back to the dormitory.

She shook her head and said no, it was because everyone was not very skilled in some movements, and asked her to come to me to go in and guide her.

The corners of my mouth twitched.

Everyone?

I think you're the one who has the most to do.

Such a few simple moves, even a pig can learn in two days.

But I can't say this, after all, this is a little rich woman in front of me.

Even if you don't look at her face, you have to look at the face of her wallet.

So I had to get up and join her in the taekwondo club again.

After pushing the door open and entering, I saw that everyone was practicing, and when they saw me entering, they all showed excited eyes, as if they were really waiting for me to guide them as Xia Baizhi said.

No way!

I thought to myself: Isn't this going to be the case? It's not a pig's problem. It's a bunch of pigs!

I looked at Summer, wondering how he had managed to bring the pigs together.

When I pushed the door in, everyone stood up.

If you have a question, you should hurry up and ask me, and for a time you will surround me tightly.

I finally pointed out everyone's questions, and when I was about to leave, Xia Baizhi came to me again.

I saw her clapping her palms, and everyone stopped moving to look at her.

She said with a smile: "I've been practicing taekwondo for so long, but unfortunately I haven't made any progress, let alone actual combat, I'm embarrassed to mention it." ”

"I believe that everyone also wants to see the real actual combat, why don't you let Chu Li demonstrate it for us today?"