Li Xiu said that she knew that the big guys had opinions about her, on the one hand, she came alone from the other side of the mountain, so that everyone had a lot of speculation about her. On the one hand, it's because of Chunhua, and Baozi's father is gone.

Mrs. Ma waved her hand: "You are down to the point." ”

"No, auntie, please listen to me, whether it is successful or not, I also want to talk to you, I want to tell you."

Mrs. Ma rolled her eyes and said to herself: Before, why didn't you tell me? You're the one who sees people serving dishes, you can see that I can do it.

Li Xiu didn't seem to see Mrs. Ma roll her eyes, wiped her tears and began to speak.

She said that she had indeed come from the other side of the mountain, and that she had run out of the land, and that she had passed by this escape.

"Where do you say, that uninhabited village? Where is the village full of dead people? Mrs. Ma was amazed.

Li Xiu nodded:

"My father and mother sold me to the famous old widower of the village, who was more than twenty years older than me, for eighteen taels of silver.

I almost fell to my knees in front of them, and they had to let me marry.

On the day I got married, I was fascinated and sent it directly.

My two elder sisters are also destined for this, the eldest sister was sold to an unclean place, and she went within two years of being tortured.

The second sister's first life is perverse, although the man is also older, but it is still painful, maybe the second brother-in-law is also a lonely person, and my second sister is very dependent on each other. Life was supposed to be delicious, but the man was short-lived.

I cheated my second sister, auntie.

Because later, after her man was gone, the second sister went back to her parents' house to secretly see me, and took the only girl in her family back to see me, but my father and mother secretly sold her girl's feet, and the second sister went crazy, went to find her daughter, and ran away to no longer hear from me. ”

Why, why is this your father?

"Because we have a younger brother, and that younger brother is still a bad gambler. In the eyes of his father, no matter how bad that younger brother is, he is also a male baby, a male baby who can pass on the ancestry. I don't have a mother's home, I don't have a mother's family. Li Xiu cried bitterly.

After hearing this, Mrs. Ma sighed in her heart.

Li Xiu cried for a while, then turned back to himself and continued:

"The man I married is old, and he is not afraid of the aunt's jokes, and if he can't do it, he will torture me. Saying that I am with other men is how to do it, in fact, there is nothing.

The more he didn't work, the more he hit me.

I had no place to go, and I didn't have any money on me.

Why did I run after so many years with him, I didn't dare to make up my mind to run, I didn't even have my mother's house, I didn't know where I could run, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to live if I ran out. Later, he couldn't stand the beating, so he smashed his lock, stole the grain bag in the cupboard, carried the grain on his back, and walked all the way to you. ”

Li Xiu said that she didn't expect to cross the mountain and almost faint again, when she met Zhao Fugui's mother.

Zhao Fugui's mother, after she woke up, somehow, she saw that she was a big girl.

Mrs. Ma knew this, she knew that Zhao Fugui and her mother would watch it. I used to use that eyesight to take over work and earn money. It's accurate.

"After that, the eldest mother knew that my mother-in-law drove away Chunhua's mother-in-law, thinking that she couldn't give birth, so she married Zhao Fugui, and we lived a good life, but Chunhua and I have always been at odds with her."

When Li Xiu said this, he hurriedly analyzed himself:

She said that the eldest mother, the people in the village already have an opinion on being a stepmother, even if the children left in front of them are like their own, it will make the spit stars drown, and I don't know how to pay attention to her behind the scenes. What's more, she treats Chunhua badly, she admitts.

Yes, Li Xiu admitted.

She said that it was not that she was ruthless, it was that Chunhua looked honest, but she was not a good cake.

Even today, she doesn't regret being bad to Chunhua. Because that child doesn't deserve to be nice to her.

Just look at that kid, which stepdaughter has her guts? was so bold that he stole the white noodles with lime and sent all the white noodles to his mother, so he should know that Chunhua is not an ordinary child, and he is ruthless.

Because Chunhua never thought about it, her younger brother, no longer a mother's birth, that is also a father's birth, that is also her own brother, including her own own father is about to flee the famine, whether the family has enough food to eat, regardless of whether they live or die, they should know how big the child's idea is.

Moreover, Li Xiu said that she was not bad to Chunhua from the beginning, but was forced by Chunhua's temperament.

Because I used to cook for the child to eat, the child didn't eat, and when he was hungry, he put his chest on his back and saved dry food, and he ran away to his grandmother's house in a few days and gave it to her mother.

Hungry outside, her stomach growled, and the whole village paid attention to her, her stepmother, unkind, extremely evil, made her reputation extremely bad, and when she turned her head, she turned out to be glutinous on Chunhua. I'd rather hide my spoiled and grow green hair than eat it, and I think about running out to see my mother every day.

At that time, she beat and scolded Chunhua, thinking about sending the child's heart back, so that she was not allowed to see her mother again, and let Chunhua eat by herself, but she still didn't listen, and she couldn't accept it.

Mrs. Ma thought to herself: Also, Chunhua's child was more than ten years old when she had a stepmother, and her mother was alive again. Maybe in Chunhua's eyes, she hated Li Xiu to death. I would think, if you hadn't appeared, how would my grandmother have driven away my mother? Therefore, it is indeed unripe.

Li Xiu continued to tell Mrs. Ma:

After a few times, she was pointed at by the people in the village, and her heart hardened.

What makes her heart harder is that Chunhua not only worries about sending food to her mother from time to time, but also always secretly talks to Zhao Fugui, who has soft ears, about how good her mother is at her grandmother's house, always wiping her tears, always not having enough to eat, and working every day.

The dead girl and Zhao Fugui muttered behind their backs once, and Zhao Fugui would look at her with the wrong eyes for several days in a row, always dodging and dodging.

"Auntie, I ran all the way, and I escaped to you with all my might, and I finally had a home.

Yes, Baozi's father has no ability, but he has no ability, in my eyes, he doesn't beat and scold me, and listens to me for everything, I feel that this family, I have to defend it even if I give up my life.

Not to mention the birth of my son.

From the time he gave birth to my son, my son has been my life. Home and my son are what I desperately want to protect.

So Chunhua is so agitated, do you think I will hate her? ”

Li Xiu wiped away her tears, she didn't ask Mrs. Ma to empathize, if Mrs. Ma would tolerate such an immature white-eyed wolf.

Instead, he repeated again: "I'm not afraid of others being particular behind my back, I'd rather be paid attention to for a lifetime, and I don't want to raise a little white-eyed wolf who dares to ruin my family." That's why I beat her to death in the first place, and after seeing the lime, I couldn't suppress the pressure of the fire, and I wished that the tigers and leopards in the mountains would gnaw on her. ”

Speaking of this, Li Xiu sat down on the ground, and his voice couldn't be smaller, "But I didn't expect Baozi and his father to ......."

If she knew, she would rather raise that white-eyed wolf, and her ruined intestines would be blue.

Why did she forget that Zhao Fugui was a person who was muttering, his ears were extremely soft, and he was easy to listen to a few words of persuasion, so he had no idea, and he could go down the mountain to find spring flowers.

Who to blame, who to blame?

"Get up." Mrs. Ma found that Li Xiu's eyes were out of focus and said.

Li Xiu was called by Mrs. Ma like this, shook her senses, and hurriedly shook her head.

Her experience in this half of her life has only taught her one thing, looking forward, if she always looks backwards, she will not live to this moment.

"Auntie, in the past, that's it.

People say that a family doesn't know about one family, and lives behind closed doors, who knows what's going on in someone's house? I'll tell you all my bottom and tell me a lie, and the sky will thunder.

Auntie, I kneel here today just to beg you to take me one.

Please.

I want to learn how to make dim sum. I'm going to do my best.

I also understand, why is the door of your oven room locked, that is a craft, a lifetime of eating skills, it is easy not to teach people, let alone me.

But I'm still kneeling here cheekily. I also asked to make snacks.

But I'm not greedy, really.

It's my family who has a treasure, and he is left with me as a mother.

He is still young, he can't leave anyone, and two years old is the time when he is not worried, if he runs and jumps and doesn't watch it, too? No one will take a good look at the baby for me.

So I can't go, I can't go out, so I didn't have the cheekiness to ask my aunt to take me out to sell dim sum, but wanted to make dim sum.

Again, I heard everyone say in private that the Fusheng brothers want Zhang Luo Kaichun's family to build a two-story small building.

Not to mention the two-story building, auntie, in the case of my family, it is to build a big tiled house, and I only rely on me to work four times, to be honest, I can't afford to build it.

Think about it, if everyone moves to the kind of small building that I say in private, I can't afford to build it, and I can't live with others, will we have it?

I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that everyone will think that our mother is a burden, and what I am most afraid of now is that everyone will drive our mother and mother away.

I admit that I have a lot of eyes, and my aunt may not like me, but my aunt, I am left with my treasure, and I can live to this day, and it is my heart that saved me.

I did see that my eldest lady had earned money, so I thought about pasting it.

Because there is no recruitment, it is not enough to build a house by work, even if you can owe money to the public, you have to pay it back. There are many other people's families who earn work, but I am alone, not to mention that it is not enough, and I am greedy to provide for Baozi to study, so I have to find a way to earn more money. ”

Mrs. Ma suddenly asked, "You don't plan to leave again?" ”

Li Xiumeng shook his head, and looked straight at Mrs. Ma with a pair of teary eyes: "Auntie, if I can earn money and support my son, what are you looking for a man?" In my life, looking for those two, which one has made me live a good life? ”

Mrs. Ma inexplicably felt that this was very right.

What Li Xiu didn't say was that she didn't care if she had money or no money in the future, as long as she left everyone with the baby, their lives would be worse.

At the moment, it doesn't matter if everyone is kind-hearted or looks at Zhao Fugui's face, at least don't bully them. If you go to another village, you will have no one to rely on. There is no money, and people live by looking at their faces. If you have money, it is better to have money than not to have money, because if you can't prepare it, you will die. There is no strong labor at home, and orphans and widows have money in their hands, which does not mean that they will harm their own lives, and they will be remembered sooner or later.

Mrs. Ma waved her hand, she said that she had to think about it and send Li Xiu away.

Li Xiu walked out of Song Fusheng's house, stood at the door and looked back, with the hope of waiting for the letter anxiously in her eyes, and the worry of being afraid that Mrs. Ma would not agree, but in the end she clenched her fists and thought:

If the eldest lady really gave her a chance and really let her learn to make dim sum, she would not leave the village for several years, and the lack of use at home would also let them go back and not leave the village, so that Mrs. Ma would feel at ease.

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