Li Jingyan was still working on work, and when his mobile phone vibrate, he was in a video conference with an overseas branch.

On the screen is Mu Shihuan's name.

The moment he saw it, he was stunned for two seconds.

Soon, he realized that she wouldn't call him for no reason, and this point couldn't be Xiaochen, who had his own mobile phone, and had a bad premonition, so he quickly connected.

"What's wrong?" He asked, a little nervous.

The next moment.

Originally, the participants of the company on the other side of the video stood up suddenly and left without saying a word.

It was so fast, and his expression was so solemn that he didn't even leave a word.

Everyone looked at each other.

Everyone knows that Li Jingyan has always had a work attitude, and he will never affect his work because of other personal matters, let alone such a gaffe.

Is something going on?

……

Li Jingyan did not call the driver, and after arranging for the doctor to prepare, he drove away.

It's extremely fast, like an arrow off the string.

His hands were tightly gripping the steering wheel, his thin lips were tightly pursed, and even the contour of his face was extremely tight.

His breathing changed its rhythm, again and again, very heavy.

The throttle was stepped on by him to the bottom.

Fortunately, it was late at night, and there were few cars on the road, so he was able to gallop smoothly.

It's just that what makes him irritable is that every intersection is a red light, and he has to waste time.

It can only be swift when there are no traffic lights.

From the villa to the hospital, Li Jingyan cut the time by half.

When he rushed to the ward where Xiao Chen was, he saw Mu Shihuan with red eyes at a glance.

"Mr. Li," the doctor who arranged for him found him for the first time, lowered his voice and said, "It's acute gastroenteritis plus some fever, I'll be fine with a drip, don't worry." ”

"Hmm." Li Jingyan's voice was extremely low.

"If you call me for something, I'll go out first."

"Thank you."

The doctor said a word of politeness and left first, taking the door with him.

The wards are quiet.

Xiao Chen had fallen asleep, his eyes closed, but perhaps because of the pain, his brow was furrowed.

Mu Shihuan sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him without blinking.

Li Jingyan adjusted his mood and approached.

"The doctor said it would be fine, don't worry." He whispered reassurance.

The hand was raised in the air, and his eyes fell on the side of her face, but in the end, instead of patting her shoulder, he withdrew his hand.

"Go and rest, I'll watch him." Finally, he said.

Mu Shihuan gently touched the face of the minister.

Her eyes drooped, her eyelashes quivering.

"It's me who didn't take good care of the minister." After a while, she spoke, her voice hoarse.

There is a vibrato that is not very noticeable.

"On the way back, he saw stinky tofu and wanted to eat it, so I bought it for him, and if he wasn't given it, he wouldn't have gastroenteritis and wouldn't be in pain." Her nose was sour, and her eyes were even more uncomfortable.

"It's all my fault." Full of self-blame and regret, there is nowhere to vent.

Her shoulders were shaking faintly.

Li Jingyan keenly noticed that tears fell from the corners of her eyes.

There were tissues on the bedside table.

He stepped forward and pulled out a piece of paper and handed it to her.

However, Mu Shihuan was immersed in his emotions and did not find it.

Until, a tissue was wiped around the corner of her eye.

She looked up in a trance.

The eyes are facing each other.

Her eyes were already red, and there were all kinds of emotions in them.

For a moment, Li Jingyan's chest felt tight.

"Don't cry," he whispered as he gently wiped away her tears

The sound unconsciously softened, "It's just an accident, no one would have thought that even if it was me tonight, I would sell it to him to eat, and I would get sick, not because of you." ”

After wiping this side, he gently wiped the other side for her.

"Xiao Chen is a good boy," he glanced at Xiao Chen, "if he wakes up and sees you crying, he will blame himself for being unhappy." ”

Mu Shihuan's breath was held unconsciously.

She looked at him in a daze.

Li Jingyan looked at her for a second, and then slipped another tissue into her hand.

"Go to the bathroom and wash your face, I'll take care of him."

Mu Shihuan shook his head silently.

"Go ahead." Li Jingyan insisted.

Eventually, she got up.

But when she stood up, her body shook.

"Be careful." Li Jingyan reflexively grabbed her arm, and quickly released it after she stood firm.

Mu Shihuan opened his mouth.

"Thank you."

This time, Li Jingyan did not respond again.

He just watched without blinking as she approached the bathroom, and it wasn't until the door was closed that he withdrew his gaze and sat down on the edge of the bed, reaching out and touching Xiaochen's face.

"Daddy is here." He whispered.

After he finished speaking, he sensed something keenly and turned to look up.

He saw it.

The bathroom door, which had been closed, opened a crack.

Li Jingyan frowned.

The next second, without hesitation, he got up and approached, and after hesitating for a second, he still opened the door.

Once again, his eyes met with Mu Shihuan.

Mu Shihuan stood in place, not having time to turn around.

She originally wanted to come out and get something.

noticed the change in her expression, even if it was very small, Li Jingyan guessed something.

Sure enough.

"When the minister is uncomfortable, he keeps calling you."

All of them are fathers.

Li Jingyan could hear that she was not jealous of his status in the eyes of the ministers, but even more self-blame and regret.

"He was sick when he first came back to Jiangcheng," he explained, "I took care of him, and before I found him, he had no one to care about, so he relied on me a little bit, for fear of being abandoned." ”

Mu Shihuan knows.

Yanyan told her all this last night.

It's just that the more she knows, the more she can't forgive herself.

"It's none of your business, it was my fault in the first place." Knowing what she was thinking, Li Jingyan sighed slightly in her heart, and quietly clenched her hand into a fist and said, "I didn't arrange it well, giving Yu Linshang a chance to take advantage of." ”

If the arrangements had been more meticulous back then, there would not have been a six-year-long separation of their family of three, let alone the suffering of the ministers at a young age.

"Don't blame yourself." He spoke again, his voice much hoarse.

But after he finished saying this, he saw that there were tears on Mu Shihuan's face and then fell again.

Li Jingyan stared at her.

His heart became more and more dull, and he had the urge to hold her into his arms, and when he reacted, he had already stretched out his hand quickly.

There was a slight stiffness as his arm touched her clothes.

After only hesitating for a moment, he continued to follow his heart.

Let her lean against his chest and tapped her on the back.

"It's not your fault." In fact, he didn't ask a thousand words, and the only thing he said in the end was, "I'm sorry." ”

Even if she didn't want to listen to it, all he could say in this lesson was these three words.

Mu Shihuan's body was tense, the same as her nervous thoughts.

She could feel it, and she knew that Li Jingyan hugged her.

I thought about breaking free, it was like a conditioned reflex, but the action hadn't started yet, and I didn't know what was going on, so she stopped.

She didn't move.

What surrounds her is

His breath, and his temperature.

Unlike that night at the hot spring hotel, it was not to escape, not to reject resentment, but to ...... I want to indulge myself and rely on it so once.

Aren't they all at fault for the very beginning?

What happened to Xiaochen over the years, in the final analysis, was caused by them.

The cheeks are warm and the tears are not stopped.

Mu Shihuan didn't hold back, nor did he deliberately endure it, and let the tears fall drop by drop.

It took a long time for her to push him away in a trance, and she returned to the bathroom, closing the door tightly.

Li Jingyan didn't stay long, didn't want to put pressure on her, turned around and walked to the bedside, and continued to take care of Xiao Chen, but what he was thinking about in his heart was always Mu Shihuan.

And soon, Mu Shihuan came out again.

"It's late, you go to sleep first," knowing that she didn't want to, Li Jingyan only said, "Change me later." ”

Mu Shihuan glanced at him and shook his head.

"I'm not sleepy."

"The minister will be worried when he wakes up."

Xiao Chen is what she cares about the most now, she can't give him the complete home he wants, but in other things, she doesn't want to make him unhappy.

Hearing Li Jingyan say this, Mu Shihuan finally agreed.

This is the best private hospital, and Li Jingyan has arranged the best VIP room, which has everything like an apartment suite, with a bed next to it and outside.

Mu Shihuan wanted to go outside, but he couldn't rest assured that he couldn't get off the minister, so he still chose the bed next to him.

"Something woke me up." She said.

Li Jingyan bowed: "Okay, sleep." ”

Mu Shihuan got on the bed, and when he lay down with his back to him, his voice came again-

"Don't be cranky."

Mu Shihuan pursed his lips and couldn't make a sound.

Li Jingyan saw her lying down, and reached out to dim the light in the room.

The lights dimmed, and the room fell silent.

Li Jingyan kept his sitting posture and did not change, staring at Xiao Chen's bits and pieces to see his situation, and couldn't help but look at Mu Shihuan.

Not even to see anything.

Although there are worries, in fact, it is the peace of mind that the other hand has not seen for a long time.

The two most important people in his life are now by his side.

Not long after, Xiao Chen's first bottle of drip was about to end, and for fear of making a noise to Mu Shihuan, Li Jingyan specially sent a message to the doctor before ringing the bell to let him and the nurse come in.

He wasn't sure if Mu Shihuan was asleep, he just wanted her to rest more.

She seemed to be asleep and didn't wake up.

Li Jingyan breathed a sigh of relief and continued to stare after changing the second bottle of drip.

There are three bottles in total.

There's still quite a bit of time.

Li Jingyan didn't feel sleepy, and his posture didn't move, and it was the second half of the morning when the three bottles were over.

The room was getting quieter.

He first went to the bathroom lightly to wet the towel and wiped the minister's face, then covered him with a quilt and took care of it for a while, he involuntarily looked up at the bed next to him.

She was still sleeping, still with her back to him.

Li Jingyan watched quietly for a long time.

Finally, he didn't hold back, got up and quietly walked to her side.

He sat down on the edge of her bed.

This time, he could see the side of her face, and the other side was buried in the pillow.

She didn't sleep very well, and her brows were slightly furrowed.

He wanted to smooth her, he wanted to touch her face, he wanted to ......

There are a lot of thoughts pouring out, ready to move, and I can't restrain myself.

He missed her.

Would like to.

Gradually, Li Jingyan's eyes became dark and deep, and he slowly raised his hand.

Think......