Chapter 33: Last Night's Stars and Last Night's Wind
Jiayi stroked his chest, took a long breath, and said, "Haven't you slept yet?" ”
Gu Weisheng smiled and said, "Originally, I was going to fall asleep, but I just ran out of sleeping pills today, so I can only come out and count the stars." ”
After speaking, Gu Weisheng shrugged his shoulders a little helplessly.
"Sleeping pills?"
Jiayi couldn't help frowning, "You're a doctor, do you still have to take sleeping pills every day?" ”
"Why can't doctors take sleeping pills?"
"Sleeping pills are harmful to people's bodies, as a doctor, you know it, why do you need it?"
Jiayi was a little puzzled, but what was even more puzzled was that he couldn't sleep because of something?
Gu Weisheng sighed, "Because I can't sleep well, it's the same as you." ”
Jiayi couldn't help but smile, "So it seems that we are sympathetic?" ”
He smiled again and asked, "Come and sit?" You can make a pot of coffee and have a chat to pass the long night. ”
Without much thought, she agreed: "Okay. ”
His room was next door to hers, and as soon as she went out, he opened the door to welcome her.
"Do you know how to make coffee? I'll just drink. ”
She looked worried: "Oops, I'll only drink." ”
He said, "I can't help it, I just don't drink it." There is liquor, do you want it? ”
Without waiting for her to reply, he had already pulled the bottle out of the ice bucket, poured two glasses, and handed one to her.
WHEN SHE SAW THE LABEL ON THE BOTTLE: CHATEAU D'YQUEM 1982, SHE COULDN'T HELP BUT SMILE, THIS MAN WAS REALLY NOT ORDINARY RICH, AND HE NEVER WRONGED HIS TASTE BUDS.
It seems that I really underestimated him before.
Jiayi asked: "You have been accompanying me on a sightseeing tour for the past few days, don't you go to the hospital to report?" ”
He said, "No hurry. ”
Jiayi lowered her head, the hair of the three slid down, she reached out to pull it away, and asked, "What happened that night......"
Gu Weisheng narrowed his eyes, "What are you going to do that night?" ”
She bit the rim of her glass and said, "I...... I don't know ......."
In fact, she wanted to know if they had sex that night, and if so, why she really didn't remember anything, but if it didn't, why did he ......
Sensing that she was looking at him, he smiled, "Are you still because of your sister?" ”
Jiayi paused, slowly put down the wine glass in his hand, stretched out his finger and slid around the edge of the wine glass, "It may have been a life and death, so I especially understand my sister's pain and helplessness at the beginning, I even feel that I robbed my sister of this life, I have already robbed Yi Zecheng, how can I rob you again?" ”
"Want to hear a story?"
Gu Weisheng poured himself full wine again.
"What?"
"Want to hear my story?"
"Your story?"
Seeing Gu Weisheng's frowning and her eyes cooling, she guessed that it must be an unpleasant story.
She raised her glass, "If you don't want to say it, you can leave it alone." ”
"It's nothing," he paused, shook the wine glass in his hand, and took a sip, "It's been so long." ”
"Do you know Gu Tingyu?"
Gu Weisheng looked at Jiayi and asked.
Jiayi was stunned, she seemed to have heard the name Gu Tingyu somewhere.
Wait, she saw in a financial magazine some time ago, if she remembers correctly, the chairman of the Gu Group, who is calling for wind and rain in the financial world and is in charge of the leading boss of the entire financial industry, Gu Tingyu?
"Is it that Gu Tingyu from the Gu Group?"
Jia Yi asked cautiously.
"Yes, he's my father."
I'm going, so hot?!
Jiayi's eyes widened.
He's really hidden.
She now understood why he was able to take herself in and out of these high-end places, and why, he was a complete player.
Just looking at his expression, it must have been a very sad story.
He continued, "My grandmother's family lives in Arashiyama and has always made a living by growing flowers. My mother often went to help my grandfather sell flowers at that time, and then she met Gu Tingyu. One is a flower girl, the other is a wealthy family, it is conceivable that because of me, Gu Tingyu had to take my mother home, and he already had three women at that time. My mother always thought that Gu Tingyu would give her happiness as he swore and said. How do you think that the red face is not old and the grace is broken first, and the whole family is even more happy to bully her a weak woman, and within a few years she will be sick and sick, and those people are even more careless, often abusing our mother and son in front of her sickbed. As soon as his mother died, Gu Tingyu's three women all instigated in front of him, saying that I was of unknown origin and was a wild seed. After a long time, Gu Tingyu also believed it, and sent me away from home, no longer caring about my life or death. ”
"How old were you then?"
"Thirteen."
She stared at him, his tone flat as if he were telling a story that had nothing to do with him, but she understood the indelible wounds and hurts that he had hidden behind the calm. She couldn't help but subconsciously bite the rim of the cup.
"Later, when I went to college, Gu Tingyu came to me, hoping that I could go back to his company to help him, he was really ridiculous, because none of the children of those three women had a financial management mind, so he wanted me to go back, and at this time he remembered that he was out there, and he still had a son, which was really ridiculous."
She didn't expect him to mention his family in front of her, to mention the past he didn't want to reveal.
But his attitude was relaxed, as if it was just a casual remark.
The Gu family didn't like him, Gu Tingyu gave him a lot of gifts in order to let him go home, from the car to the house, more and more expensive, she didn't touch it, the car keys, and the real estate certificate He sent back to his office by courier.
After graduating from his senior year, he entered an investment bank for an internship, and after gradually making an eyebrow, he was even more reluctant to leave.
The business competition is not merciless at all.
Several times, Gu's investment companies were squeezed by him.
Gu Tingyu was so angry that he was ruthless: "What's the use of giving birth to you and raising you?" ”
He pushed back: "Have you raised me?" ”
This sentence probably really broke his heart, and he stopped sending people to meet him for a while.
It wasn't until he was hospitalized with stomach bleeding because he worked overtime day and night that he hurried to the hospital.
He stood in the corridor and spoke to the doctor, his tone was anxious and worried, he slept in the hospital bed, heard it intermittently, and almost felt a trace of warmth in the ice in his heart for an instant.
But the peculiar smell of the hospital came up with a spill of disinfectant, oxygen tubes, distilled water...... reminded him of the time when his mother died, when there were many people in the emergency room, and the nanny waited in the corridor with him.
The nanny clutched his hand tightly, and he looked around in such a panic that he forgot to cry.
It may have been raining or cloudy that day, so in my vague memory, the hospital was always gloomy and cold, with only a small light on in the corridor, and the fog poured in through the window, so big that it was wet and cold, so that people couldn't cry.
He didn't hate Gu Tingyu for abandoning him and didn't want him, but what he hated most was that he didn't love his mother, he didn't love her and hurt her like this.
Gu Weisheng could never forget that he was cowering outside the door and heard his mother's voice poignant: "You don't love me at all." ”
There is no marriage with no reputation and no guarantee, and in the end there is no love, so what is left?
After all, my mother was desperate, so she cut her arteries in the bathroom, and she opened the hose, and the water filled the entire bathtub, and it overflowed all the time, and it overflowed from under the bathroom door, red blood, red water, red all over the sky...... Spread over the surface of her feet, over her whole person...... Blood-like red ...... everywhere
He killed his mother, so he will never forgive, never.
Gu Weisheng said that when he chose to major in finance, he hoped that he could enter Gu's opponent after graduation, and Yi's came to defeat Gu's, but he didn't expect to encounter a good scene later and so many things happened.
For him, the good view is like a person who has been walking in the dark for a long time and suddenly encounters the light.
He had never been afraid of the darkness before he met the light.
Therefore, he began to learn to slowly let go of hatred and let go of the past, but he met Yi Zecheng.
forced him to leave the good scene, and forced him to go abroad.
She knew what happened next.
She suddenly felt that Gu Weisheng must have had a hard time all these years.
She raised her eyes to look at Gu Weisheng, her eyes moved slightly, and her eyes were a little blurry.
Gu Weisheng finished telling the story, and his voice stopped abruptly.
His expression returned to his usual expression.
All right. He poured them wine again, "It's time for you to speak." ”
Jiayi was stunned for a moment and asked, "What are you talking about?" ”
"Tell your story, and of course it's okay if you don't want to." He also sat on the carpet, "Yesterday is gone." ”
"You know my story."
She suddenly felt the urge to laugh, probably because she had drunk a little too much, "Look at it now, it's like a big dream, it doesn't mean anything." ”
He drank the wine in the cup, and there was a smile on his face: "The world is a big dream, and life is cool several times." He poured another drink, "A toast to that." ”
She clinked glasses with him and drank them all in one gulp, but she choked and coughed, and her throat was bitter and spicy, making her want to cry.
Chewing on the phrase "the world is a big dream, and life is cool several times", it is like a portrayal of yourself.
Once upon a time, he had a sister, and he and Yi Zecheng held hands at the wedding and looked at each other with tears in their eyes, not to mention pretending, but they were really happy.
I still remember that day when the crown covered the city and the reporters were like clouds, but now the world has been turned upside down.
All that he had believed in was torn apart, and he could never be found again.
Her heart was sour, and the wine was welling up. The sky and the earth were dangling in front of her eyes, shaking her dizzy.
She shook her head and bit down on the rim again.
"Don't bite."
He took the cup from her hand and smiled, "Otherwise I'd be jealous of it." ”