Chapter 10: Someone Else's, the Sun

"Whew~ It's really a little cold outside. His hands were frozen red. Li Li pulled the small quilt wrapped in Li Xiao, and then rubbed his hands.

Li Xiao opened his eyes in a daze, looked around, it was dark, and then opened the corner of the quilt on his head with his hand, a cold air, he shivered when he was cold, Li Li heard the movement, looked down, and hurriedly pulled the quilt up to cover his face.

"Yangyang woke up, it's cold outside today, you can't open the quilt, otherwise you'll really catch a cold, good." Sleep a little longer, and then we'll be there. ”

When Li Li heard this, he obediently didn't move, if he caught a cold, he would cause trouble to Ma Ma, and then he fell asleep in a daze.

I don't know how long I walked, Li Li felt that the bumps seemed to stop, and opened his eyes in a daze, is it here, it seems to be rolling the quilt open, but Ma Ma refuses to let it, aggrieved, why doesn't Ma Ma help me open the quilt. I moved unhappily.

Li Li felt that the child in his arms seemed to be awake, so he opened the corner of the quilt a little, Li Li lowered his voice and said in Li Xiao's ear: "Yangyang woke up, we haven't arrived yet, I'll show you, cowshed." ”

Li Xiao is awake, what is this doing, mom, hey, mom, the cowshed is a bad guy now, but it will be a big man in the future, even if we don't help them, don't mess with them. Li Xiao pulled Li Li's collar uneasily.

Li Li looked at the old man who was cleaning in the cowshed, and remembered that in his memory, it seemed that the original body often secretly sent them firewood. It seems that they also gave them meat during the Chinese New Year, but they were all secretly taken alive and pressed under the stones, and then they made some movement and ran away.

This original body is really kind-hearted, not like the heroine of the novel in the period text, who knew in advance that they would be rehabilitated in the future before she went to help them, but she saw that they were having a hard time and felt that she should help, so she could even share her own rations.

What they do in the future has nothing to do with me, what is happening now, of course, it has nothing to do with me, look at this old man like this, maybe he can survive this winter, I am now a family person, I am seen to have contact with them, I will be criticized, don't look at it, let's go.

After walking a few steps, Li Li took out two chickens from the space and put them in the back basket, "I'm already a mother, I still care if I have a good reputation, and I will leave in two days, and the two chickens will just make up for the old man's body, maybe I will get through it." ”

Then he turned back again, put it in the corner of the wall according to the previous method of the original body, walked away, picked up a stone and smashed it against the wall, and was about to turn and leave.

The old man who got married and cleaned seemed to have some ears behind his ears, and he didn't hear it, Li Li was afraid that the chicken would run away and wait, and when he was about to throw another one, he suddenly heard footsteps nearby, and he didn't care if the chicken was a chicken or not, so he ran away immediately with the back basket.

The guy with the firewood on his back only saw a back, why is it so much like Li Li, really, it's her, I heard that she had an accident that day, and now it seems that it should be fine, the guy immediately sped up his pace, hoping to say hello to her, or take a look, but when he got to the door, the person was gone, just maybe, it wasn't her, but the afterglow swept to the chicken pressed in the corner.

The footsteps stopped, it seems, it is indeed she who has been here, picked up the chicken, walked into the yard, and put down the firewood in the corner of the wall, the old man heard the movement, "Come back, come into the house to warm up, your aunt has set up a fire." ”

turned around and saw the chicken in his hand, his voice seemed to tremble, "It's sent by the little girl of the Li family again, people like us, people without a future, we began to think that people are profitable, but think about where the benefits come from, what can we give to others, even firewood can't be sent to her, for fear of being seen and saying that she is colluding with us." We're all involved. ”

The people inside heard the movement and walked out, "Bai family boy, come back"

"Well, auntie, the chicken sent by Li Li."

The woman's eyes suddenly turned red, "Tell me, how many times people have sent us things, we can't even say thank you." What kind of world is this? ”

The middle-aged man on crutches suddenly coughed heavily, "What are you talking nonsense, what is the world, the wall has ears, we will definitely remember the kindness of the girl of the Li family, if in the future, we can really have a future We will naturally repay it, but if there is no future, we can't say anything and Li Li has anything to do with it, and it will affect other girls, do you know" After speaking, he glanced at the guy with the chicken in his hand, which seemed to imply something.

The young man was silent for a moment, and then smiled at the old man in the yard, "Old man, I'll go clean up the chickens and give us more food today. ”

Then he carried the chicken to the other side of the yard, at the beginning I saw that there was a stone in the corner of the wall pressing the chicken, I really thought that God opened his eyes and gave them a way to live, at that time he was sick, and his body was extremely weak, all because of the chicken pressed by the stone, the aunt was reluctant to eat, and kept a meal of chicken soup to hang his life back.

It wasn't until later, once that the day was bright, the aunt went out to the toilet, and when she came back, she saw a figure by the wall, and she didn't know it, and she was scared and thought that someone was going to toss them again, so she didn't squeak, and secretly came back to wake them up.

They discussed not making a movement for the first time, and then going out to see what was going on when the people were gone, maybe it was just a child's play, and if it was not good, they would secretly clean it up and destroy it.

After a while, there was no movement outside. When they went out and saw the chicken under the stone, they understood, and they didn't know who said, "I look at the back, it's the little girl of the Li family." ”

I met the little girl of the Li family again, she was pressing the chicken under the stone, and I was touched, I saw her and called "Li Li"

She seemed to be greatly frightened and hurriedly got up and ran, and I went into the house and told them that I had met Li Li, and that the chicken was indeed given by Li Li.

"Since she sent it, send it back to her. It's not easy for a little girl to live, and it makes no sense to make up for us," the old man said.

"Hey, okay, I'll send her back."

I came to the door of Li Li's house with a chicken, I was looking around all the way, I was afraid of being seen, and I happened to meet Li Li who seemed to be going out, she saw me and hurriedly ran into the house to close the door, "You don't come here, otherwise I will go to sue the village chief." ”

She seemed to be scared of me, I cleared my throat, "Li Li, I'm here to give you the chicken" She didn't reply to me.

"Then I'll put it at the door, there's still work in the field, I'll go first" After saying that, he left, and it was the only conversation between me and Li Li.

When I went back that night, the chickens were still crushed under the rocks. We also knew that if we were involved with Li Li again, it would affect Li Li, so we acquiesced to her kindness, hoping that one day, we could repay her.

I understand better who I am...... If nothing else, in this life, that person has nothing to do with me, and the delusions that shouldn't be there should not be broken off early, right?

I'm a person, this identity...... I deserve it, I don't deserve it, I'm guilty of a sin of origin...... Original sin, so that sun, never, can never be touched.

"Bai family boy, don't think about it, some people don't have fate after all, come, my aunt will clean up with you"

He came back to his senses, yes, after all, someone will become her sun, and she will also shine in other people's worlds, and she will never get it, so why bother thinking about it.