On the car is Eason Chan's "Ten Years".

He Yi looked out the window, and his thoughts gradually drifted away.

seems to be reminded of Song Pingsheng and his high school days.

I remember that once when He Yi went to the third floor of high school to find Song Pingsheng, he was lecturing to the classmates around him, and he was very attentive. He Yi couldn't help but step forward to make trouble, only to see that he took out a strawberry-flavored Alpine candy from the pocket of his school uniform without stopping, handed it to He Yi, and said softly: "Don't make a fuss, my brother will accompany you later." ”

Gentle to the bone.

From that time on, He Yi only bought the Alpine brand when buying candy, and only ate strawberry flavors.

When I first saw Song Pingsheng, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, with a beautiful arc, and there was a soft light in his eyes, like a touch of warm sun in winter.

He was afraid that she would be nervous, so he smiled and said, "In the future, at school, my brother will cover you." ”

Even if she was just a strange girl living in his house, he always cared for her.

It was the first time He Yi had seen such a gentle boy.

In this way, He Yi watched him go from summer school uniform to winter school uniform, watched him finish IELTS and TOEFL, and watched him complete his dream step by step.

I remember that when Song Pingsheng left home, he rubbed He Yi's hair and said to her with a smile: "Xiao Gardenia, study hard, my brother is waiting for you in Cambridge." ”

This sentence took root in her heart.

She fantasized countless times that after she was admitted to Cambridge University, she bravely expressed her heart to Song Pingsheng and had a reason to be by his side openly.

In Song Pingsheng's sophomore year, He Yi went to his third year of high school. I remember that on the eve of the Spring Festival, Song Pingsheng brought a girl home for the first time in his life.

This girl is Beryl.

Seeing them holding hands, Song Pingsheng introduced her identity with a happy face, "This is Beryl, my girlfriend." ”

All the elders at the dinner table were very satisfied with her, including Li Yumei, her own mother.

He Yi clenched his chopsticks tightly, only to feel that his whole body was in a cold sweat.

Obviously, the house is well heated, and I am wearing a sweater.

But I couldn't help but tremble, my throat was like smoke, and my mouth was dry.

I've been trying to get better and better, and I hope I can get a chance to get closer to him again. But he has a girlfriend...... He will not see the change in himself, let alone be interested in learning about himself, everything will be in vain.

He Yan returned to his room, feeling that the road was very far away, and he was like a walking corpse.

She shredded the Cambridge University postcard.

It was mailed to her by Song Pingsheng, with a happy birthday sentence and Song Pingsheng's signature.

After being with Beryl, Song Pingsheng has a childlike temper, and occasionally gets jealous because Beryl praises other boys for being handsome.

This is something He Yi has never seen before.

Beryl is also very friendly to He Yi, and in the few days when he lived in Song's house, he often went shopping with He Yi to buy skirts in his free time.

"Little G, little G." Beryl took He Yi's hand and walked around the department store like a sister, "Can you tell my sister an interesting story about Dylan's childhood?" My sister was too curious about him. ”

Beryl's Chinese is not standard, and the name of He Yan is often replaced by G.

Dylan is Song Pingsheng.

He Yi was speechless all the way, and when he saw the lively and cheerful Beryl, his mood fell to a low point.

It is very different from his own character.

"I've only lived in his house for a few years." He Yi spoke, "So I don't know much. ”

Beryl seemed to have heard about her and didn't ask too much.

Soon, Song Pingsheng came to pick them up and take them home.

In the car, they have been communicating in English, with a gentle tone and a lively conversation.

"Dylan, I still haven't found the dress I like, you come with me tomorrow, I want to be with you."

Song Pingsheng chuckled: "Okay, you look good in whatever you wear." ”

When He Yi heard the conversation, his heart became more and more painful.

Today is her Dylan, not her own Song Pingsheng.

Wearing headphones and surrounding the song in your ears is Eason Chan's "Ten Years".

The world is quiet, and it is really silent.

After dinner, He Yi went back to his room to review his homework, and after Song Pingsheng accompanied Beryl to visit the night market in Liangcheng, he saw that He Yan's room was still lit, so he comforted Beryl and went back to the room to rest first.

Song Pingsheng knocked on the door, and he only came in after He Yi opened the door.

"My brother has been busy lately, so I don't have much time to chat with you." Song Pingsheng sat on the small sofa next to him and smiled, "Are you doing well lately?" ”

He Yi knew that the college entrance examination was imminent, and Song Ping was afraid that she would be too nervous.

Seeing He Yi nodded, Song Pingsheng asked again: "I heard my mother say, your goal is Cambridge University?" ”

He Yixian denied, "This is not my goal. My goal is Liangcheng University, which is closer to my mother and convenient to take care of. ”

Cambridge was her goal, a way for her to get closer to him.

It's just that things are wrong, fate makes people, and she has no reason not to give up.

Song Pingsheng nodded, "You have your own ideas, what you want to do, my brother supports you." ”

This is the night that Song Pingsheng talked to her the most since he came back, and it was also the most beautiful night in the snow scene in Liangcheng.

He Yi's senior year of high school was intense, and the start time was early, so in order to devote herself to studying, she proposed to move to the school dormitory with He's mother.

Song Pingsheng and Beryl went back to school to see the teacher before going to the UK, and they also said goodbye to He Yi by the way.

On the day they left, the camellia flowers on the side of the campus road bloomed particularly beautifully, and the fragrance permeated the entire campus, refreshing people's hearts. It seems that everything has a spirit, and even the flowers feel their affection.

After returning to school, He Yi's study life became busier, and the frequency of Song Pingsheng in his brain gradually decreased.

She has only one belief.

Become better, not for Song Pingsheng, for yourself.

After the college entrance examination, the class held a graduation dinner.

It was precisely because of this dinner that He Yi had a long-term dialogue with Song Weiwei for the first time.

After graduating, Song Weiwei appeared more approachable. She came early, and when she saw He Yi pushing the door in, she smiled slightly.

The topics at the dinner table are nothing more than interesting stories about high school life, interesting stories about classmates, and some even broke the news about who is a couple with whom, and who has been in love with whom.

He Yi did not participate in the topic, but only talked occasionally with Zou Yahui on the side.

After the dinner, Mo Chengyu organized the whole class to sing together, He Yi had no intention of participating, and originally planned to find a reason to shirk it, but Mo Chengyu was afraid that she would not go, so he specially invited her in front of the whole class, "He Yi, after graduation, everyone will not be able to see each other, let's sing together." ”

The whole class coaxed, and the boy whistled, laughed and said, "Yes, He Yi, give Brother Mo a face, I invited you in front of everyone." ”

Mo Chengyu likes He Yi, and the whole class knows it.

He Yi couldn't shirk it, so he had to agree.

Mo Chengyu booked the largest private room, and the waiter left after serving the drinks. In the dimly lit private room, the dim lighting makes the atmosphere even stronger.

Song Weiwei sat next to He Yi, chatting with each other, and suddenly, she chuckled lightly and took a sip of her cocktail, "I confessed to Song Pingsheng, do you know this?" ”

He Yi's expression was obviously surprised, and he didn't understand how Song Weiwei could muster up the courage to confess to Song Pingsheng, let alone why she mentioned it to her.

Song Weiwei saw her expression and smiled bitterly, "It's a very early thing, when you were sick and asked for leave, he sat alone in Siyuan Pavilion to read, the afternoon was sunny, and the young man bowed his head and looked serious, which was really fascinating." ”

He Yi recalled that Song Pingsheng's serious study in Siyuan Pavilion was really charming. Song Weiwei didn't know that the face-to-face angle with Song Pingsheng was even more exciting.

Then I confessed to him, no love letters, no gifts, I told him what I really thought. I said I liked him, and that was my summary of the relationship, and he had the right to know. Song Weiwei put down the wine glass and clasped her hands, as if remembering the painful scene at that time, "In the end, it was obvious that he rejected me." ”

"He said, thank you very much for your appreciation, and thank you for giving me this right."

Thank you for liking it, thank you for this right. He knew, but he didn't accept it.

This is the most touching way of refusal that Song Weiwei has ever heard.

It's hard to hate.

"I've seen a quote before, 'When I confess to you, that's when I feel like I can't love you anymore.'" Song Weiwei sighed softly, "I used to think this sentence was particularly hypocritical, but after I confessed, when I saw you again getting along, I felt relieved." ”

"I used to hate you. Feel like you can easily get his gaze. ”

"In the past, I was arrogant and felt that the other party I had a crush on looked down on me and was desperate. The most desperate thing is that I am better than he likes that person, and he still doesn't like me. ”

Song Weiwei suddenly laughed with relief, "Don't scold me in your heart, after all, I really regarded you as a sworn enemy before, thinking that you had nothing, but you can easily get his like." ”

"I didn't know until the time after the winter vacation started, when he brought that girl back, that I didn't know ......" Song Weiwei turned her head to look at He Yi, and saw that she was in a trance, so she joked: "I knew that he likes big breasts and sexy."

He Yi licked his lips. Smiled silently.

Extremely bitter.

He Yi saw that the time was not early, and he was not in the mood to continue to stay here, the private room was full of people, and now he just wanted to stay in a quiet place.

can be quiet enough that there is no Song Pingsheng, no Beryl.

He Yi got up to say goodbye to Song Weiwei, and turned around to say hello to Zou Yahui, Mo Chengyu saw her get up, hurriedly put down her mobile phone, and said, "It's dark, this area is not safe, I'll send you home." ”

Song Weiwei raised her eyebrows, took another sip of her cocktail, and smiled, "Cherish the moment, He Yi." ”

He Yi refused, "Thank you for your kindness, my mother came to pick me up." ”

Mo Chengyu scratched his head and sat down.

Along the way, He Yi's mood was extremely complicated.

Looking at the neon lights on the street, the people coming and going on the commercial street, and the lights of thousands of homes that warm people's hearts. But this scene is incompatible with himself.

Once when I saw Song Pingsheng, he was shining all over his body. Slowly, it suddenly dimmed. Then I slowly recalled that the light on his body turned out to be the light in my eyes.

It's in my eyes...... Radiance.