CHAPTER XXXII
Before departure, Liangcheng has entered the summer, the summer is long, the greenery is high, after the charm of spring, ushered in the vigor of summer, but at this moment, it is necessary to stay away from this beautiful homeland.
He Yi packed his luggage two days early, so he was not in a hurry on the day of departure. Zou Yahui has been running around submitting resumes for the past few days, and every time she goes home, she can fall asleep, and she officially said goodbye to He Yi on the day she left.
"Hehe, when the time comes, all the foreigners I meet are blonde and blue-eyed, I'm really worried about Song Pingsheng, what if a European and American male model takes you away?"
He Yi supported his forehead, which can be described as crying and laughing, "He doesn't have time to think so much, besides, my character is one of the best." ”
Zou Yahui patted her on the shoulder, "Okay, I'll wait for you to come back, and then I will invite you to a big meal, don't worry, Aunt Li will be taken care of by me at home, and you will work in peace for two weeks." ”
Compared with Zou Yahui, Song Pingsheng seems calm and calm, the two still get along as usual, and seem to be unimpressed by her departure.
On the day she left, Song Pingsheng sent her to the airport, and the two hugged each other for a long time. He Yi sniffed his breath greedily, and finally couldn't help but ask: "I'm leaving, why can you still behave so calmly?" ”
Song Pingsheng hugged her tightly and comforted her softly, "If I show reluctance, you don't want to go." Xiao Yu, if you don't have me by your side, you have to learn to grow up by yourself, although this time it's only two weeks, but the future may be two months, two years, or even twenty years, you have the right to pursue your dreams, I have no right to interfere with you, so I don't want you to give up because of me. ”
"I want you to be a carefree bird that soars freely in the sky, not a kite that I pull tightly into my hand."
After Song Pingsheng finished speaking, he suddenly fell silent, let go of this warm embrace, leaned over slightly, looked at her, and his eyes burned, "Of course, if you are tired of flying, then go home, and I will marry you." ”
I'll marry you......
He Yi's heart trembled.
She spent ten years in exchange for a sentence I will marry you.
She always felt that the development between them was too fast, so fast that she was already in love before she could react well, and she was proposed before she could react well. But she seems to feel very slow, ten years of waiting, after all, it turns into years, and the years do not live up to her after all.
She rolled her eyes, felt her eyes filled with tears, bit her lower lip tightly, grabbed the corner of her clothes with her hand, she seemed to be in a cold sweat all over her body, she couldn't feel the sounds around her, as if she was precipitated in another world, that world was only the man in front of her, and herself. His gentle words were tightly wrapped around her ears, obviously wrapped around her ears, but she felt so far away from herself.
A man who has loved you for many years suddenly says to you, I marry you, how does it feel? Is it secretly lamenting that the past ten years have not been in vain after all, or is it complacent, and the hard work for many years has finally paid off, or the heart is as calm as water, and the past is downplayed.
She didn't know, she just felt that she was lucky at this moment, lucky that she had missed the opportunity to finally get a chance to stand by his side. She even felt that she was very happy, like soaking in a honey altar, with sweet bubbles all over her body.
After all, remembering Pingsheng is not just remembering Pingsheng.
She seemed to see the gentle and sunny boy of the past again, smiled at her, touched her head, or pretended to be angry and flicked her forehead, sighed helplessly, but still patiently reasoned with her.
The boy in the past may not belong to her, but at this moment, the man in front of her belongs to her.
He Yi threw himself back into his arms, hugged him tightly and didn't let go, as if he was stunned, he would run away.
"Song Pingsheng, this is what you said yourself, if you dare to go back, I will definitely not let you go."
After hearing this, Song Pingsheng laughed softly, and finally gently spit out a word, "Okay." ”
After hearing the boarding announcement, He Yicai reluctantly left his embrace, kissed his chin, raised his head and said to him, "Wait for me." ”
After finishing speaking, he hurriedly dragged his suitcase away, afraid that he would not be able to control himself and throw himself into his warm embrace again.
Wait for me, not just this time. The rest of my life is long, I hope you can wait for me every time, and I never want to see you leave when I step into the intersection.
He Yi handed the boarding pass to the service staff, the service staff tore a small piece from the boarding pass, and handed the other parts back to her, and when she got on the plane with the boarding pass, she looked back at the figure, and finally sighed softly, followed the crowd forward, and sat down according to the position indicated on the boarding pass, buckled the seat belt, and turned off the mobile phone.
He Yi's position was close to the porthole, watching the plane gradually take off, her thoughts drifted far and wide......
She seems to see herself in college, and the years without Song Pingsheng's life are still missing some color after all.
Because of Song Pingsheng's relationship, she also decadent for a while, playing with her roommates every day, giving up her studies, listening to sad love songs, shaking her wine glass, and pretending to be a deep adult to treat her emotional wounds.
During this period, some boys chased her, but after learning more, they gave up, and before she could say no, those people gradually moved away.
Everyone likes positive, excellent and well-behaved people.
She was slapped hard by reality, and what made her really sober was still Song Pingsheng.
Song Pingsheng has a good habit of sending letters and photos to his family regularly, in order to alleviate his parents' longing, and it is a beautiful record of this experience.
On the weekend, He Yi saw the letter on the living room table without warning, plus a photo.
The girls in the photo are smiling like flowers, holding honorary certificates and smiling triumphantly at the camera.
He Yi recognized the girl standing in the middle at a glance.
It's Beryl.
Song Pingsheng mentioned in the letter that she participated in the international physiology competition, and the team won the first prize. Beryl worked day and night for this competition, and in the end, their hard work paid off, and their group finally won by a big win.
He was happy for Beryl and even more proud of her.
An excellent person is always standing next to an excellent person. They support each other, encourage each other, give the greatest support when the other person needs it most, they continue to grow, and they accompany each other on the way to growth.
This is something she has always envied.
Liu Ruming came out of the room and saw He Yi holding the letter, so she smiled and said: "It was sent by your brother, Beryl and their group won the award, I really didn't expect this girl to be so competitive, no wonder your brother likes her so much." ”
He Yi was taken aback by the people behind him, put down the letter and the photo tremblingly, and then felt that it was inappropriate, so he pretended to be indifferent, smiled sweetly at Liu Ruming, and said softly: "Yes, they are really a good match." ”
It is so good that you feel that it is sinful to have this friendship.
From that moment on, she worked hard to participate in various competitions like a freshman, trying to nibble on English words every day, and read spoken English aloud to the ceiling.
It's like a senior year in high school, and this kind of life makes her feel very fulfilling.
Later, gradually, Liu Ruming saw her shining point, and even wrote a letter to Song Pingsheng without forgetting to mention the awards and scholarships she received, which she also learned from Song Pingsheng's letter to herself.
He congratulated himself and hoped that he would work harder in the future.
Hearing his praise of herself, she was very happy, just like the first time she saw snowflakes, fluttering on the ground, holding a handful of snow in her hand, or building a snowman in the snow, this feeling was really unforgettable, and she did not forget to ask and continue to work hard.
Not only for his praise, not only to prove that he can be as good as Beryl, but also to hope that his future self can stand by his side as an excellent identity.
So Song Pingsheng is right, she shouldn't be a kite dragged in her hand by Song Pingsheng, she should be brave to chase her dreams, she knows what she needs and wants, she can't get to where she is today, and she can't do without Song Pingsheng, and she can't do without herself step by step.
The boy who chased after him but gave up halfway also gradually regretted it, and wanted to continue to set off towards her and continue to attack her. Because no one thought that the once depraved girl would also have a day to set sail.
Stand on the ivory tower and strive to be an excellent person, and no one will look down on you.
In the end, she still rejected all the boys who showed her favor, because she always had that white moonlight in her heart, and she couldn't forget it for a long time. When I was young, I met a person who showed off his class and excelled in both talent and learning, and no one would easily forget it.
Song Pingsheng is such a person in her heart. All the advantages are concentrated in him alone, so she looks at everyone who is dull, because in her heart, there is only one person who will shine brightly, and that person ...... It is Song Pingsheng.
She won't compromise, and she won't give in.
Even if it is a stupid word of youth and vigor, it has been stuck in her heart for many years.
When the plane landed, the sky in the United States had just lit up, and thinking that Song Pingsheng should have fallen asleep a long time ago, he gave up calling and sent him a text message to report that he was safe.
Before leaving, the company has everything arranged, she just needs to be there, after checking into the hotel, she is a little sleepy, lying on the bed and falling asleep.
slept for a few hours, and after waking up, Song Pingsheng just called her and asked her if there was anything she wasn't used to.
He Yi smirked, "Don't worry, I'm not a child anymore, I'm slowly getting used to it." ”
"Woke up?" Song Pingsheng suddenly asked again, "I'm afraid that you're too sleepy and can't get jet lag, so I picked this point to call you." ”
He Yi looked at his phone, Beijing time at 2:10. Thinking of Song Ping's usual routine of not resting in his life, he couldn't help but worry a little, so he opened his mouth and told him: "Next time, you don't stay up late, I know that you have a special job and have a lot of inspiration at night, but you can't stay up so late." ”
There was a low laugh and a soft voice from the microphone, and he said, "Okay, listen to you, don't take an example." ”
The days passed like this, and they used the phone to talk about their lovesickness, as if they were close to each other.
They all strive to be better and become good enough to stand beside each other.
This is probably the best interpretation of the quiet years.