Chapter 8: Lan Jieying? Lan Jieying!

"I want to go home", "I want to go home", "I want to go home", ......

The girl called out thousands of times in her heart, in exchange for nothingness.

"She remembered the way home", the girl's mind kept echoing the doctor's words, she was distressed, she was helpless, she was anxious. She hugged her head in the room and thought, trying to recall the past, even a little, but the more she thought about it, the more her brain went blank.

Finally, when the doctor and nurse made rounds, the girl grabbed the female nurse, "Sister nurse, let me ask a woman's question, okay?" As he spoke, he looked at the doctor next to him, and the doctor left in amusement.

Closing the door, the girl took the nurse's hand, "Sister nurse, did you send that Ms. Qin home?" ”

"How can I send her home? Just send it where it should be. The nurse couldn't tell whether it was envy or helplessness in her tone.

"Sister, you say, can she really come home and come back to life?"

"I can't say for sure."

"Why? Isn't she already awake, okay? ”

"Sister, you know, the actual situation is very complicated." The female nurse's voice suddenly became strange and distant.

“……”

"If on the way back, her body has been disposed of as a corpse, or buried, or burned, or frozen, or dissected, her soul will have no support, and she will not be able to come back alive, can she still talk about going home?"

The girl shuddered as she listened.

"Even if it is not treated, put there without serious treatment and care, even if the soul returns, the condition deteriorates further, and he dies completely, do you think it is considered to go home?" Seeing that the girl was so frightened that she didn't speak, the nurse continued, "What we mean by going home is that the soul returns, recovers completely, and at least becomes a living person in the world. ”

"I see." The girl nodded, and at the same time there was a thunder in her mind, a blow of "bang", falling into the abyss, her body falling into the water, or falling off the cliff? was found and rescued, but he kept fainting, and he couldn't wait for his soul to return, thinking that he was dead and was disposed of as a corpse; Still undiscovered, dying there, either slowly waiting to die, or being discovered by wild beasts...... Disastrous!

"Sister, actually, I'm the one who came back here after I got home." There was desolation in the nurse's voice.

The sound was not loud, but it was a thunderbolt, an alley, and bungalows on both sides...... And then there was nothing.

"I'm a nurse, I go to work, I start a family, I have a baby, and my life is like normal. But misfortune struck me quietly, I was riding a battery car to work, a small car suddenly lost control, knocked me and my battery car into the air, I remember falling heavily in the holly bushes on the side of the road, then feeling cold, then hearing the familiar sound of an ambulance, and then losing consciousness. The female nurse recounted calmly, but it made the girl feel even colder.

"As soon as I woke up, I was here, a female doctor was treating me, asking me where I was from, who else was in the family, what kind of work I was doing, very strange, at first, I was still confused, my brain was a mess, as soon as she asked, I was completely awake, I thought of my three-year-old son, I thought of my husband who taught at school, I thought of my parents who had just retired, I remembered my parents-in-law who were still working in the fields, I remembered my own hospital, I remembered everything. As soon as I think of this, I can't stay anymore, so I want to go home, my son has no one to cook for him, my husband's clothes are not washed, and my father's rheumatoid arthritis is still waiting for me to give me a hot compress. ”

The girl frowned, she must have relatives and need herself, but she can't remember anything. Headache!

"I was actively treated here, looking forward to going home to see my son every day, grinding the doctor every day to go home, and finally the doctor agreed to discharge from the hospital. I was so excited that I ran back, running across the river, running over the mountains, running through the day, running through the night, running across the plains, running through the desert, running ragged, running with a pari, running exhausted. When I finally saw the house, I heard my son calling for his mother. The nurse seemed exhausted, and her voice gradually lowered.

"But, however, I could no longer run, my legs seemed to be filled with lead, my arms could not swing, I could not go forward if I ran to death, I fell, and crawled forward, and when I reached the gate of the courtyard, I had no strength to climb over the threshold, and I saw many people working inside, and I heard my son calling for his mother, and I waved to them, and they could not see; I cried out to them, and they couldn't hear me, and I called out to my son, who just cried; I called my husband again, but I couldn't see him. ”

The girl wept silently.

At this time, my emaciated husband walked past me with a beautiful box with my picture on it, and I knew it was an urn. I tried to call him, but I couldn't, and I passed out. ”

"And then? You're here? The girl grabbed the nurse's left hand.

"When I wake up again, I'm here as a nurse, and I'm doing my old job again." The nurse sighed, then smiled.

"Sister, now, do you still want to go back?"

"Whew! It doesn't matter if you want to or not, it's pointless. ”

"I hope she doesn't come back here."

"Who?"

"Ms. Qin you sent away."

"I want you to be discharged too." The nurse said as she stroked the girl's fair, soft hand.

"Sister nurse, you said, I have lost my memory like this, I don't know the way home, will I never be able to go back?"

"Sister, this is exactly what the doctor and I are worried about, in my experience, that home is like the North Star, always guiding you on the way home, no matter day or night, no matter the mountains and seas, no matter the desert that is deserted, or the dense jungle that covers the sky and the sun, you always seem to have a guide to guide you to your destination smoothly. I think, that's the magic of home, I can't imagine, without the guidance of home, who can walk such a difficult and dangerous road? ”

"Oh—" The girl lamented bitterly, frowning.

"Sister, everything else is fine, but you have amnesia and intracranial hemorrhage that needs to be absorbed slowly. Maybe when the blood clears, you may be able to regain your memory. Come on! The nurse raised her fist.

A gleam flashed in the girl's eyes, but it immediately dimmed.

"Or, just have someone familiar to help you regain your memory. But where are the familiar people here? ”

"That is, how can there be acquaintances here? Even then, will they still take care of my body? ”

"You're so beautiful, they can't bear you." The nurse couldn't have found a better reason to comfort her.

"Thank you, sister. I really want to know what kind of place this is, sister, can you tell me? ”

"Good sister, what my sister can tell you will never be kept." The nurse picked up the instrument, "I have to find a doctor to continue the rounds." The nurse hurried away, and her voice drifted back, "Go out for a walk and relax." ”

The girl also found it boring to stay in the room, so she floated downstairs and wandered around the water without purpose.

Look at the pedestrians, you can see one or two who belong to the same category as yourself from the bustling crowd, take a closer look at their faces, look at their expressions, and if you meet them, you can also talk a few words.

Look at the rally and listen to the blurred voice's voice talking about original sin and repentance.

Seeing that the police station building was not far away, I remembered the boy, "Go see him?" "Immediately shook his head, I don't even know the name, such a big building, where to find it?

It was as if they had spotted her again, like a sunflower, with their faces facing her. Feeling uncomfortable, she stepped into the door of a building and was greeted by a dazzling array of merchandise playing in the void. The girl knows that this is a store, and she doesn't like to go to the store, but she has nothing to do, so let's go around.

"Lan Jieying?" A voice drifted into my ears, "Who's called that, it's pretty nice." The girl thought.

"Lan Jieying—" The voice was louder, as if it was very close. The girl moved on.

A figure stepped forward, stopped the girl, and said excitedly, "It's really you, Lan Jieying!" How are you here! ”