Chapter 229: Mu Shihuan, I'm a good deceitful?
There was a slight "click", and the faint blue flames jumped faintly.
Li Jingyan lit a cigarette.
He took a shallow breath, and then the smoke slowly spit out, and through the haze, he looked at her and spit out two words: "Explain." ”
The tone seemed to be the same as usual, as if he was talking casually, but Mu Shihuan clearly heard a chill from it.
Under the short hair, only the deep darkness of his handsome face remained, and his eyes were dark and unfathomable, and there seemed to be a faint cold glow that flickered and flickered.
He kept his eye on her.
Gentle and affectionate is no more, some are just unusually cold.
Mu Shihuan only felt indescribably uncomfortable.
It was as if the heart was being grabbed and torn, and as if the nerves had been violently slashed, and the dull and sharp pain spread at the same time, and in just a few seconds, the most vulnerable places were dripping with blood.
The fingers clutching the nightgown became tighter and tighter, and the tormented opening made her voice tremble slightly: "At that time, my mother suddenly appeared, I was suddenly taken to the cemetery, and I was told that my father died for me, and I owe the Mu family a life, I ...... The whole person is chaotic, even unacceptable. ”
As she spoke, she kept looking at him, however, whether it was his eyes or anything else, there was only indifference, nothing else.
The heart trembled violently.
The pain seemed to destroy the world, his lips moved and moved, and Mu Shihuan's eyes were hazy: "She is my mother...... In fact, I longed for family affection in my heart, I felt sorry for her, the guilt weighed me too hard and uncomfortable, but I couldn't push it away, she wanted me to take back Mu's, saying that it was my responsibility and wanted me to ......"
The trills become more pronounced.
Summoning up her courage, she looked at the agreement that he held in her hand, and at the same time she was very sad and regretful: "She wants me to sign the agreement, she wants me to not fall in love with you, and she wants me to ...... Leave you ...... after completing the mission."
The rest of the words were blocked in her throat, but in an instant, she couldn't say anything, as if everything was wrong and everything was sophistry.
Not really.
She......
"Go on."
The two cold words, without any other feelings and warmth to speak of, spit out of the man's mouth.
The aura faintly emanated from his body, and his whole person seemed to be covered by a layer of haze, which was cold to the bone.
The throat seemed to be choked, and the unusually strong acidity rushed straight to the eyes and the tip of the nose, which was very useless, and Mu Shihuan shed tears.
I want to wipe it off, but I don't want to drop it more and more.
In just a few seconds, the blur became hazy, and the trance between her and him became more and more distant, as if no one could cross the gap that suddenly appeared.
No.
The chasm was drawn by herself.
If she had said it earlier......
"I thought about telling you, that is, you went on a business trip abroad, and Tang Yu asked me to leave you on the night, do you remember, I said that I have something to tell you when you come back." She looked at him and said eagerly.
However, the mood between his eyebrows did not change in the slightest, and he was still indifferent, which could even be described as extreme.
The pain in his heart was a little unbearable, unconsciously, Mu Shihuan's grip on the nightgown became tighter and tighter, and the nails of his other hand were pinched into the palm of his hand, marking traces of the Dao.
She shook her head, her eyes overflowing with grievances: "I didn't lie to you, that night...... If you were there that night, I would have told you on the spot, told you about my rejection and suppression of the Mu family's responsibility, told you the content of this agreement, told you the real cause of my father's death, and wanted to tell you......"
"Mu Shihuan."
The words were interrupted coldly.
Li Jingyan smoked a cigarette, his eyes fell on her for a moment, seemingly calm, but the anger that was about to be suppressed could no longer be suppressed, surging and boiling.
is getting more and more prosperous, but there is nowhere to vent.
"Am I a good liar?" The corners of his lips tugged, and a deep and cold voice popped out from the depths of the syllables, "I like you, I have to do whatever I want, I'm very happy, and I have a sense of accomplishment, isn't it?" ”
Every word is mockery.
The black eyes were misty again, Bei Yan bit his upper lip, and Mu Shihuan shook his head violently.
has hinted and expressed, coquettish and threatened, and has also used confession to tempt, but I just want to hear him say that he likes her, or loves her, but he fails again and again.
And now, the words I want to hear most suddenly come into my ears, but there is no imaginary happiness, excitement and joy, and the rest is only uncomfortable.
The heart is like a knife.
"It's not...... I didn't, I didn't mean to lie to you......" she explained.
However, the man's eyes were so cold that they seemed to form a layer of ice.
"I want to tell you, I didn't know how to open my mouth and couldn't find the opportunity before, but then I ...... Later I always forget that I didn't try to lie to you, never, that agreement was nothing more than ......"
"Mu Shihuan." Li Jingyan took a puff of her cigarette and interrupted her words again.
A flame burst out of his chest, spreading at a rapid and irrepressible speed, scorching every corner of his body.
He smiled, without warmth, only with a cold sarcasm.
"Did you sign it?" He stared, word by word, "Just answer me, yes or no." ”
It was like a heavy hammer hitting the tip of her heart, and the intense dull pain immediately spread and lasted for a long time.
Under his indifferent gaze, she could only nod.
"Huh." Li Jingyan pulled her lips and sneered.
Squinting his cold eyes and dusting off his cigarette ash casually, he raised the corners of his lips and opened his mouth again: "That night, Mu Sinian told you that he suspected that I had something to do with your father's death, is there such a thing?" ”
Mu Shihuan's pupils shrank heavily!
After realizing something, she hurriedly explained: "I refuted it when he said it, it's impossible, I believe it has nothing to do with you, it can't be you, I didn't believe what he said, I only believe you!" ”
Jun's face hooked a sneer, and Li Jingyan spit out a smoke ring: "So this thing is true, and you didn't tell me." ”
He still misunderstood.
was full of this thought, and the feet that seemed to be stuck finally had the strength to break free at this moment, Mu Shihuan didn't want to run in front of him, and explained persistently: "No, I ...... that night"
"Your mother came to me today."
Caught off guard, Mu Shihuan's body froze slightly.
Under the shroud of blue and white mist, Li Jingyan's face became more indifferent and blurred, making people unable to detect the slightest emotion, and the only thing that could be clearly perceived was mockery.
Mu Shihuan's heart went crazy without warning, and an indescribable feeling of uneasiness welled up, and she wanted to stop it.
However, the cool voice still drilled into her ears, word by word, extremely clear-
"She asked me to tell you, do you remember what you promised her, after the project is over, leave me, and end the play."
In just a second, Mu Shihuan's eyes were red, and his eyes were full of tears.
Li Jingyan didn't speak again, just looked at her directly.
Seeing this, tears suddenly slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she was so pitiful.
It was he who was pulled to the heart and uncomfortable.
Indescribable sharp, dull pain.
"Why don't you 'explain'?" He squinted and lifted his hand to grab her chin.
Rubbing his fingertips lightly on it, he smiled, but there was not a trace of smile in his eyes, just crushed ice.
"Or, why don't we listen to the recording, and hear how you yourself responded to your mother's request and admit that you didn't really mean anything to me, Mrs. Li, huh?"
The tail note rises up, which is sarcasm.
Recording......
Requirements, Acknowledgement......
Mu Shi suddenly understood.
It was that time, Gao Zhiman's sudden call.
She asked her to participate in the project with Meng, telling her that as long as the project was completed, she could stay away from the rights and wrongs of the Mu family, no longer be pressed by responsibility, and she would forgive her.
She also said that her father died to save her, and this can never be erased, so she must remember what she promised, remember what she signed, and don't be tempted by Li Jingyan or fall in love with him.
Say, you can only do drama......
At that time, how did she answer?
By the way, at that time...... The heart seemed to be suddenly grasped, a sharp and dull pain would surround her, what she wanted to say, what she wanted to say was impossible, she just loved to be strong, it was impossible to act, whether it was in the past, or now, or in the future.
But...... But she still ......
Her heart shook suddenly, and in a trance, Mu Shihuan understood that she didn't need to explain.
Explanations are useless, he won't believe it, won't.
She bit her lip.
However, her silence fell in Li Jingyan's eyes, but it was a disguised acquiescence.
Scold.
The sneer spread from the tip of his heart, and his fingertips still rubbed against her skin, and he eased up for a moment, and his movements were as gentle as usual.
But his heart is desolate, and the absurd thing is that even if it is desolate, there is still a flame burning.
Suddenly, the action stopped.
He withdrew his hand, stopped looking at her, and raised his feet to leave.
"Li Jingyan!" Almost reflexively, Mu Shihuan grabbed his wrists tightly with both hands to stop him.
However......
He didn't look at her again, not even a single glance, he just broke her hand resolutely and forcefully.
Mu Shihuan was unwilling.
"Li Jingyan ......," she cried.
Tears seemed to fall on his heart, and they were extremely hot.
"I'll sleep in the guest room tonight." But he still only said lightly, with extreme indifference and coldness between the eyebrows under his eyes.
As the words fell, he took her hand away again, and then left without looking back.
In the huge cloakroom, within a few seconds, only Mu Shihuan was left.
The light above her head was bright and warm, but her stiff body was surrounded by coldness, cold to the heart.
In a trance, she saw the new clothes in the closet, I was afraid that he bought them for her, they were all styles she liked, and in an instant, tears fell one by one, and finally, Mu Shihuan slowly squatted down, crying uncontrollably.
A dull ache spreads and lasts for a long time.
……
Den.
The light was dim, and Li Jingyan had a cigarette between his fingers, and the scarlet on the cigarette was extremely dazzling at the moment.
The smell of smoke permeates the air, even if it is light, but it accumulates more and more, and it is getting stronger and stronger.
After the reunion, she was dissatisfied and complained that he was addicted to smoking, at first he didn't care, but later, unconsciously, he began to consciously smoke less, especially in front of her, he could endure it.
Only when he really wants to smoke it will he smoke one after another.
As last time he knew that she had had given birth to another man, for example, at this moment.
never compromised and indulged, only to her, pampered and indulged again and again, and did one after another for her that she had never done before, but now......
Li Jingyan couldn't help but pull her lips.
Scold.
After smoking a cigarette, he lit another cigarette, but halfway through it, he felt bored.
The cigarette butt was extinguished, Li Jingyan got up and went to the wine cabinet, took a bottle of wine and poured himself a glass.
Tilt your head and drink it all.
Cup after cup.
In a trance, all kinds of things seemed to pass by, to be precise, it was all after knowing that she had given birth to a child.
Torture, betrayal, restraint......
"Smack-"
A crisp but subtle sound was the sound of a goblet being crushed.
His fingers were stabbed, blood came out, Rao was like this, Li Jingyan didn't even look down, as if he was unconscious, nothing happened, only the mellow aroma of red wine mixed with the smell of smoke and spread into the air.
And in his bones, there seems to be an irrepressible demon who is about to rush out.
Hurry up for a moment.
Suddenly......
The familiar and unfamiliar headache came without warning, and this time, it seemed stronger than ever.
The thin lips were tightly pursed into a line, and Li Jingyan was restrained.
It's just that cold sweat faintly broke out on his forehead, and the blood on his lips was gradually disappearing.
In the end, one couldn't restrain himself, he leaned forward suddenly, Rao is reaction and a step slower.
With one hand supporting his head, Li Jingyan knelt heavily on one knee.
"Buzz—"
The mobile phone that was thrown on the desk vibrated at this moment, again and again, as if it was stimulating Li Jingyan's eardrums, and the lit screen was weirdly dazzling in such an environment.