Chapter 312: Change

After reading the letter, Xuan Qingzi suddenly had a feeling that Xuan Ning was actually still by his side.

As soon as he walked out of this room, he could see Xuan Ning looking at him with an indifferent face, urging why the meal was still not ready.

Xuan Qingzi only felt a sense of loss, and his previously empty heart fell into the void again at this time.

Before he was rescued, he felt that the whole world was dark, and he had no motivation to live except for revenge.

But in his life with Xuan Ning, although this person looks cold, Xuan Qingzi knows that he has treated himself as a relative.

And he himself has always regarded Xuan Ning as a master, as a brother, and as a friend who has forgotten his years.

In this kind of relationship, little by little filled the vacancy that his parents left, and gave him hope for life again.

Even if there is no such thing as revenge, he seems to be able to continue to live, so it is good to live quietly with Xuan Ning in this bamboo forest, and not go anywhere.

But now, the little bit that was finally filled in has been dug up again, and even the place that was originally safe has been dug up.

Brought out the flesh and became devastated.

Xuan Qingzi didn't know when he had been sitting on the ground, leaning his back against the edge of the closet, looking at this room full of traces of Xuan Ning's life, the thoughts churning in his mind were quiet at this moment.

He frowned, even though his eyes were already red, but he couldn't see a single tear, so he stubbornly kept his eyes open, not wanting to show the last bit of vulnerability.

He had already experienced this feeling of powerlessness five years ago.

At that time, he was determined to take revenge, and spent five years learning to use poison, practicing outside, going through everything, and thinking that he was able to take a step forward.

But I didn't expect to go around and go back to square one.

He was still as powerless as he was then, and when the people closest to him fell in front of him, he couldn't do anything but survive.

It seems that no matter how hard he tries and how hard he cares, he can only be trampled under his feet and watch them destroy the most precious thing in his heart.

At this time, he finally recognized the reality and understood a truth.

In this world, you can't achieve everything by your own efforts, if you are ruthless, others will only be more ruthless than you, you have the ability, but you don't know that there are people outside the world, and there are heavens outside the sky.

For the current Xuan Qingzi, let alone avenge his parents, he can't even avenge Xuan Ning.

Even if he knew that the woman was from the Medicine King Palace, with the skills he mastered now, what could he do against them.

Xuan Qingzi knew that he shouldn't be alone in this place to feel sorry for himself, this would not solve anything at all.

Since there is someone who can be more ruthless and capable than him, then he will be the most ruthless person.

As long as you don't care, there will be no more pain.

From today on, he only has one last goal, and the one that was in his heart from the beginning.

As for the others, they were just stepping stones in his way.

If someone stands in front of him, then he can only move forward if he is destroyed.

Xuan Qingzi slowly stood up from the ground, took a new set of clothes for Xuan Ning, and walked out.

It's still that expressionless look, but it's a completely different Xuan Qingzi than before he came in.

From this moment on, there is nothing else in his heart, and when a person's heart is hard enough, it will not be defeated by anything.

Xuan Qingzi knew that he not only needed such belief, but also had such ability.

But whether it is the Medicine King Palace or the person in the high position, for him, it is just something that will be trampled under his feet sooner or later.

Now he was alone, and there was nothing left to lose.

But those people are different.

They have halo and honor on them, and in comparison, maybe they are the ones who should be careful.

As for Xuan Qingzi, he just wanted to return all the pain he had experienced under the most certain circumstances.

Xuan Qingzi dug the cemetery and found a vacant land in the bamboo forest, which is Xuanning's favorite place to practice on weekdays.

In the end, he erected a monument to Xuan Ning, on which the name was not written, but the words "My teacher requiem" was written.

He knew that his medical skills were not actually taught by Xuan Ning, and according to this relationship, that woman could be regarded as the person who taught him things.

It's just that in addition, Xuan Ning also gave him this name and this new life, all of which is enough for Xuan Qingzi to treat him as a master for life.

After Xuan Qingzi said that these things were all dealt with, he looked at this small mound, and finally didn't say anything, just put the suicide note he got earlier in the brazier.

He didn't know how Xuan Ning would react after seeing this scene, but he didn't want to leave any thoughts for himself.

When a person dies, he is dead, just a pinch of loess, and there is no place worth thinking about those who remain in the world.

Xuan Qingzi didn't want anything to hinder his steps, so he could only cut off these thoughts by himself first.

It's just that the small wooden box that he can't figure out how to use is still in his arms.

He looked at the fading firelight, and couldn't help asking, "I don't know what this thing you left for me clearly, even if you leave, do you still want to leave me this question?" ”

After Xuan Qingzi finished speaking, he could only hear the sound of flames beating, and it seemed that Xuan Ning was answering his question.

He tugged at the corners of his mouth, didn't say anything more, and finally turned to leave.

He did not go back to the hut, but walked straight out.

This place is Xuanning's belonging to him, but it is no longer a place that belongs to him.

After that, he still has a long way to go, and he doesn't know how long he still needs to walk, but these pasts have been burned to ashes with the flames of Fang Cai.

This time, it was a brand new Xuanqingzi who came out of the bamboo forest.

There was less sparkle in his eyes and more determination.

The last bit of light and beauty in his heart also dissipated with Xuan Ning's departure, and in the end, all that was left was hatred.

Even if Xuan Ning himself said that there was no need to avenge him, for Xuan Qingzi, it was not only Xuan Ning's death, but also the poison that he still didn't know was still lurking in his body.

This hatred belongs to him, and it has nothing to do with Xuan Ning, he wants the world to know that it is not only the Medicine King Palace that can control people's life and death at will.

His revenge is not self-sufficient, but those who are regarded by him as enemies should be careful and prepared to deal with it.