Chapter 171: Untying the knot
"I'm not wrong, I'm 32 years old, and I knew about those things when I was 15 or 6."
Shui Lanqing couldn't help but raise her head in shock, looking at him with red eyes, "But when I was a child, you never said such a thing." ”
Chen Pengwei reached out and touched Shui Lanqing's moist eyes, and sighed a little helplessly, "You yourself said that you were young, think about it, how old you were at that time, but a 9 or 10-year-old little girl, if I said something like that to you, I would really become a beast." I wanted to say it back then, but you've got to give me a chance. When you are so easy to grow up, but after being away for ten years, it is so easy to come back and grow up, and you won't let me say a few words, you have been addicted to your mouth, you have been addicted to your hands, do you really want to suffocate me? ”
"What about you...... Go out and socialize...... I won't go alone. ”
“…… Muyi took you to that kind of occasion? ”
Shui Lanqing didn't expect to ask her this question suddenly from me, and thought for a while, "I've been there twice." Because he had to bring a female companion, he couldn't bring it, and he couldn't find anyone. ”
"Yes, you also said that sometimes, it's really not good not to bring it."
Chen Pengwei's natural answer made Shui Lanqing purse her lips and feel a little uncomfortable. was forced by him just now, and was asked by his answer, which made me feel awkward in my heart, and said with a crying voice, "I know that this has nothing to do with you, and there are some things that you have to do, so I also said that it's okay, you just let me slow myself down, I forgot about it, but you still want to ask." I don't want you to think I'm ......."
Speaking of this, Shui Lanqing's tears couldn't hold back any longer, the big ones fell, but the words behind her couldn't be spoken. She didn't want him to think that she was cautious, that she was always clinging to his previous things, but she couldn't be generous in her heart.
She knows that she has not been a generous person since she was a child, but many things are inconsequential to her and dispensable, so she seems to be very generous to outsiders. However, she herself knows that she has always cared about only two things to the extreme, one is dance, and the other is Chen Pengwei.
It's just that when she was young, both of them went to school, and Chen Pengwei came to her whenever she had time, so she didn't have much chance to show her stinginess. However, now that she has grown up, and ten years have passed, even though he is as good to her as ever, she is unsure in her heart. She knew it wasn't good, but she couldn't control herself. She was afraid that if she had too many thoughts like this, it would eventually affect the relationship between the two, so she would rather he not ask her, she could throw these thoughts into the corner of her heart and seal them away.
Chen Pengwei looked at the big tears of the girl in front of him, and his heart was sour. Raised his hand to gently help her wipe her tears, sighed softly, and hugged her into his arms again, "Do you think that I didn't ask you Mu Yi about Mu Yi in the first place, but I was very generous in my heart and didn't care about your ten years of getting along?" ”
Shui Lanqing sniffed and looked at him with some puzzlement. She really felt that according to his original temperament, he would not skip the matter between herself and Mu Yi so easily. But from beginning to end, he really didn't ask her and Mu Yi about the past ten years, and most of them were said by herself.
"I don't ask because I know who you are, and I know that if something happens to the two of you, everything will change in the past ten years. But the fact is that you are by my side now, and your relationship with Mu Yi is not bad, so it means that there is nothing between you, right? ”
Shui Lanqing nodded involuntarily.
"However, I know that there is nothing between the two of you, and Mu Yi has saved you many times over the years, but I still don't want to be generous, I think that in the past ten years, you have something, you are in the hospital, and it is another man who has taken care of you, I have a fire in my heart, I know that I should thank Mu Yi, but I still don't want to see him."
Chen Pengwei said this, and Shui Lanqing remembered that he had brought Mu Yi back to the United States directly. Blinked, and couldn't help pursing his lips.
"Qingqing, in this world, there are no generous people, but it depends on how much you care. If you really care about someone, you will never be generous. You should have known since you were a child that I have never been a generous person to you. I'm not happy that you even smile at someone. ”
Shui Lanqing listened, lowered her head and bit her lip, she probably understood what Chen Pengwei meant. But, "Yes, but you didn't ask me about Mu Yi this time." ”
"I didn't ask in as much detail, but I guess I know everything, don't I? And, I think, when I'm older, it's not like I used to be, you always have to have your own friends. Most importantly, I didn't really want to hear those details because I knew I wouldn't be happy to hear them. I just need to know that you never forgot me in your heart, and now that you're still by my side, we're both okay. As for those details, it's not too late to talk about it slowly when we're in our seventies and eighties. ”
"yes, so why do you have to say it?" Shui Lanqing's good-looking brows furrowed together.
"That's different. I don't ask because I know and know in my heart that your heart is mine, and physically, you've never been the kind of casual girl, I don't have to ask. If it is because you are not in good health, it is said that Mu Yi has hugged you, taken care of you closely, and even slept with you for care, although I feel uncomfortable, but I will not doubt you, it is a normal thing. ”
"But you are different today, you have doubts in your heart, but you don't even know the general situation, so you want to wait a few more days like before, and get through by yourself, but you refuse to ask me. The little things when I was a kid are just that. But today, such a knot is always untied as soon as possible, isn't it? Stay in your heart, isn't it uncomfortable? ”
Shui Lanqing moved her mouth, but she didn't speak.
"If you don't ask me, it's not the same as if I didn't ask you. You don't ask me because you're afraid of hearing an answer that doesn't suit you, so you just don't ask me, do you? ”
Shui Lanqing heard all the words in her heart, and only felt that this person became more and more terrible the more she grew up, so she simply lowered her head and didn't look at him.
"But if my answer is exactly the opposite of what you think, then aren't you going to wronged me?"
Chen Pengwei's words made Shui Lanqing raise her head and look at him a little stunned.
"I'm so sad that you condemned me without asking me. Moreover, what kind of person I am, I thought you should know it from childhood to adulthood. If I were the one who likes to mess around, I wouldn't have waited for you to grow up as a little girl for so many years. ”
Shui Lanqing swallowed and foamed, muttering quietly, "I just know that you are not that kind of person, so I don't want to ask you." ”
Chen Pengwei sighed heavily, patted her, his eyes were serious, and he said in a solemn tone, "I just told you that in the first few years, I had to go out on a mission, and there were various types of tasks, in the task, sometimes it was natural to contact different women, and even sometimes to play husband and wife or boyfriend and girlfriend with other women, these are all there, but this is like Mu Yi has to take care of you, it is unavoidable, and it is just work." After the mission is completed, I will not have any contact or contact with them, which is both the rule and my bottom line. So, you don't have to worry about these women. ”
Shui Lanqing listened and nodded hurriedly, "I know this." ”
Chen Pengwei listened, touched her head, slowed down his tone, and then said, "Over the years, there have been a lot of entertainments, and on some occasions, you know, it's not good not to bring a female companion to attend." However, my female companion changes very frequently, and it is different every time, because I have a task to do, and I don't want to be too clean, and I don't want to fix one, which makes people think too much. So, a lot of people think I like beautiful women. However, Yuan San and the others all know that if I can, I will never let those people come close to me, and even if they attend together, they will only walk behind me. But sometimes at the wine table, you still have to make a show and put on a show. ”
After Chen Pengwei finished speaking, he saw that Shui Lanqing seemed to have something to ask, but he was a little hesitant, and couldn't help but sink his voice, "If you have any questions tonight, after tonight, if you are still so cranky in the future, I will really take measures to punish you." ”
When Shui Lanqing heard this, her face turned red first, she bit her lip, and then asked in a low voice, "Then you, then you really never talked to other women, that, that what?" ”
"Go to bed?" Chen Pengwei raised his eyebrows and completed the words she hadn't said for a long time.
"Hmm."
"Nightclubs, naturally, I've been to them many times, but they're only up to the point, and as for what you think, no."
Shui Lanqing listened, her eyes instantly brightened, but she was a little confused and disbelieving.
Chen Pengwei looked at her expression, seemed to be smiling, and said a little jokingly, "Don't believe what I said? Although it is not the first time for men to be examined, people say that the first time is not too long. Why don't we try it once, and you'll know? In my physical condition, in fact, I am quite curious about how long it will last. ”
Chen Pengwei said this with a blushing face and a heartbeat, looking at Shui Lanqing's pretty face, which was red and almost dripping with blood visible to the naked eye, he couldn't help but laugh twice, "Practice makes true knowledge, after all, it is shallow on paper, and you must do it without knowing it, this is not what you told me back then." ”
Shui Lanqing was dumbfounded by his shamelessness, staring at him, looking at him speechless for a while.