Chapter 683: His Choice

She thought she would understand her, but he knew that he still didn't want to, it was all like the things of the past, and it never occurred to him that everything could not be changed now.

"It shouldn't make sense to say this, sister-in-law."

When Bai Xiaochen said a word, he let all his thoughts be strangled in his heart, Ying Qingyue took this step at this time, so it means that she wants Bai Xiaochen to become an unrighteous person.

However, he didn't want to do this, he just wanted to tell the person in front of him that his mind was never his true thoughts after all.

It's just that now when she saw Bai Xiaochen standing up again, she couldn't help but want to ask, how he has been doing for so many years, and that girl......

Is it the person he likes, why is the tenderness in his eyebrows only given to that woman.

Bai Xiaochen looked at the woman in front of her who was still so gentle, she had no way to change her appearance from the past.

But it is no longer what he remembers, and Ying Qingyue in the past will never use his own ideas to force anyone to stay.

She knew what she was thinking, so she wouldn't force anyone to stay with her, but there were some things that Ying Qingyue couldn't understand at this time.

It's just your own decision, but now, everything has changed.

When she married the emperor back then, Bai Xiaochen went to the border area alone, in that place, the conditions were extremely difficult, but it was not as good as the inner torment.

But in the end, he just watched the person he liked marry someone else, and all of this was just his own fault, if he hadn't left the capital back then, if she hadn't married someone else back then.

But there were a few people who could explain those things clearly.

"If I could, I wouldn't want to be your imperial sister-in-law."

"At this point, some things can't be changed for a long time, so don't waste your time, some things can't go back for a long time, like the broken mirror, there won't be any resemblance to the beginning, so why bother with it?"

Bai Xiaochen didn't know, but Ying Qingyue knew very well in her heart that she left to marry the emperor that year, and it was only because of Bai Xiaochen's child.

This child who appeared inexplicably, even if he was willing to go back to the past, but at this time, he just wanted to know what happened back then, and why, she just wanted to know where Yang Feirui, the child, came from.

Who is his mother?

She asked for this answer in various ways in the past six years, but in the end there was no answer, and even she couldn't understand it after all.

"You still don't understand me, I never thought that I would come back to you, I just wanted to ask you about something, whose child Yang Feirui is.

Which woman was born back then, you have never known the reason why I really left you, but how did you ever know that when I wanted to marry you, I was finally given to the emperor to marry, what did I think in my heart.

You never asked me what I thought, and that child, don't you know, I wouldn't have left you if it weren't for her. ”

Ying Qingyue thought painfully that back then, this child appeared inexplicably, and he thought that Bai Xiaochen had betrayed him, so she agreed to the emperor's request in a fit of anger.

In fact, it was just angry words, but she didn't expect that the emperor would take a despicable and shameless approach, and finally she drank the glass of wine that the emperor gave her, and finally lay on the dragon couch in a daze.

She felt that her body and mind were not clean, so she finally stayed away from Bai Xiaochen, how she survived back then, no one asked her, and she, and she was not pregnant with the emperor's child, not because she was sick, but because she didn't want to.

Bai Xiaochen looked at the question of the woman in front of him, it has been so many years, why bother to ask again, knowing the answer, can't the two of them go back for a long time? Why do you have to do this, he doesn't understand a woman's mind, he doesn't understand Rong Ruofeng, and he doesn't understand the person he used to be.

But now when he thinks back to what happened six years ago, he only feels that he is very young and vigorous, and now when he thinks about the situation in front of him now, he only thinks that there may be no way to go back to the past.

Yes, because he knew Ying Qingyue, but he just wanted to know about it, and it was understandable to tell him, and it was not impossible for her to die.

But the most important thing is that Bai Xiaochen knows who that person is, but he won't tell Ying Qingyue in front of him, after all, Rong Ruofeng is going to marry Yang Feiteng, and what those pasts are, in the end, should never happen.

So no matter what time he put this problem, he couldn't tell the person in front of him.

"He was brought back by my housekeeper, and as for who his mother really is, sorry I don't really know how to answer this question.

After all, this king doesn't know who his mother really is, if you want to know then help me look it up, no matter who is right or wrong in the family.

In the end, that's what you choose, so no one has the right to blame the past, and the two of us can only end up like this. ”

When Ying Qingyue heard him say these things with his own ears, he knew that there were some things he cared about, not just the past, and the things he said would definitely be done in the end, which was how serious he was about this matter.

"Okay, I see, if I leave, will you come to see me in the future."

"There is a difference between the monarch and the minister, and there is no need to see each other in the future."

However, Bai Xiaochen is also ruthless, there is no one around him now, but why has he not had his place for a long time, her brother Liang, six years, does not belong to herself, she does not want to fight for herself, but there are some things that others should not get.

Ying Qingyue didn't have a good time in the palace, but when he saw Bai Xiaochen in front of him, he told himself what happened back then.

She had let go of something in her heart, but he also knew that there were things that could never be forgotten, but he knew it when this man said so.

He already had other people in his heart, but he didn't admit it, just like he liked himself at that time, but he was also hard-mouthed and soft-hearted and didn't admit it.

Those times, can you not go back, Bai Xiaochen, there is no longer contact with her Ying Qingyue, she felt a tear in her eyes, but in the end, she couldn't say anything.

If he is willing to keep herself, she can leave everything behind, she doesn't want to be a concubine, she just needs to be by his side, but he doesn't want to......

And that person has nothing to do with himself, so that's it, if something can't go back to the past, then just let it dissipate.

"Okay, I got it."

Ying Qingyue finally left this courtyard, and he knew that he might never come back.

But he also knew that if he flowed it himself, he would be reluctant to leave, but he was afraid that the person in front of him would not be able to keep him.

Back then, he entered the palace because of him, but he didn't know it, and now he knows that all of this is just because of him.

But what is the reason for this, how can he tell the person in front of him, some things can't go back to the past for a long time, he was to protect Bai Xiaochen back then, so he agreed to the emperor, and now that I think about it, isn't it too ridiculous.

She is already a concubine Yao, this is her own choice, and now she can only follow her original choice in its entirety, some people have missed something, maybe there is no way to come back as it was at the beginning.

It's just because he doesn't like it, but no one knows how much of it is that they miss each other.

It's just that when Ying Qingyue was about to leave, he heard Bai Xiaochen behind him say.

"Protect yourself well in the palace, and if you need it, I will help you, Qing'er."

The last sentence made the bottom line in Ying Qingyue's heart collapse, it's just that it is not easy for him to give himself such a promise, and it has not been easy for him for so many years, how can she go and make trouble for him again.

Ying Qingyue didn't look back, because he knew that if he turned back, he would never be willing to leave.

That's enough for him, and he was satisfied with his answer, between the two of them, they were just unqualified, but no one could cross each other from the distance in between.

Some things can't go back, no matter what, no matter what he thinks in his heart, those things have long been a thing of the past, so he doesn't regret it, and he can only know that now all this is her own fault.

After Ying Qingyue left, Bai Xiaochen felt a slight pain in his chest, he smiled self-deprecatingly, he still couldn't really let go, but unfortunately he couldn't go back to the past, he never had nostalgia, the little girl she liked had grown up.

His Qing'er, the Qing'er who likes to call him Brother Liang.

After all, she became a concubine in the palace, and that year, his chest could no longer breathe, he guarded the woman from childhood to adulthood, but in the end he married his imperial brother, and no man would want to.

But now, when he started all over again, when he looked back at himself, he found that it didn't seem to matter so much now.

There are choices that never seem to go back to the past, no matter what is in their minds.

Did he change his mind, maybe not, maybe time had faded the friendship between the two of them, but his protection of him was the same as the first acquaintance.

Bai Xiaochen thought that there was still Yang Feirui in the mansion, so he casually cleaned up at this time, and didn't leave the courtyard and returned to the mansion.

The feeling of someone waiting seems to be good, Bai Xiaochen did not completely let go, but he also had other thoughts in his heart.

I saw Yang Feirui eating the food honestly one bite at a time, and he was still holding the scriptures in his hand, and when he saw Bai Xiaochen coming back, Yang Feirui pounced.