Seeing Tao Yu's matter, Sheng Fang made a special trip to Soning's house to tell her.

Roughly describe his current situation.

Although Soning didn't have as much contact with him as Qin Dachuan, he got acquainted with him.

Knowing that he was doing well, he finally let go of a worry.

Sheng Fang also mentioned that Tao Yu wanted them to go to the house for a meal.

Two meanings, one is that Qin Dachuan is to support Sheng Fang as his own son, he is gone, and as an old man, he invited them to have a meal at home and also had a bit of a meeting with his parents.

Second, Qin Dachuan is also optimistic about the two of them when he is alive, and now that they are together, it can be regarded as such a thing to explain to him.

Soning didn't refuse, she thought that since she had the opportunity, it would be good to take a look.

Within a few days, the two of them ran away, and the place where Tao Yu lived was relatively far away, almost like in the mountains.

It took almost two hours to get there.

It's quiet and the air is good.

His place is a big bungalow, from the architectural style to the architectural style is relatively simple, at first glance it is also an old house.

It is quite consistent with the temperament of Tao in Soning's impression.

As soon as he got out of the car, the courtyard gate was ajar, and Soning walked in front and pushed the door in.

Directly opposite is a hall, not very imposing, but also very atmospheric. Both sides are planted with flowers and plants, and there is a chaise longue and a small rattan table at the door.

There is a teapot on top, two teacups, and a basin...... A small pine tree about thirty or forty centimeters tall.

Sonnin stared at it for a few seconds, then looked away.

Tao Delirium came out of the house, dressed in a formal, modified stand-up collar.

He has lost a lot of weight, but he is still elegant and calm, but the loneliness between his eyebrows has nowhere to hide.

Soning stood in the courtyard and said hello, "Mr. Tao." ”

Tao Wei bowed his head slightly, and raised the corners of his lips, "It's here." ”

Sheng Fang followed behind and took the things they had brought into the house. He didn't come to this house much before, and when he was younger, he had to live for a while during the winter and summer vacations.

The furnishings in the house have not changed much from the past.

On the side of the living room, a simple spiritual seat was set up, with a photo of Qin Dachuan.

Sonin also saw it.

The two of them glanced at each other, and Sheng was relieved that it was not a good taste.

This is the first time he has seen something related to what happened after him left after Qin Dachuan left, he has been avoiding these things, but there is no way, sooner or later he has to face it if people are gone.

Seeing the two stunned there, Tao Yu hesitated for a moment and shouted, "Come and drink tea." ”

Sonin took Lasheng's hand and squeezed it hard.

Sheng Fang grinned, but he didn't laugh out in the end.

The three of them gathered together, drank tea twice, and didn't talk much. Soning and Tao Yu were not good at words, and the remaining eldest young master had not yet pulled out his emotions.

I really can't talk about it.

Soning took a sip of tea and took the initiative to ask, "Mr. Tao, do you usually live alone?" ”

I really didn't say this to pierce him in the heart.

The main thing is that this yard is too big, not to mention hundreds of square meters, it is still an old house, far and remote.

He wants to be alone in this kind of place, and to be honest, not very suitable for coming out of some shadow.

Hearing this, Tao Yu said lightly, "Ten days a month down the mountain, there is something about the community, and the rest of the time is here." ”

As he said this, his eyes were on the door, and the wind blew, and the small pine trees swayed in the pot.

He smiled.

This picture is weird and weird, and it's sad and sad.

Soning nodded clearly, took his look in his eyes, and said sincerely: "There is a chance to go out and shop more." After she finished speaking, she also glanced at the little pine tree, and added, "Qin Dachuan is so lively, he must want to go out and have a look." ”

Tao Yu was stunned for a moment, and only nodded after a while, "Yes, that's right." ”

After he finished speaking, he stood up and said, "I'll go see the food." ”

As soon as he left, she and Sheng Fang were left in the living room, and she had a chance to ask him.

"Do you know that little pine tree?"

Sheng Fang shook his head.

Soning moved and sat a little closer, but still lowered his voice, "Your uncle told me before he left that he wanted to plant a tree, and he said that he didn't want to be buried in the ground, and he wanted to see the sun and the wind every day. ”

She explained things clearly in a few words, and finally: "He said that Mr. Tao likes pine trees." ”

These words were only fluttering at first, but in the end they became heavy wooden nails and smashed into Sheng Fang's heart one by one.

He thought, Qin Dachuan seemed to be laughing and scolding and didn't care about anything, but it turned out that a handful of dead ashes had to be left by his lover's side. He didn't even know this, and he had to tell him about it.

He ran away from the past, but what did he miss?

It is already unknown.

Seeing that he was silent, Soning shook his hand, a little cold.

"Sheng Fang, I don't want you to blame yourself for saying this." She paused, "Everyone has their way of grieving, and yours is the most nerve-wracking. ”

He doesn't cry, he doesn't ask, he doesn't care, as if that way he can isolate himself from his sorrow.

But that's exactly the case, those painful grief are buried in my heart forever, without venting or output.

"You were drawing circles on Mrs. Sheng's face, and I heard you say to her, 'I love you very much, don't you go?' ”

Sheng Fang's eyes were a little dull: "You...... Heard it? ”

Soning nodded: "But your ghost appearance who doesn't care about pranks makes me automatically block your side." In full bloom, love is not expressed in that way, and grief is not so hidden. ”

Sooner or later, the accumulated grief will have enough strength to blow him to pieces.

Sheng Fang listened to this sentence and was silent for a long time, "No one has taught me how to love." ”

He was too young when his mother was gone, and Qin Dachuan was not allowed to return to the Sheng family. When I grew up a little bit, I got love from Cheng Ling, but those loves were paranoid and pathologically ruined. They became his shadows, laying the foundation for his perception that love was twisted and crazy.

He hated that way, he suppressed his instinctive nature and finally became unaware of how to love.

Not to mention how to express it.

He is selfish and indulgent, and no one has anyone in his sights......

I thought that I wouldn't care who left in this way.

Others think he is cold-blooded and ruthless, and even he himself has such an identity with himself.

Sonin's heart ached, and she lowered her head and kissed the back of his hand, "We'll all be fine." ”

She said we.

Because it's not just blooming.

Isn't she the same? Powerless.

That day at Tao Yu's house, the whole atmosphere of eating was not very good, and the sad background was too heavy, and no one could erase it.

Tao Yu was only a dozen years older than them, but he sat there like a patriarch.

He tried his best to take care of the two of them, but in fact he was not good at these, what kind of dealing with people and things was something that Qin Dachuan liked.

But he's gone, and he has to hold up this scene for him.

After eating and staying for a while, the two got up to say goodbye, Tao Yu deeply regretted the banquet and failed to make them feel at home.

Sonin knew that with his character, it would be good to be willing to let them come, and he had a meal.

In fact, it is already quite complete.

See you next time should be much better.

Before leaving, Sheng Fang's mood had almost returned to normal, "Uncle Tao, don't stay in the mountains all the time." As Xiao Suo said, my uncle is the most afraid of being quiet, and you often take him out to be lively. ”

"Okay."

He remembered Jin Xiaoshao's words again, "Let your rich and profound goddaughter talk to you more, and make sure that the little pine tree is eighty meters long." ”

Tao Delirium: ......

That's it.

When I left the small pine tree, I went to play it twice, and the little branch was quite stubborn, and I quickly bounced back, a batch of horizontal.

"I'll see you next time."

Tao Yu sent the two to the door, and watched them go out for a long distance before turning back to the courtyard.

It's actually quite late, but it's a little late on the mountain.

He closed the door, and the person in charge of cooking also went back, and he was left alone in the huge courtyard.

The cold wind swept away, whirring.

He paced back to the door of the hall and leaned over to tidy up the small pine trees that had been disrupted by the blooming leaves, carefully caressing each time.

"Are you bored too? Stay here with me every day. The wind swept away, and the little branches trembled.

Tao Yu curled his lips and smiled.

He reached out and held it in his arms, "It's cold, let's go back to the house." ”

His voice was clear and scattered in the dark and lonely courtyard, and the words were clear, heavy and powerful.

Tao Yu froze in place and waited for a moment.

But there was silence.

No one responded.