If I were in the passenger seat, I wouldn't even dare to twist my head.

I want to look at him behind my back with impunity. Although the seat behind him almost blocked his figure cleanly.

The speed of the car was slower than the few pedestrians walking in the snow, and the tires rolled slowly, crushing against the road surface where the snow had not melted.

We just walked around slowly, as if we were walking in the snow.

The snow-capped holly greeted us, and the cold and bare pestles on both sides of the tree trunks and light poles slowly beckoned to us.

There were droplets of water on the glass windows, and everything was steaming, steaming my heart with it.

I couldn't see him holding the steering wheel, but I knew he was right in front of me, and I was behind him, turning my seat upside down in junior high school. I let him take him, like a traveler in life, slowly moving around the city to watch the world on Chinese New Year's Eve.

The wheels pressed in front of the botanical garden of the Sui and Tang ruins, and slowly walked along the long and seemingly endless riverside avenue on the side of the Luo River.

I slowly turned my face to the left, sometimes sneaking a sneak peek at his silhouette reflected on the windowglass; From time to time, I looked through the window and looked at the snowflakes falling on the white river in the distance.

Suddenly, he turned out the car, crossed the seat, turned his head, looked me solemnly in the eyes, and said:

"Liu Zijun, let's be together. I'll take care of you, both of us, and depend on each other for our lives. ”

I stared at him with wide eyes, looked at him stupidly, and slowly pressed my high protruding heart back, and after a long time, I timidly retorted: "Hua Ming, you haven't spoken, and when you speak, you scared me to death!" You say the two of us depend on each other? What is this talking about..."

"Liu Zijun, I said, let's be together, we depend on each other..."

I was amazed and surprised, and I looked at him as if I wanted to see something.

He didn't hide his gaze.

In the end, I still shook my head, at least not at this time, looked at his eyes and said: "Fu Huaming, I am still surprised by you, what are you kidding, you have so many families, you have a kind mother, a tall father, and Fu Huazheng's younger brother, as well as the relatives of a large family behind him, and the entire Fu family, you are such a successful person, what do you say to depend on each other!" I don't know what you're talking about, but it's both of us..."

"Really? Since I have so many relatives, it may not be necessary to have one more of you, you can treat me as a brother, or any relatives you want to think of... But, Liu Zijun, I can't give you love for a while... But, I will give you everything you want. I believe that one day in the future, I should also give you love..."

At that moment, my heart almost jumped to my throat.

I couldn't believe my ears, I stared at him with wide eyes: "Fu Huaming, do you know what you're talking about?" ”

But he turned his head, sat back in his seat, looked up at the metal rearview mirror, and looked at me from the inside:

"I know, at the age of 15, the age of youthful sprouts, at that time, I liked you very much, at that time, I was thinking every day, how could there be such a Liu Zijun in the world, which made me infinitely distressed and happy, and filled my mind with you, and, until now, I still have you in my head... It's just that it's no longer throbbing, it's my personal problem. In the past few months, I have been trying to solve it, but I have found that I still can't give you love for a while. But, I can give you other things you want, for example, so that you are no longer lonely, so that you are no longer alone, you can treat me as a brother, even if it is your own brother..."

There was infinite loss in his tone, from the time he said this, my mood was like a roller coaster, up and down, I was a little dazed, and in the end, my heart rose infinitely cool.

I was gray-eyed, shook my head and said, "Fu Huaming, after all these years, things are things and people, they have all grown up, you don't like me anymore, it's normal..."

It's enough that I like you, it's enough that I like you as a person.

Fu Huaming, I like you, I like it until the last time we met again, and my heart has been hurting.

Every night after the reunion, I felt that I had lost the most precious and holy thing of a girl, and I didn't deserve to mention you...

A few years later, this is just the second time we've seen each other since we got back together.

But why do you say that?

Brother?

I didn't answer him, I was only vaguely sad in my heart.

The letter said back then: He likes me and wants to be with me...

Yes, things are not people.

He's no longer the boy behind me who he used to be. He is the eldest son of the Fu family's generation, the person who lives in the mansion, and the person who makes many Luoyang people feel proud when they mention their names.

And I'm nothing. And, since I was 13 years old, I don't deserve anything good.

The world has changed, and the love letters of the year are just evidence of youth.

…

I didn't want to think of anything, I pressed the tumor in my heart that was about to fester, and sat so close to him. Breathe in the same air in the car, even if you sit until Chinese New Year's Eve passes, and sit until the first day of the new year.

Even if you sit until you are old.

Just sit down, and although the road ahead is slim, I am infinitely happy.

I don't know how long I sat like this, until the sound of fireworks and firecrackers exploded in the sky in the distance, reminding me that it was Chinese New Year's Eve.

I looked at the fireworks rising in the distance scattered in the snowflakes, and suddenly smiled: "Brother or something, don't mention it, Hua Ming, everyone is still a good old classmate, good friend, isn't it?" ”

As soon as I finished speaking, he started the motor, and vaguely, as if I heard him say:

"Hmm... You can deceive yourself first..."

The black body, almost turned white, we went around Luoshui, the Qianhe Hui District, the Old Town, Jianxi, around Luoyang City for a full circle, and finally around Luolong District, he took me to Luoyang's largest musical fountain.

"Get out of the car, a few months ago I planned to take you with me to see a more lively picture, but the timing was not right; Although the picture is not right today, you have me today, and the timing is right..."

This music fountain in Luoyang, I have heard of it for a long time, covers an area of nearly 500 acres, and is said to be the largest musical fountain in Asia. On Tuesdays, Fridays, and important days such as the National Day, she will open the story of a city and shake the soul of every Luoyang person.

On her blooming days, the water spray will sway with the music, as gorgeous as fireworks, and will be so dazzling that people want to cry loudly when they look at the dance, she is the most gorgeous and charming scenery in the whole Luoyang.

And on Chinese New Year's Eve, due to the freezing of the surface of the fountain, it looks like a white mirror, welcoming the falling snowflakes.

Chinese New Year's Eve, its emptiness and loneliness, as if it requires pedestrians to completely release the bitter thoughts in their hearts to her, facing the vast ice, I have mixed feelings, pursed my lips to resist the urge to cry.

Finally he turned around me and looked at me with red eyes.

"Liu Zijun, that's enough, let's go..."

Suddenly, he took my hand and pulled me all the way into the passenger seat of his car and helped me fasten my seatbelt.

He drove me all the way to the underground parking lot of the Molybdenum Metropolitan Rehodes International Hotel, the highest building next to the hot springs.

After the car was parked, he took out the leather travel bag of the same model as Hua Zheng from the trunk, opened the car door without hesitation, took my hand, and pulled me out of the car.

He grabbed my hand tightly, his palm was so hot, and he led me into the elevator to the hotel.