Chapter 106: The Man I Loved...
On the fourth day of the new year, Sheng Fang went out after arranging Soning's breakfast.
As for what to do, he didn't explain to Soning carefully, only said that he would come back soon and go to Zhao San's place in the afternoon.
The holiday is less than two days away.
Soning sent people to the door, and when he waited for the elevator, he leaned against the wall and whistled, "Pretty girl, are you reluctant to let me leave for a while?" ”
Soning: "Don't be sassy. ”
Then the door slammed shut.
Sheng Fang lowered his head and smiled, the little wood was really unteased.
The smile lasted until he walked out the door of the apartment building, the weather was not good today, and it was overcast outside, several degrees lower than usual.
He got in the car, lit a cigarette, and when he was about halfway through his cigarette, he made a phone call and went out, "Where?" ”
Cheng Kang reported the name of the hotel, he started the car and went straight there.
It didn't take twenty minutes to get there.
As soon as Cheng Kang opened the door, he was a little depressed, and he was embarrassed to burst the foul mouth in his mouth.
He looked around, "What about Cheng Ling?" ”
Cheng Kang snorted, "I'm back in Beishi, didn't the person you sent to follow us report to you?" ”
Sheng Fang looked away a little, of course, someone reported it, and he came to see him alone.
Since Cheng Ling came to the door the day before yesterday, he did ask Chen Huai to arrange for someone to keep an eye on the sister and brother, he didn't mean anything else, he just didn't want them to get close to Soning again.
Especially Cheng Ling.
She's so abnormal.
Sheng Fang didn't take this stubble, and said, "Really gone?" ”
Cheng Kangshun grabbed a pillow and smashed it over, "I personally sent her on the plane, and I will leave after dealing with this little matter at hand." ”
Sheng Fang nodded, "Let's have a meal together, Lao Chen, they know you're here." ”
"Come on, knowing and welcoming are two different things, and I still have this awareness."
He hadn't had a good time with them, so Cheng Ling's affair happened, both of them were blooming doglegs, so naturally they wouldn't get too close to him.
There was even a little bit of hostility.
Of course, this is all another story, and the face is still passable.
Sheng Fang didn't force a request, he lowered his head and played with the leather rope on his wrist, and said slowly: "Cheng Kang, you can rush me if you are angry about this, I have nothing to say, but don't hurt the innocent." ”
His innocent finger is naturally Soning.
Cheng Kang looked at him and sighed after a few seconds, "You kid is really planted." ”
It's a bit angry to be more or less, after all, Cheng Ling's physical and mental state is already pitiful enough, and let Soning clean it up. He also knew that Cheng Ling was excessive, but in the end, he was still distressed.
But Sheng Fang's words are all said here, what else can he do?
Besides, what else is there to do?
If you tear it off, you'll really tear your face.
Sheng Fang pulled a chair and sat down, took out a stack of materials from his bag and handed it to him, "The most famous spiritual sanatorium in country M, Cheng Ling doesn't need me to say more about her current state, you still put her outside is a time bomb." ”
Cheng Kang took the information, "You don't have to care about this. ”
"Let's return the favor." He paused, "I really won't care about it in the future." ”
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Sonin simply cleaned up the house after dinner, but in fact, there was nothing to clean up, and he usually came back occasionally to sleep.
Most of them followed her in her little broken room.
While saying that the broken house is going to collapse, he won't leave there, and the standard mouth is upright.
Before the ground was finished, a message came in from the mobile phone, and Sonin thought it was another mass blessing text message at first, so he ignored it. When I was done, I took it out and looked at it, and found that it was an address.
The sender is an unfamiliar number, and the address is a shopping mall not far from here.
It's where I went to buy a fountain pen with Jin Xiaoshao before.
She glanced at it, called back, and when she didn't speak, she asked, "Who?" ”
"Soning, I'm Cheng Ling."
"......" her voice Soning could still hear it, after all, they had only met face-to-face the day before yesterday, but, "Is there something wrong with you?" ”
"Saw the address, right? I'm waiting for you here. ”
Sonin felt a little strange, "Why should I go to see you?" ”
Cheng Ling smiled, "Scared? Ah Fang is dead to you, what are you afraid of? ”
Her logic is a bit inexplicable, and Soning can't figure it out.
Seeing that she was silent, Cheng Ling said again, "Don't you want me to apologize?" There's still that good at you. ”
Sonin asked vigilantly, "What trick are you playing?" ”
"Hehe, what tricks can I play as a loser?" Her laughter was a little sharp, and after a moment it returned to her usual tone, with a hint of pity or disdain: "I thought you were so brave, Ah Fang chose a coward." ”
After saying that, he hung up the phone.
There was a beep from Sonin's earpiece.
She is not a person who eats agitation, and she never disdains to gamble on this kind of anger, but the provocative meaning of Cheng Ling's words is too obvious. It was as if she saw that she was a coward hiding behind the bloom.
Without him, he didn't even have the courage to see her.
Slag like this?
The fighting spirit that has not burned in his bones for more than 20 years suddenly became high, and it doesn't matter if anything else, but this is the ......
She didn't want to be looked down upon by Cheng Ling.
Sonin changed his clothes and went out, and after getting in the car, he called Sheng Fang, but he didn't answer, anyway, she didn't call again after just seeing her, so she didn't come back earlier than him.
Cheng Ling's agreed place was an open-air café on the top floor of the mall.
When Soning arrived, she was standing there looking down into the distance, still wearing the same white dress with a knitted shawl over her upper body.
She walked over and stopped less than two meters away from her.
Cheng Ling held a coffee cup in her hand, she lowered her head and took a sip, then turned around, "You're here." ”
There you are.
Like an old friend's greeting.
The style of painting took a sharp turn, but Soning didn't know how to answer, and she nodded at her, which was a reply.
Cheng Ling grinned.
The first two times she had seen this smile was different, and her smile was truly harmless and gentle.
In good conscience, it is somewhat imaginable that she cared for Sheng Fang in the past, if there was no later incident, the two might have married and had children long ago.
Thinking of this, Soning hurriedly came back to his senses and pulled away.
Cheng Ling took out an envelope from her arms and handed it to her, "This is for you." ”
Soning took a few steps closer, and three words were neatly written on the pink envelope: [Letter of Apology].
She took it, and Cheng Ling said, "Open it and see, is there anything that needs to be modified?" ”
Sonin clenched, "No. ”
Cheng Ling was still smiling, turned around and looked into the distance again, she looked up at the sky, gray and gloomy.
It's exactly the same as the day she left eleven years ago.
"It's so good, the taste of hometown is so good." After she finished speaking, she asked, "Have you ever left your hometown?" ”
Sonin didn't know what she meant by leaving.
Cheng Ling didn't seem to care about her answer, and said to herself, "I have been away for many years, I have been assigned far away, and no one wants me to come back." ”
There was a sadness in her tone that was impossible to ignore, and Sonnin was not someone who would comfort others.
The only thing I can think of is a sentence, come back after being cured.
But it's obviously not a good word.
Cheng Ling raised her head to the sky at a great angle, her neck was white and slender, which was the standard model of the kind of swan neck, which inexplicably added a touch of desolation against the gloomy and dim light.
Soning couldn't hold back after all, "It's too cold, let's go back." ”
Cheng Ling shook her head, and a tear slipped down the corner of her eyes and disappeared into her hair and sideburns.
"I can't go back."
Soning: ......
Cheng Ling continued: "The person I loved, he is very small, helpless, I am his world, I have given him all the warmth, I will put it on the tip of my heart and provide it carefully, I dare not let a trace of wind and grass disturb me." ”
Her tone was faint and somewhat neurotic, and Sonin looked at her and asked, "Is it blooming?" ”
"yes." The curvature of the corners of her mouth spread, "I'm ecstatic to watch him grow up day by day, you know that feeling?" It's like planting a small sapling and raising a kitten, pouring all your effort and feelings. ”
Her analogy made Sonin feel a little frightened.
"He's grown up, he's getting farther and farther away from me...... I can't even catch it. She giggled, "If I catch him, I'm going to cut off his hands and feet, and tie him up again, so we can be together for the rest of our lives." ”
Soning: "......"
Cheng Ling came back to her senses and looked at her, "Terrible, right?" That's who I am. ”
Tears fell from her eyes, panicked but powerless.
"I'm such a terrible monster, so scary that I feel terrible."
Soning swallowed the emotion in his chest, "You are sick, you will be fine in the future." ”
Cheng Ling raised her index finger and put it between her pale lips, "Shhhh No, it won't. She let out that high-pitched laugh again, and she touched her lower abdomen with her other hand, "I won't go back." ”
"He loves you, he only loves you...... I'm going back to that place where I don't see the light of day, giggling......"
She lifted her foot and stepped over the edge of the front, as if she had flown up.
Sonin didn't even see clearly......
Her blood coagulated, but she could only remain silent, "It's dangerous up there, you come down and say." ”
Cheng Ling smiled, moving back and forth at the edge, she looked at Soning and became a little dazed, "Ah Fang asked me to apologize to you, I'll apologize, I'm really sorry." ”
Her tone was emotionless, hollow as if out of body.
She faced Sonin and hooked her fingers, "You come." ”
Soning cautiously walked forward and came to her, "I'm here, don't move." ”
She didn't dare to tremble in her tone, for fear of making Cheng Ling emotional.
She crouched down and grabbed Soning's hand, "Guess...... Who is more immortal in his heart, the living or the dead? ”
With a bang in her head, Soning subconsciously reached out to pull her down, but her whole body fell directly backwards, falling quickly with the heavy rain......
"Cheng Ling!"
Her eyes were staring straight at the sky, and her mouth repeated the words, ethereal, as if she had gone up to the sky with the wind.
"The person I loved, he is very small, helpless, I am his world, I have given him all the warmth, I will put it at the tip of my heart and carefully offer, I dare not let a trace of wind and grass disturb ......"