Chapter 106: Tangled
Memories swept in like a 'tide', Shangguan Feng suddenly felt that the sky was dark, and her heart was about to suffocate, she had forgotten such an important memory.
The gentle and gentle person who was willing to open his arms for her, the one who fell gently like a 'hair' in order to save her, the one who used his body to help her block everything, the one who was willing to sacrifice in order to keep her alive, but she forgot him, she deserved to die, she really deserved to die.
When she fell off the cliff, she thought she would die, closed her eyes and quietly waited for the verdict of death, but she didn't want to fall into a warm embrace, she looked at each other with wide eyes and couldn't believe it, and wanted him to take advantage of the momentum to fly up the cliff, but unfortunately he refused, he said,
"Feng'er, the place with you is heaven",
In her previous life, she had heard countless love words of indifference, but this one she felt the sweetest, hugging the person in front of her tightly, she thought they could live and die together, but he actually protected her regardless of life and death, and finally she saw the corners of his mouth full of blood, she thought that he must die, and fainted sadly.
But she didn't expect that she would forget him when she closed her eyes.
Thinking of Shangguan Feng's tears gushing out like spring water here, how should she forgive herself?
She could forget that he enjoyed life as if nothing happened, but let him suffer like that alone, and when she woke up, she saw his distressed and far-fetched smile for the first time,
"Feng'er, I thought you would recognize the wrong person again",
How could the gloomy figure and haggard face make her not feel distressed, he left as if he was running away with tears in his eyes, so embarrassed and reluctant, he must have said something to Xuanyuan Ye after leaving, otherwise Xuanyuan Ye's attitude towards her would not have changed so much?
The last time I saw him, he couldn't even shout Feng'er, and his heart hurt even more when the princess shouted!
But now what face does she have to see him and recognize him? Not only did she forget him ruthlessly, but now she was still entangled with Xuanyuan Night, what should she do?
She thought she could die with him last time, but none of them died, but she had amnesia. Sometimes I think about it, the original amnesia is not a good thing, otherwise what would she and Situ Yuze do if they changed?
Ask for Xuanyuan Ye's forgiveness, or 'elopement'? These two paths don't seem to work, not to mention whether Xuanyuan Ye will let people go, even if Xuanyuan Ye can fulfill them, but she is the seventh princess designated by the emperor, how can she take a break at will, plus Xuanyuan Ye may not let go, who can endure the betrayal of friends and wives?
Although the Situ family is extremely powerful, their 'elopement' may not be affected, but what about the Shangguan family?
The reason why she married Xuanyuan Ye was to protect the official family, she couldn't be so 'selfish'.
After figuring out this, Shangguan Feng understood that everything is providential, everything has its own certainty in the dark, and she has nothing to do with Situ Yuze.
These things are figured out, but how should she face Xuanyuan Night now? How to face Situ Yuze? Even though it was so painful for her to get her memories back, she didn't regret it at all, those memories belonged to her and the people she once loved, and she didn't want to forget them.
Whether it is happiness or pain, it is hers, she is willing to bear it, Shangguan Feng has never been cowardly, whether it is in the past life or in this life.
Shangguan Feng's memory has been completely restored, but all this has not changed in any way because of the recovery of her memory, she is still Shangguan Yun's favorite 'girl', Shangguan Feng's most doted sister, and Xuanyuan Ye's favorite 'woman'!
But only a little bit has changed, and unconsciously Shangguan Feng began to avoid Xuanyuan Ye, she doesn't know why, not that her feelings for Xuanyuan Ye have faded, let alone that she loves Situ Yuze more than Xuanyuan Night, it's just that she doesn't know how to face Xuanyuan Night.
All this Xuanyuan Ye was innocent, he may have known it all along, he may not have known, but he didn't complain or complain for more than half a sentence, just hid all the 'gloom' haze in that evil smile.
Sometimes Shangguan Feng also felt that she didn't know Xuanyuan Ye, and when she first met, she was attracted by Xuanyuan Night, not only by the evil appearance, but also by the natural momentum of the king.
But at that time, she didn't think about marrying him, he was the seventh prince under one person and above ten thousand people, the wishful husband sought after by thousands of 'women', the merry general who regarded 'women' as clothes, and the god in the hearts of the people.
And she is a ghost from the 21st century, a person who lost her father and mother when she was a child and was abandoned by her boyfriend who relied on her for ten years, and she was betrayed by her most trusted friend.
But the two people who were so unrelated were shackled by the shackles of fate, and they tried to break free from this shackles, but they were even more implicated by it.
Xuanyuan Ye knew that Shangguan Feng had recovered his memory, but he didn't ask her, as if that memory had nothing to do with him, or he didn't care at all, just pretended to be nothing, still got up early and took care of her greedily, and quietly hugged her late at night and slept with her dressed.
But Shangguan Feng knew that a wall had been built between them invisibly, Xuanyuan Ye didn't know how to walk in, and she didn't know how to get out, so the two stayed in the prime minister's mansion in a good way, going in and out every day, but they were no longer so close.
Xuanyuan Ye's face was still 'cloudy' and sunny, sometimes he became hearty because of Shangguan Feng's smiling face, and sometimes he became extremely dull because Shangguan Feng frowned.
And Shangguan Feng's face was covered with 'yin' clouds, and he often didn't have any smile. It is often said that three points for medical treatment, seven points for nourishment.
Shangguan Feng's mood was depressed all day long, and his appetite was naturally sluggish, even if he couldn't make up for it with nourishing soup and medicine, his body was weak for a long time, but the luster on his face gradually faded.
Originally, they were a loving and loving couple, sweet and sweet, but now they are ......
Shangguan Yun is from here after all, he can see that there is a relationship between them, but he is a little careful, it is normal for young people to make trouble, all they need is time.
Moreover, Shangguan Yun knows the 'sexuality' of his own 'daughter', and he can see that Shangguan Feng has avoided Xuanyuan Ye in the past few days, which shows that his own 'daughter' has a knot, and he originally wanted to persuade her, but after thinking about it, he felt that the young man's affairs needed to be solved by themselves, so he gave up.
Xuanyuan Ye looked at Shangguan Feng, who was getting haggard day by day, and felt distressed, he knew that she had a knot, but he didn't know how to solve it, and he didn't even dare to ask Shangguan Feng what was wrong?
He was afraid that Shangguan Feng would tell him that she was reluctant to Situ Yuze, she loved Situ Yuze, and she wanted to be with Situ Yuze. Xuanyuan Yechang had never been afraid of anything, but now he was afraid, he was afraid that Shangguan Feng would say something he didn't want to hear, so he kept silent about it.
Until early in the morning, Guan Yun and Xuanyuan Ye were hurriedly announced into the palace by the emperor, and when they came back, Shangguan Yun's face was covered with 'yin' clouds, but Xuanyuan Ye had a smile on his face.
It turned out that there had been famine and sweat disasters in the northern part of the night underworld for many years, which led to the rise of homeless people and grass robbers, and now they openly rebelled, occupied Qi County and beheaded local officials.
Emperor Xuanyuan Hong asked Shangguan Yun and Xuanyuan Ye to discuss the matter to discuss the solution, and Xuanyuan Ye should 'hand' over the matter to him.
In fact, it is tricky to say at this time, but Xuanyuan Ye treats it as a play, the reason why he deserves it is so refreshing is because he wants to take Shangguan Feng out for a walk, he wants to take her to relax, so that she can feel better.
Xuanyuan Ye's idea was correct, but he didn't know that this time the rogue was not a simple refugee, but someone else deliberately instigated the organization.
He was bent on making Shangguan Feng happy, but he didn't know that this time he was taking her into danger.
Shangguan Feng wanted to be a turtle, because she was afraid of getting hurt, so she shrunk herself in her shell, she didn't come out, and others couldn't get in.
Originally, she didn't want to go out, after all, she didn't like trouble.
Shangguan Feng knew that she had something to deal with when she went out this time, not just for fun, but when she saw Xuanyuan Ye's expectant eyes, she couldn't bear to refuse after all, so she went with her all the way.